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:: 2008 19 May :: 12.27pm

:: 2008 17 May :: 4.52am
:: Music: Sade - Is It a Crime

Surely you want it back.

I've been out of Kuwait for a little over a month. My room feels dusty and unchanged. I wonder if this is what it was like while I was gone.

I think I might never know, and I'm not sure which I'd prefer.

:: 2008 12 May :: 8.52pm
:: Music: Belfast - Neon Neon

e-Bay Sells Celebrity Doodles for a Cause.
Doodles like these are being auctioned on eBay from now through May 18th to benefit NF. Inc, an organization which helps people and families impacted by neurofibromatosis, one of the most common genetic disorders in the United States. NF causes tumors to form on your body's nerves -- any time, and anywhere. There is no cure. But funds raised from Doodle Day auctions will help support education and research that could change all that.

I think all of the doodles are drawn by celebrities, and many of them are actually good - but all of them are pretty hilarious.

I recommend Seth Green, David Duchovny, Neil Gaiman (of course), and Paula Deen

:: 2008 7 May :: 5.38pm

"You have a serious problem of distorting reality. You could sleep with the entire planet and still feel rejected."

:: 2008 6 May :: 9.49pm

MUST SEE - Lucy and Bart
Make this full screen and move your mouse from side to side.

:: 2008 5 May :: 1.12pm

flux by bloc party
if your right hand is causing you pain
cut it off
cut it off
if your colors have started to run
let them all run, run away from you

there is lightning in this room
above our heads
waiting to strike
i'm a thinker
not a talker
put your faith
your faith in god

we were hoping for some romance
all we found was more despair
we must talk about our problems
we are in a state of flux

i'd kill for an adventure
just you and i
in the curzon bar
dancing until we knew
so all that we've learned disappears

:: 2008 2 May :: 11.32am

l Lust U - Neon Neon

:: 2008 1 May :: 6.30am
:: Music: Edith Piaf - Le Vieux Piano

Catch me, because this has been a long way down.

:: 2008 21 April :: 11.20pm

i'm just an excuse-making machine

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:: 2008 21 April :: 2.16am

Und so weiter...

I think this is what it must feel like to fall into time with no regard for anything except for when it's going to end.

P.S. This is not an unhappy post.

:: 2008 17 April :: 4.26pm

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:: 2008 16 April :: 10.22am

I don't even care if you don't like the song, this is one of the funnest music videos I've seen in a while.

And now for my favourite song on the album, minus video.

This is great going to class/work in the morning music.

:: 2008 12 April :: 5.25pm

I guarantee you will like this at least a little bit
Failing to Care - Spring Mix 2008

Track Listing: Artist - Title*
01. Neva Dinova - What You Want
02. The Dodos - Undeclared
03. The Dodos - Walking
04. Vampire Weekend - Ladies of Cambridge
05. The Tall Firs - Hairdo
06. Devendra Banhart - Lover
07. The Envy Corps - Party Dress
08. The French Kicks - Abandon
09. Ted Leo & The Pharmacists - The Sons of Cain
10. Styrofoam (ft. Blake Hazard) - Microscope
11. The Cinematics - Sunday Sun (Beck cover)
12. The Fleet Foxes - Mykonos
13. The Dodos - Fools
14. Dispatch - Bats in the Belfry
15. Dispatch - Bang Bang
16. Sun Kil Moon - Tonight the Sky

*Not in any particular order, rearrange to your liking.

:: 2008 8 April :: 2.38pm

:: 2008 31 March :: 11.57am

The Dodos - Fools

:: 2008 23 March :: 11.35am

:: 2008 22 March :: 8.52pm

Interact 10 Ways

599 Productions: Time Lapse

:: 2008 21 March :: 4.22pm

:: 2008 18 March :: 5.31pm

An interesting facebook discussion on the place of Arabism in Kuwait

"I have been noticing a generation of young Kuwaitis that seem very eccentric and don't quite realise it. The type of people who at the age of fourteen skip classes in their (american or "bilingual school") and try to attend a parliamentary session regarding the questioning of minister Nouriah Alsubih... Thats eccentrism, thats nonesense and silly.
I am worried that this type of argument is coming from this generation of "kuwaitis" more and more. Its very nice to think, the thought nonetheless has to be relevant or else its one of an infinite number of useless thoughts."

Yeah, that's right, mothefucker. We're coming, so watch your back.

:: 2008 18 March :: 1.55am

Did you miss the pasta strike?

:: 2008 15 March :: 10.16pm

jay: what were you doing?
me: nothing
watching tv
greys anatomy came on
jay: oh yuck
you like it bubi?
me: no
i dont get it
jay: hahaha
girly girls love it
i dont know either
me: everyone sleeps with everyone else
and then meredith gets pissed off at someone
jay: hahahha
me: and then the angry little black woman is mean to someone
and soemone learns a valuable lesson
jay: its like a german orgy in the garden, with everyone blindfolded, and one girl married to all the guys
me: LMAO
oh my God
i think that'll go in my blog

:: 2008 14 March :: 6.55pm

hey loved ones:

i've been working 12hrs/day and saturdays and this weekend i am working saturday AND sunday. i was also without internet for the first couple of weeks in this new place.

will update after april 15.

just kidding.

have some things to bitch about.

i know everyone's going through hard shit... i'm sorry. i wish plante & moran wasn't raping me, otherwise i'd be a good friend.

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:: 2008 14 March :: 3.59am

:: 2008 13 March :: 10.31pm

:: 2008 12 March :: 9.20pm
:: Music: Incubus - Southern Girl

Could you want me..?

It's time for another list of things I've realized about myself...

1- I am not nearly as strong as I thought I was. I am weak and full of insecurity. I fail almost everyone I care for and constantly pass around advice and trash talk which makes me a hypocrite.

2- I am so over everyone who wants to make my life harder than it needs to be. I know who I love and what I want out of that love, and everyone else, anyone holding their breath for an apology or some kind of reward for accepting me after I've run away, is very welcome to go to hell.

3- I can accept the bullshit situation I've put myself in, and I can even be happy in it, but I'm lonely and I need my friends, my real friends, to support me. Like I said, I'm weak.

4- I miss the closeness I used to have with people so I spend a lot of time reading through old emails from '04 and remembering what it was like to come home everyday from school to an email waiting to be read, full of love and support, sometimes pain and the need for comfort, and I miss it so much I try to grasp at it like some kind of faded washed out dream that wouldn't survive a serious breath. I am filled with dread that I might never have that closeness again with those people I love.