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:: 2004 23 July :: 10.39 am
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: Toss It UP

i'm coming home on mondayyy!!!
hey buddies!! hope everybodyz enjoying themselves and having fun!! i miss u all..:(..wen i get back we gotta chill..emir sent me this really cute email..sayin he misses me and all..he apologized thatz straightened out..i dunno if i mentioned this..but i found a dress!! itz really pretty..a really light blue..itz the floor hard to describe but itz so0o's a lil dressier than i has wanted but i fell in love with bought shoes to go with im mom already made all the appointments..nail appointments..all that good stuff..i finally convinced my mom to let me get acrylics too..i cant wait till the party!!..itz gettin closer n yea i get home on the afternoon..we're takin the train..which sucks..i didnt like the train last time we went..oh well..alrighty guys!! ta ya so0n..x0x0

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:: 2004 21 July :: 12.49 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: How Do U Want It??

it's still raining...
still wid the grandparents..nothing exciting has really happened..the rain makes me sleepy and i'm feelin's 12 something and it looks like itz 7 p.m outside..i've been sleeping in late..that only adds on to the laziness..i'm bored..home alone right now..jon is over my aunt stephanie's house..he went there last nite to hang out with the kids..everyone else is workin..tonite we might go to the movies..prolly to watch spiderman 2..i told nico i'd take him to see i feel bad..i'll take him wen i get back..this weekend im going to hang out with kristina and her friends..they're koo..we gonna go to busch gardens..hopefully this weather clears up by then

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:: 2004 19 July :: 11.08 am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Pump It Up-Joe Budden

hey buddies!!..i'm in tampa mom n pat left last nite..but me and jonothon get to stay another week!!..i'm prolly gonna be home next tuesday/wednesday the latest..itz juss been raining non-stop over i doubt we'll get to go to Adventure Island..the waterpark down here..:/..we got here friday evening..took us forever to get here too..back up traffic...rain..accidents..all that stuff..we brought Roxy wid mom took her back tho..neways..friday nite we went out to dinner after the game we were supposed to go to got rained out..damn we just hung out..ate at chili's..good food..yesterday family came over..this side of the family is soo we had a good time..right juss chillan..woke up a lil while im watchin Brown Sugar..that's my movie!! grandma gets home from work around 1-ish..then we're gonna go shopping!! lol..i NEED to find a dress!!! we're plannin to spend the rest of the day at the mall..jon and joe are going to the Tampa Bay Devil Rays and the YAnkee's most likely gonna be the only yankee fan there..ehh..u never kno miss everybody back at home!!..:( frickin fone doesnt work over here!!!..they live like in the middle of no yea my fone doesnt'll try to be online as much as i can talk to u guys!! u!!..x0x0

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:: 2004 16 July :: 9.06 am
:: Mood: wide awake
:: Music: If I Aint got you-ALicia Keys

yesterday was meli's birthday..happy happy birthday to meli everybody!! had a lil get together at her house last nite..i went we had alotta fun..emir kinda juss showed up n den up n left wid the quickness..that kinda pissed me off a bit..but had fun..meli's a monkey now..i found out i seriously suck at i won in bullshit!!..hehe..go me!!..we ate really go0d cuban sandwiches from padrinos..mmmm..really yummy..and we had icecream cake..."Caakkkkeee!!" melted a lil it was great..den we started watchin Secret Window..but no one was watchin it so meli put on THe Cat in the movie..melissa got alotta koo presents too..i got her the U Got Served DVD..Eric got her a monkey..Ricki got her some lotions n body sprays that smelled soo got her lotions n stuff too..omar gave her this really nice cd player..ricarda got her all this monkey her new bling!!that bracelet is so0o0o cute girl!! i had alotta fun..:D

today i leave guys!!..we're leavin around `1..gotta finish packing too..hopefully i find a dress over grandma said she;d buy it for me..:)..i'll be gone for about a week..so0o..i'll talk to u all wen i get back!! ya..x0x0

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:: 2004 14 July :: 6.54 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: H.O.V.A

i got home from practice a lil while painnnn..ouchiezz..i wont stress it tho cuz it'll get me in shape

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:: 2004 13 July :: 5.41 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: whaz happenin-ying yang twinz

Boom!!..It's Onnn..
hey peoples!!..wussup wussup?? i got to hang out wid my sammi yesterday!! seen her in a while..she was chillan on vacation..doin her own thing..amaraz gettin her teeth pulled today..:(..ouchiez..hope she feels better..i went to the mall on friday wid amara..bought sum stuff for my fone..then i went to don carters..hung out wid meli ricarda emir n eric..then JJ came..hez eric's "cuzin"'re still not sure..ev called me!!..shez coming to my party!!..yay!! excited..last nite was that hip hop class..i went wid amara..we got the dance down..but is cheer gym agenn..cant waitt

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:: 2004 9 July :: 10.14 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: BK Athem-Foxxy Brown

i so happyy..
he finally asked me out!!..last!! happy now..hez so cute..i really think this is gonna work

me n amara were plannin to take these hip hop classes every monday till the end of august..the teacher is wade robson!! from mtv's the wade rosbon so excited..i faxed in all tha paperwork..n talked to tha lady..turns out itz not how much we thot it was gonna might be a problem..hmm..gotta see tho..neways i had a lil argument wid my mom yesterday..i got grounded for "talkin back" shez trynna squash all my plans for this weekend..i hope she letz me go out tho..i wanna see emir..newayz me n amara might hit up tha mall todayy..spend money on stuff i dont need..u girls kno how dat goes..;)

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:: 2004 7 July :: 7.14 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: How Come-D12

i stole this from my buddy luan..
Birthdate::august 2nd, 1988
Birthplace::brooklyn, new york
Eldest, Middle, Youngest, Only Kid?:eldest
Pets::cat-cassie dog-roxy
Do you go to school::yes
What is your highest level achieved?:sophomore
Religion::i dont really have a classification..i believe in
Do you have friends?:yepp
Do you like to be lonely?:no
What color are your eyes?:dark brown
Do you like it?:yea
What color eyes do you want?:i like mine..maybe a lil lighter tho
What color is your hair?:dark brown
Do you like it?:yupp
What color do you want?:im fine wid my natural color
Do you dye your hair?:nope
If yes, how regularly?:never
Do you wear glasses?:at night
Do you have a trademark?:my name earrings!!..hollaa!!
How tall are you?:5'0''
What's your heritage/nationality?:puerto rican
Do you have the same hairstyle everyday?:nope
Do you think you look exciting?
Are you self concious?:sometimes
Do you obsess over your looks?:not really
Do you even care about your appearences?:yea
How long do you spend in the bathroom?:15-20 minute to get ready
About life... again
Punk/Goth/Ghetto/Prep/Jock/Nerd/Other (list)? stereotype?:"cute ghetto girl"
Do you pick your nose? In secret?
Do you like yourself? Life?:yes
Are you liked by people?:yea
Do you want to become famous?:of course!!
Do you want to make a difference in this big world?:yea
Why?:we need a change
Fun Stuff
Which celebrities do you worship in secret?:lol..jennifer lopez n christina aquilera
Are you one of those people who diss fans of a music genre you don't like?:lol..noo
Which pop princess shits you?:none of em
Can you sing? like to in the shower tho
Can you act?:yea
Who is your fave actor?:anthony hopkins
Fave movie?:above the rim
Backstreet Boys or Nsync?:backstreet boys
Good Charlotte or Blink 182?:good charlotte
Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears?:christina aguilera
Slayer or Black Sabbath?:who??
The Beatles or The Monkees?:beatles
ABBA or the A Teens?:a
Guilty pleasure?:chocolate covered strawberries..yumm
The Simpsons or Family Guy?:SIMPSONS!!
MTV... yeah or neah?:yeah
Do you have a group of friends?:yea
How many?:six
To an onlooker, what would your group be viewed as?:fun, loud, crazy, hyper,
Who are you closest to?:my girls
Who is your best friend?:meli sam n amara
Are any of them bad influences?:no..they're "super good influences"
Who are you in your group? The leader? The leader's bitch? The follower?:im the violent one
Are you dirty minded?:my minds always in tha
Do you have any sexual feelings towards friends?:noo
Generally, how are you viewed in your group?:everybody loves me..;)
Do your friends know you?:yea
Are you single or taken?:single for now
If single:
Do you want to stay single?:no
Why are you single?:waitin for this kid to stop being shy n ask me
Do you date around?:yea..i meet ppl here n there
When was the last time you have a bf/gf?:last year
Life... yet again.
Are you bored?:yea
Can you play any instruments? Which ones?:yea..piano
Math or English?:english
The Arts or Sciences?:arts
Technical or Creative?:creative
Are you poetic?:i can be
How many babies do you want?:3
Do you spend most of your time on the net?:ehh..
What do you think of your country's leader?:we need a new one
Do you love me?:yea
Why?:cuz ur great!!
What kind of meat do you like to eat?:meat??..chicken..pork
What's your favourite food?:empanadas..pork chops
Drink?:bailey's mudslide
I'm bored now. Wanna stop?:i guess
Because I am.

A long survey to do when you are bored brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2004 6 July :: 5.51 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Why-Jadakiss

meli..i can't believe u finally told him girl!!..go you!!
yay!! happy for melissa..everythings gonna turn out great!!..we're planning to chill on friday..go to don some, emir, eric and meli..can't wait..only i ahvent played in i hope i dont end up lookin i got cheer gym..cant wait..finally gettin back on track wid tha cheer stuff..we leave in a week!!..going to tampa..imma have gonna miss all my peeps tho!!..:(..gotta chill wen i get back tho!!

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:: 2004 5 July :: 4.32 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: I'll make love to you-Boyz II Men

I'm backkkkk..::evil laugh::
hey guys..havent written in a while..friday my dad picked us up..we went to boomers cuz datz where jon wanted to go..hung out there..a fight broke out in wuz tha funniest thing..deez ghetto white gurls..u kno how derz alot of em in started bitchin at each other n den started a cat was funny.. den me n my aunt left my brother and my dad at boomers while we went to muvico so she cudd get him some movie passes..thats wen mel called us..she got into another car accident..she was all worked up..i can imagine..damn..she prolly wont ever wanna drive agen..den we got the movie passes..i saw marcus i saw meli..wid ricarda n so happy for u it going wid eric!!..hopefully things will happen wid me n emir..saturday we went to the marlins game..I GOT TO MEET MIGUEL got autographs n everything..he signed a i was der all excited..wid his number written on my face..i think he was scared of me..lolol..the game was alotta fun..marlins lost to the devil rays brother was happy he was going for the other team..every1 around us was gettin pissed at him..i thot we were gonna get the game they had a really pretty fireworks show..then after that wen we were gonna go home and we cuddnt find tha car..funny we left n went wuz fun..kinda scary after emir told me all about were soo many bugs tho..n u all kno how i do wid bugs..i got bit up so bad..ugh..we went canoeing..and jon was saying he was gonna tip tha boat over..kidsss..but yea we went camping boca style..lmao..we had tha RV..jon made us bring his tv and ps2..we had tha was n my mom kept crackin on jon and pat for we had no marshmallows..:(..and no s' still havent tasted one guys!! got back a lil while's jon's bday..happy 12th to him..we got ice cream cake!!..looking foward to thats it for now..back to work 2moro..gotta make that paper!!

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:: 2004 2 July :: 11.25 am
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: 99 problems-Jay Z

wha do u think??
i re-did my woohu!!! i got always..well my dadz gonna pick me up in imma chill wid him and jon for tha weekend..i guess he wants to do a lil party for my brother's bday or sumthin..i havent really been gettin along wid him agen..wha elz is new??..den on sunday we leave..going camping..yesterday tha funniest thing happened to around 10-sh last nite..i went to tha back yard to take roxy out before i put her to bed and yea..i was really dark..n she started since it was kinda late i didnt want her making noise..ya kno?? then stupid me..i went into tha grass to go get her..and by the barefoot and in pjz..cuz i was juss bummin out and chillan..den a frog jumped on me..not those lil frogs that im scared of..but the freakin big ass frogs..toads..or so i freaked out..n im deathly afraid of frogs..not kermit meli..

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:: 2004 2 July :: 10.13 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: All I Need-Mary J Blige f/ Method Man

wha to do..wha to do??
well letz see..last nite i went to mary ellen's house for that meeting..i went ok..we're gonna start going to the Boca Cheer Center on wednesdays and saturdays of july..wednesdays from 3:30-5:00 and on saturdays from 11:00-1:00..they aren't mandatory tho..but we all gotta start going..we are soo behind on everything..chudnei's the only one who went to camp..she bought the dvd wid tha dances and the cd wid the music and she's gonna be captain since she knowz everything..and we're gonna have sleepovers and stuff so we can learn it..that shudd be fun..and these sleep overs shudd bring us all usually does that but since we couldnt and emir confused tha hell outta me we're im-ing me from the same screenname..i dunno wha they were doing but i wuz definately me wen u get a chance i wanna kno wha happened last nite after i signed off!!

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:: 2004 30 June :: 5.26 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: cant i get a-jay z

hey pplz!! whaz happenin?? did u guys see tha BET Awards??..Mo'Nique hosted again this year..she wuz off tha chain tha beginning she did her own version of the crazy in love dance..lmao..that was tha funniest thing ever..and u guys kno Mo'Nique from tha Parkers shez a lil on tha heavy a Beyonce outfit..funny Kanye's performance was tight..he did jesus walks and yolanda adams came turned out pretty good..i liked usher's performance alot too..he tore it up wid 'yeah'..newayz..enuff wid that..tomoro mary-ellen is holding a cheer meeting at her house..hopefully all goes well..i hope we can end up cheering this year..maryellen and courtney's moms are takin over so things shudd be good

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:: 2004 26 June :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: wore out
:: Music: jesus walks-Kanye West was alotta funn!!..we went to tha wuz koo..we got there around 10 in tha morning and left around 6:45 ish..even tho we had a good time ALOT went i got a concussion on a i went on one of the new slides called the "baby blue"..i u've heard of it..itz this big blue slide and u twirl around and all..then u get dropped into this bowl kind thing and swirl around that and fall thru a hole into a 7ft as i was swirlin around that thing i knocked my thing i knew..i was surrounded by all these lifegaurd i got a big lump on the back of my head..and while that happened my bathing suit top snapped in tha front where all the shells were..yea major boob action when i came bout embarrassing!!..i ghetto-ed it out for tha rest of the day tho..and it i went right back on tha mom wasnt too happy..she was soo freaked out..she wanted to leave afta that..but we stayed..then we did all tha other slides..then i got my "sun headache"..thats wha i called that if im out for long periods of time in tha sun i get all dizzy n i left my brother on the lazy river and told him to meet me back when he was done..cuz we were gonna start leaving soon..45 minutes later he still didnt show i freaked out n looked all over for him..another hour later i found the mom was pissed at me cuz i left him alone..blah blah blah..but i found all that where was he u ask?? hitting on these his bday so i cut him sum while i was going crazy lookin for my brother before my mom killed of the lifegaurds was trynna holla at me..he was scary lookin..he jumped over tha bars fromthe lazy river to the bridge i was standing on and wuz like "dont i kno u from some where??"..and he wanted my number..then his i guess supervisor came yelling at him..thats when i got so that was pretty muhc my whole day..exciting?? so tired..the sun really wore me out

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:: 2004 25 June :: 9.10 pm
:: Mood: thinkin...

these are all my favorite poems that pac wrote

I Cry-
Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why

When Your Hero Falls-
when your hero falls from grace
all fairy tales r uncovered
myths exposed and pain magnified
the greatest pain discovered
u taught me 2 be strong
but im confused 2 c u so weak
u said never 2 give up
and it hurts 2 c u welcome defeat
when ure hero falls so do the stars
and so does the perception of tomorrow
without my hero there is only
me alone 2 deal with my sorrow
your heart ceases 2 work
and your soul is not happy at all
what r u expected 2 do
when your only hero falls.

And Tomorrow-
Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.
Today is built on tragedies which no one want's to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I'm dropped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive

In The Event of My Demise-
In the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had Lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the shadow's Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from My eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the event of my Demise

In The Depths of Solitude-
i exist in the depths of solitude
pondering my true goal
trying 2 find peace of mind
and still preserve my soul
constantly yearning 2 be accepted
and from all receive respect
never comprising but sometimes risky
and that is my only regret
a young heart with an old soul
how can there be peace
how can i be in the depths of solitude
when there r 2 inside of me
this duo within me causes
the perfect oppurtunity
2 learn and live twice as fast
as those who accept simplicity

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