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billyfan

:: 2004 16 February :: 7.03am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: oooooh rain!

OMFG!
i meen god i have been tryin to upload my thin scince valentines day!, well V day sucked my dad cant walk ruptered sunthin in his back, went to the movies with gell yesterday, and her bro and his two friends, and one of his friends kyle, was really mean. cuz we were at gels hoooouse for like two hours, and all he did was insult me! i felt pretty shitty! well and that nite when i got home i cried for like and hour, and i dont know why, i just hurt and i cried and i cried. oh and when we were at gells house i was looking up billy stuf and i listened to an interveiuwand ne way sum porn came up and the boys we lookin at that he he hehehe

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billyfan

:: 2004 16 February :: 7.03am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: oooooh rain!

OMFG!
i meen god i have been tryin to upload my thin scince valentines day!, well V day sucked my dad cant walk ruptered sunthin in his back, went to the movies with gell yesterday, and her bro and his two friends, and one of his friends kyle, was really mean. cuz we were at gels hoooouse for like two hours, and all he did was insult me! i felt pretty shitty! well and that nite when i got home i cried for like and hour, and i dont know why, i just hurt and i cried and i cried. oh and when we were at gells house i was looking up billy stuf and i listened to an interveiuwand ne way sum porn came up and the boys we lookin at that he he hehehe

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billyfan

:: 2004 16 February :: 7.03am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: oooooh rain!

OMFG!
i meen god i have been tryin to upload my thin scince valentines day!, well V day sucked my dad cant walk ruptered sunthin in his back, went to the movies with gell yesterday, and her bro and his two friends, and one of his friends kyle, was really mean. cuz we were at gels hoooouse for like two hours, and all he did was insult me! i felt pretty shitty! well and that nite when i got home i cried for like and hour, and i dont know why, i just hurt and i cried and i cried. oh and when we were at gells house i was looking up billy stuf and i listened to an interveiuwand ne way sum porn came up and the boys we lookin at that he he hehehe

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billyfan

:: 2004 15 February :: 7.18am
:: Mood: hey
:: Music: tic toc

sigh
I hate valentines day, we did nothing, my dad hurt his back and he cant walk ne more, we had to go to the doctor and he said that he ruptured a some bone. Gell spent the nite fri. we went to dinner, and she was talking about how she licks each section of the popcorn bag and this bus boy was looking at her and he spilled all the food on his tray rite in front of us it was soooooooo funny we giggled and he truned all red. i mean he was listenin and all the sudden he goes to pick it up and it falls rite down on the flor!

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billyfan

:: 2004 15 February :: 7.18am
:: Mood: hey
:: Music: tic toc

sigh
I hate valentines day, we did nothing, my dad hurt his back and he cant walk ne more, we had to go to the doctor and he said that he ruptured a some bone. Gell spent the nite fri. we went to dinner, and she was talking about how she licks each section of the popcorn bag and this bus boy was looking at her and he spilled all the food on his tray rite in front of us it was soooooooo funny we giggled and he truned all red. i mean he was listenin and all the sudden he goes to pick it up and it falls rite down on the flor!

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billyfan

:: 2004 15 February :: 7.18am
:: Mood: hey
:: Music: tic toc

sigh
I hate valentines day, we did nothing, my dad hurt his back and he cant walk ne more, we had to go to the doctor and he said that he ruptured a some bone. Gell spent the nite fri. we went to dinner, and she was talking about how she licks each section of the popcorn bag and this bus

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billyfan

:: 2004 13 February :: 6.02am
:: Mood: hi
:: Music: tic toc

sick
ya i am a little bit sick. but i wont complain about me. hmmmmmmmm what talkk about. oh yeah who all has valentines(you what kind i mean hee hee) for valentines day? I dont have one as usual always and forever alone, i have come to except that. Hey but if you do then that is great! oh you guys, remeber at school when i begged you to go to my dads truck with me because he was at school during lunch? Well i wanted you guys or one of you at least to come with me because my dad was going to take me and my friends out to lunch! i am so serious! i would not lie about that. I did not want to walk over there alone so i did not get any lunch. I was kinda testing you guys on the freidnship thing but none of you guys wanted to just go and seee, none of ya wanted to make the sacrafice of not of not look sexy in front of a bunch of boys. oh well i dont think ne of you are less of a good person i was just a little disapointed.well gotta get dressed for school.

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billyfan

:: 2004 11 February :: 4.09am
:: Mood: hey its 409 like the cleaner!
:: Music: giddy go like 409 yeah!

okay that song went out of style as soon as it turned 4:05
hey ya'll. Scott was sayin some really mean stuff today and i confronted him and asked him to stop teasin me and making fun of me! he acted all sarcastic and stuff so i dont think he cares that he made me cry at lunch time! i felt so angry at him, i tried to tell Evean about it but she liked walked away as if i was not there. I asked everyone in our gruop that i thought would want to help me with something, at lunch, each one said no i dont want to. I mean when i need help they dont want to give it to me. if you were not sumone i asked then this does not apply to you. rite now i feel really hurt and sad but i cant tell you why, you may know soon, i dont knwo what to even say ne more. Oh and ma parents are gone all evening like till 10 so i am alone all afternoon, so give me a ring on ma celly!!!

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billyfan

:: 2004 10 February :: 3.00am
:: Mood: sigh
:: Music: booch talkin

blah
i have been hjoldin backa lot of fuckin shit so ya but i hope ya'll dont mind i just dont want to make you feel all like i am complainin! well i gotta go got stuff ta do!

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billyfan

:: 2004 9 February :: 7.59am
:: Mood: kinda sad
:: Music: tic toc ma bro's TV show!

well hey
I dont know what to say because i dont want to say ne thin important about ma life because i dont want to make all yall pissed, annoyed, or worried. So i will say this, i know you probably dont care but this is one important thing i will say. My pig(not tha Guini pig ma actual pot belly pig) well she is really sick, and she was ma first pet and when i was a year old i would walk her on a leash down tha street. she has been sick for a really long time, we actually tried to put her down two years ago, but we kept givin her the sleepaway drug(we gave her enough to kill an elaphant!) ne way she did not go then, so now i think it is her time. ma dad thought she was dead this morning, but she moved her foot when he called her name. I cant bear to look at her dying this way because i beet she feels a lot of pain, but we cannot afford to take her to the vet, so i think if she is still hangin on by this afternoon ma dad will take her out of her missery some how, g2g ! bye

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