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:: 2006 4 April :: 1.42 am

Yup, I like them when they are good and engaged.

Doesn't it make the chase much more exciting?!?!?!

*rolls eyes*

EDIT: I guess I need to add a disclaimer saying how I'm just kidding about going for a girl that's already taken. Since some people took it literally *cough*Joe*cough*


:: 2006 2 April :: 3.57 pm

The idea of it ever happening is gone.

And I'm okay with that.

I am. Honest.

2 byes | okay

:: 2006 1 April :: 8.46 am
:: Music: You're Beautiful - James Blunt

a little loan from mom, and I'm back...
I have minutes on my phone now.

I guess I'm gonna start going to the gym with Traci a couple times a week, maybe even starting this week. I have been a slacker from way backer and this is something that is long overdue. Plus, it's free. So I'll take that. It's better than going to Champion and paying 10 bucks a pop. Fuck that.

I've decided that one of my new favorite songs is Bad Day by Daniel Powter. I have to say, it's pretty awesome...

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

So, tomorrow is finally the Sunday when NewMike comes in at 8 to ruin my life. Which sucks because now I have to put my energy into making sure everything is right instead of making sure that customers get served, not to mention hover over Todd like a vulture. I hope everything goes okay. A lot is on the line with this Sunday. And from what I hear, he's going to work every Sunday now. That's what Stacy said yesterday. Maybe I can just get to the point where I'll hand it over to him and I'll close Sunday nights.

Speaking of Stacy and closing Sunday, this Wednesday I finally get my shot to prove to her that I can be a closer. This may be my only opportunity to show that I know what I'm doing and that I can be effective on the night shift. Days aren't doing it for me much anymore.

I haven't heard back yet from GRCC about my application. Well, I haven't been trying my hardest to talk to them about it either. I decided a long time ago that I wanted to start in the fall. That way I can have the summer off. I can wait and then try to get things moving later.

I still have to get my tux before it's too late. I neeeeeed it. I'll have my ticket money on Monday.

So, it used to be that Diet Pepsi gave me headaches. Now it's starting to be that every pop is giving me headaches. I think it's coming to the point where I'm going to have to cut pop out for good.

Last night was Joe's birthday/His friend's bachelor party. Let's just say we went bowling then went to see Ice Age The Meltdown............. enough said? I just went because Joe is my friend and I don't want to make him feel like I don't care. I slept through the movie though.

Wrestlemania 22 is this Sunday. I wanna see it.

I watched Howard Stern "Private Parts" today. How lame is that? Super lame, that's why I'm so cool. You're jealous, I know.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

2 byes | okay

:: 2006 30 March :: 12.50 pm

The song started on the radio, and I couldn't stand hearing it. I had to have Jason change the station. Pathetic? A little.

Oh well.

2 byes | okay

:: 2006 29 March :: 3.13 pm

standing on the brink of reality
Okay. I understand.

EDIT: I am having a horrible day.

EDIT: My phone is out of minutes, and I have no money to fill it. So no one can really call me or text me. Well, I have about .98 cents left. That's about 19 text messages, both recieving and sending. So I'll save those. If you need to call me, call my home phone number 696-0007. Or call me on my phone, I won't answer it but I'll call you back on my home phone.

I'll have money on Monday.


:: 2006 28 March :: 8.32 pm

a good night?

1 bye | okay

:: 2006 27 March :: 11.27 pm

my heart is out in the open
I must say that Anne Elaine Howland is fantasic.

I could go without having to open with Adam in about five hours, but it beats opening with GayMike. Oh wait, that's my FRIDAY...

Oh, and most of my friends are fighting right now, and I'm struggling to hold them together.

I'll always have Allison. And Anne. And Jason.

You'll never know, unless you try.


:: 2006 25 March :: 9.59 pm


2 byes | okay

:: 2006 25 March :: 10.22 am

Working 12 to 9 then getting up at 4 to be to work by 5AM the next morning is always very fun.

It's also fun when you step on a rusty nail.

And by the way, Sarah quit BK. I have no involvment in any of her actions. When it comes to work, we aren't even related.

1 bye | okay

:: 2006 23 March :: 8.25 pm

MY PHONE IS BEING REALLY STUPID RIGHT NOW!!! If for some reason I don't get a call or text from you, its not because I'm ignoring you. My phone is giving me dumb problems. EDIT: I think I fixed it.

I gained so much love and respect for Teri today. More than I already had. She's so awesome.

EDIT: Here ya go Anne... what I had in mind...

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EDIT AGAIN: Cuz I'm really bored:

What would you do if...
1. I died?
2. I kissed you?
3. I lived next door to you?
4. I started smoking?
5. I stole something?
6. I was hospitalized?
7. I ran away from home?
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?

What do you think about my:
9. Personality?
10. Eyes?
11. Hair?
12. Family?

Would you:
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

Have you ever:
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

2 byes | okay

:: 2006 21 March :: 6.21 pm

The following rant contains foul and abusive language, gay bashing, sexual content, bigotry, and severe anger:

WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL DOES STACY THINK SHE'S DOING BY SCHEDULING GAY MIKE IN AT 8 AM ON A SUNDAY!?!? The last thing I want is that son of a bitch pushing me and Todd around for seven hours. I have to deal with enough crap in my life to have to put up with his shit. That piece of monkey trash can find another day to mess up. Sunday's are supposed to be days where I can enjoy working with the people I LIKE, not working with some ball lickling fanny bandit who gets a spicy poop boner from making my life a living hell. Either I'm calling in on Sunday or he's gonna find another day to work, because this isn't gonna happen.

I apologize to anyone this has offended, but you'll get over it. I'm pissed, I have the right.

People who wear pink to prom are hot.

7 byes | okay

:: 2006 20 March :: 2.29 pm

look for a graham cracker:

6 byes | okay

:: 2006 14 March :: 5.18 pm

the window of opportunity
Maybe there is still a chance for me on nights. Hmm...

1 bye | okay

:: 2006 11 March :: 7.44 pm

oh, SNAP
Yet again.


:: 2006 9 March :: 2.53 am
:: Mood: blah

Nothing is more fun that not being able to sleep when you have to work at 5:00 in the morning. I'm gonna be so dead today.

You are a

Social Moderate
(55% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(36% permissive)

You are best described as a:


Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

5 byes | okay | Random Journal