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bigty623

:: 2005 30 October :: 9.13pm

http://www.totallytom.com/MadCow.html
check that out!

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 24 October :: 9.41pm

well.. right now it's going pretty shitty. i feel like shit, becuase i've got this huge ass headache. i miss jessie. and soccer is over. i find it pretty ironic that kenny sourwine got moved up over me. well i'ma get going cya
Ty

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bigty623

:: 2005 13 October :: 8.54pm

some reason i don't think she does love me much any more for some reason. just the way she act's. it seems like she just blows me off. well them are the feelings for my day so im off
cya


bigty623

:: 2005 11 October :: 8.31pm

GAH!
fuck that kid, damn. thats all i here _____ this and ________ that. i hope he'd fall off the face of the earth

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 5 October :: 10.24pm

it's been awhile so here is my thoughts right now
i don't care about life anymore. i don't give a shit about what happens anymore. i'm getting sick of the imature kids on the damn soccer team. yeah i may joke around with them but it fucking hurts. No matter what i do that keep doing it. I don't care any more. then other shit that i going on that really bothers me. but i guess i have no other choice and won't find out whats going on. so i guess i'm going to go with the flow. so fuck school and fuck life i'm done.
Cya

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bigty623

:: 2005 30 September :: 10.15pm

GAR!
I fucking hate her mom.

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bigty623

:: 2005 18 September :: 1.00am

gah! i don't like that person very much she don't make and damn sense
I love you jessie

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bigty623

:: 2005 10 September :: 11.59pm

scared

Edit i can't express my feelings right now, if i did i'm sure id get it trouble. i've got this real bad feeling inside me right now. i don't no what it is. just something about jessie, i don't want to know what the feeling truely is.

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bigty623

:: 2005 8 September :: 10.20pm

Gah! i screwed up.
Life sucks

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 1 September :: 11.37pm

i've got a bad feeling where this is going :(

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bigty623

:: 2005 30 August :: 7.24am

i love it when she wakes me up. it feels great! to wake up next to her. i wish i could do it more often. I love you jessica

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 28 August :: 11.02pm

WOW! this is funny, i'm sitting here in the recliner. beth is right next to me. playing with reeba in the play pen. and maddie is going crazy because she can't get to the baby. she runs back and barks. trying to get beth out of the way
i think it's pretty funny to me.

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 28 August :: 10.02pm

well today was pretty good.. today i went to church and mc. sprts and duhums. i got new cleats and mcs. then at duhnums i got keeper gloves. it was good. tommrow is gonna be good except for orentation. but then jessica comes up. that means we can hang out. I love her so much. :)
then i have soccer :( that is gonna suck because i'm really sore. well i'ma get going talk to you all later
i love you jessica!
Tyler

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bigty623

:: 2005 27 August :: 11.00am

well life has been pretty good lately. i got up early yesterday to go to soccer. it was pretty good except i had to work with Gary, he isn't very good at soccer. but it went allright. then i came home and slept for a couple of hours. then i went and hung out with jessica during nap time. then shawn hause beeped me and asked me if i'd mow the soccer fields which i said "Yes" but it was fun. it was me, my music and the open feild. very relaxing lol. After i had gotten done out there 3 hours later i had came home and the family + beth went out to dinner. we went to "Fire Mountain" it was good. some reason i didn't eat as much as usally. i don't no why. That was yesterday.
Today i have to go to a wedding at 1:00
that is all i really have to do today. :(

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 24 August :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: great

days of my life
well... today went good, i had a scrimage tonight, well the team did. we won, 4-0 i had a shut out it was good. but with like 8 minutes to go i jumped up to get a ball, and just before then my brace, one of the straps let go. so when i came down my knee poped out of place again. but i got back up and finished the game. then after that i came back here and my and jessica hung out and cuddle it was nice. But tommrow i have soccer in the morning. then after i get done with soccer i have to go watch the kids with jessica because michele has to go some where. which wont be bad because me and jessie can spend some time together. not quality time, but time. The only problem is that there are a couple of kids that go to michele's daycare that i am not to fond of. but i am going to think on the good side because i'm going to get paid. which i need the money. :) well i am going to get going. I love you jessica
Tyler

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bigty623

:: 2005 20 August :: 10.28pm

well.. today is was alright, i had 4 soccer games. the first two were at bommer park. i did great out there. but then the second two games were horrible. i don't like the turf at all. i wish we still had the grass fields.

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 18 August :: 11.35am

well... last night was horrible at soccer, i screwed my knee up again. i also found out that i'm probably not gonna start saturday :(
so when i got home i went over to talk to jessica it was great. we sat by the pool and look at the stars. It felt so good. i really do love her alot
Ty

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bigty623

:: 2005 15 August :: 9.14pm

well fuck i made JV :(
i met the new coach, he seems like a ass. i don't even know him that well. i don't like him.

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bigty623

:: 2005 6 August :: 5.58pm

my dad is like so wasted right now, he is being so fucking stupid.
hopefully someone reminds me to never drink, i never want to act like him he acts like a complete jerk

1 _* | ...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 3 August :: 3.13pm

well today is going good. i'm just a little sore from soccer yesterday. I could hardly move when i got up today :(
it was the first time i actually felt like that in a while. I just recently got back from michele's house helping jessica watch the kids in the pool. it was fun. i got my work out in whil i was in the pool
well i am going to get going so talk to you later later

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 30 July :: 10.17pm

what the hell crawled up there ass? errr... i don't see what the hell the big deal is!
i don't see why the hell there acting like that. i fucking help them out all the time

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bigty623

:: 2005 28 July :: 10.18pm

well today was fun, i hung out with jessica have of the day i really love her.
we went to her cousin's flag football game tonight, not sure how he did. we went and took the 2 little ones.
i do not want school to start at all. i have a bad feeling about this year

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 28 July :: 12.16pm

http://wzzm.com/clix/videoclixdefault.asp?cmd=view&articleid=6304

just in case no one seen it on the news

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 26 July :: 10.57pm

WOW!
NASA mise well give up on sending people into space, especially if something already happenend on the way up. just a waste of money in my oppion
sorry about the spelling, Language arts isn't my stong point.

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bigty623

:: 2005 20 July :: 12.33am

well... jessie is supose to be home sometime tonight, but i don't think i'll be able to se her tonight anways. i should be able to see her tommrow, so i guess i'm in a good mood. To top that off i've tried kicking a soccer ball around and stuff with my dad. no i figured out that i will be able to play now :) i'm so happy

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 16 July :: 11.25pm

well.... i don't think i'm going to end up going anymore, i'd hate to say this but texas wasn't all that bad. it sucks now that i have to be home and have to be back at reality. i want to go back for the rest of the summer. just so i can start a new life. it would be so nice to be able to do that. but i guess i'm going to have to live with it here.

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 14 July :: 7.30pm

i'm so glad that him and amanda are gonne break up. he is really really Annoying

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bigty623

:: 2005 1 July :: 9.02pm

well it's going allright, i wish it was going i just wanted to tell everyone hi
so cya
Tyler

...[Ryan


bigty623

:: 2005 1 July :: 8.53pm

well... i'm in texas and it's going really really shitty. i cant stand it i miss everyone. i wish i was home. but here is a journal type thing i've been writeing in each day. so here it is



5/26/2005 7:45 AM
Well the s'morning i got up at 4:30 it was allright. we made it to indiana by 8:00. I think that is pretty good. But now the
battery on bri's laptop died. so now the GPS isn't working very well so i guess it was my fault that i got'em all of track.
but whose give a F**** it's life. i just hope i get home allright. Sis is being a bitch allready and we're only like 4 hours
into the trip. i don't no how i'm going to last 3 weeks with her. Jessica asked me out yesterday, i think i'ma say yes.i
love her, she says she loves me. i've been really happy sience she has been up to michele's i'ma miss every one. wow! how
screwed up did i get us. i guess i got us off the wrong exit. i don't give a shit anymore. I think i should've stayed home
and made money, then go to the mission trip with the youth group. thresa said that everyone wanted me to go, i don't know
if that is true or is she trying to make me feel better about myself. she really cares about me. she gave me this survivaly
pack to come on the trip. it had a pack of gum, can of redbull, gummy bears. She is too nice to me. jessie bought me this
bear that i could bring so i don't miss maddie to much. but i think that is going to happen anyways. well tata for know i'll
right more later and post some pictures of the cave's that were suppose to go in today. But i don't know if were gonna make it.

Edit: well we found out now the 12V things don't work so now we can't run the laptop off of the inverter. I just hopw this
trip gets better right now it is going so shitty i just so hope it will get better. so anything that will make me happy you
should say.
Tyler J. BeVier

5/26/2005 3:30 PM
well right now were sitting on the side of the road getting my uncles laptop going once again. We found out what was wrong
there was a fuse that was blown, it was inside the hood. it was really stupid why the hell would they put a fuse inside
the hood, when the thing that it belongs to is inside the van. i just hope now that everything will be allright now that
we fixed it. well i'm going to go listen to music on my ipod so i don't drain the battery on this.
Tyler J. Bevier

5/26/2005 7:09 PM
Well today went pretty good, things didn't go that well in the begining but after we got everything sorted out they went all
right. I just hope everything goes that smooth through out the rest of it. We went to see caves today, they were ausome i got
some pictures. If you want to see some of the cool one's leave a comment and i'll e-mail some of them to you. I didn't think
i was going to have this much fun. But right now i'm waiting for sis to get back from finding a store to pick up some dinner.
I hope she brings back something good :) i'm sick of shit food, but get what? it's life. i'm already starting to miss my
family. especially my maddie dog and jessie. I do beleave that jessie is going to miss me alot to, well i hope atleast one
person misses me. which i think it will be theresa.
Well tata i think sis might be back so talk to you's later
Tyler

5/27/2005 11:13 AM
Well it's going pretty good, we just got done at the caves. we went in for the other half. I think this time better we were
in a smaller group (only people) it was great larry the tour guide was awsome he let us do some stuff that we weren't
supposed to do. I miss my family allready. i hate to say this but i think i'm going to miss my brother to. I think sis really enjoys me being around. just because i know what i am doing with the laptop and stuff.
I hope the hotel tonight has a wireless internet so i can get on and post some of this stuff, and maybe some pictures. WOW! the place down here is really curvey, i don't think the people are very straight seens there roads arn't.
Tata for now i'll try and post this for later.
Tyler J. BeVier

5/27/2005 12:26 PM
well we just entered Kentucky this is just farmlands, just nothing to look at so far. never come here well the part that i am in.

5/27/2005 2:34 PM
well we just entered tennesse after just about 2 hours of driving. sis is starting to be crochty a little. i so hope she is in a little bit better of a mood soon. i'm getting really sick of it.
were listenin to this radio station 97.9 The Beaver, i think that is pretty funny. Only 6 hours 27 min until we get to our hotel. i so hope it has wireless internet.

5/27/2005 3:51 PM
well we just entered alabama we have to go through here then into mississippi then we will just be about to our hotel. this
trip is going by pretty fast. It's pretty strange though there is not speed limit right now. the sign's are covered up by trash
bags. that right there seems pretty hillbillyish to me lol. there is about the same thing in every state. NOTHING. i just hope
we get to our hotel soon. i'm getting sick of traveling already. I'm also very sore of sitting around to :(
i need to get out and stretch very much.

5/27/2005 9:13
well we've reached our hotel for the night, it's a pretty crappy hotel. There is nothing really good here. No pool, no internet connection. It pisses me off. But Mississippi is allright. There is nothing here. We just got back from dinner, we ate at Barnhills. it was a buffet. They had a lot of weird food. But it was pretty fun Andrew ate a hot hot pepper the ones in the bottle it was pretty funny
Tyler J. BeVier

5/28/2005 1:30
fuck this shit, sis is being a bitch. I hate it she takes stuff out on us that isn't our fault. Right now were in New oreleans. This place isn't good at all. Granted there are some awesome structures. But there not all over the place. I just hope we get to the gulf really quick
Tyler J. BeVier

5/28/2005 3:29 PM
screw that, this trip can't get anyworse. I'm sick of it, I just want to go home. I found out that we might not all stay at the same place in texas. So i'm thinking about saving my money and getting a plane ticket home. i wouldn't mind staying at a different place in Michigan but not all the way down across country. So my dad said " I don't care if you get me anything just be happy". Theresa said that if I was to come back before the 11th I could go on the mission trip with them. So I might do that.

5/28/2005 11:00 PM
this day has fricken sucked. Sis is being the biggest bitch ever. And I'm only on day 3, I miss my family and Jessica. I don't want to keep bitching so I'm outta here later
Tyler BeVier

5/30/2005 10:31 AM
well I haven't written in here in a while, but last night I found a internet café. It was pretty cool but I didn't really get a chance to write in my woohu. Sis was being a bitch. But that is all right. I guess I'll have to live with it. Maybe tommrow night the different hotel will have a connection that we will be able to get it .that would be the best. I miss talking to everyone.
Well now get to the stuff I have been doing. Yesterday I went in to the ocean, it was great atleast I thought so no one else did. Because of the taste. It just tasted like sweat. But who cares. Then last night we went on the car ferry again there and back. It was great until the ride back, we hit a wave and the water came above the bow and splashed me. I was the person everyone laughed at last night  I have to admit, it was pretty funny. We got some great pictures 
Well off to the beach tata
Tyler J. Bevier
5/30/2005 1:11 PM
well sis is being the usual sis. Amanda did something now were not going anywhere. So it looks like were sitting here for a while. Why did I come is a good question! That's a question that I can't even answer my self. I knew it was going to be this way. Er...

6/1/2005 12:20 AM
well.. this is bull shit. I'm really ready to come home. sis is just fucking using me and Andrew. It's bull shit. Now sis is out of money and I have to pay for everything. Julie is sick so she can't do anything. It's just bullshit the way it works. I just spent a shit load of money so now I can't get a plane ticket. So I'm fucked. But It's life I'ma have to put up with it.
I'm pretty sure I can't play soccer now. Both of my knees are messed up. That hopefully mean now I can work the rest of the summer and have money  that would be really really cool. Except everyone is going to be pissed at me because I can't play so there goes my college scholarship that I was going to try and get, My life is basically going down hill from here on out  it blows. Hopefully I can do something good with it. Like get good grades and graduate somewhere up front with my class. How cool would that be. I think that would really be awesome. Well I'm going to get going. I'm done bitching for now so talk to you all later. Tata
Tyler J. BeVier

6/1/2005 2:44PM
well today is much much better sis is in a much better mood now. Only 15 more days  then I can get home and hopefully see Jessica. It is really different down here in texas I miss home. it was really really strange today, my brother called me. I was so shocked. I think he misses me just like the rest of the family misses me. Today we rode the ferry again because we had to get acrossed again. But then sis messed up with the directions but the wrong turn was a good one again today because we seen dolphins. It was really really cool I wish Jessica was here with me to see them with me, because I really miss her. She really misses me to. Well I'm off to a nap now so I'll talk to you all later
Ty.er J. Bevier

6/1/2005 5:30
well juile is gonna get the shit beat out of her if she don't knock it off. Whats sis gonna do send us home, that is really gonna make me mad if she does that.(sarcasim)
Tyler J Bevier

6/1/2005 6:00
I'm so fucking ready to get home, Julie is gonna get the shit beet out of her. I'm sick of her shit already. She needs to learn how to keep her mouth shut. She needs to stop being the navigator because she don't know how to operate the laptop, letta loan the GPS. Were never going to make it to the hotel tonight.

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bigty623

:: 2005 19 June :: 9.15am

well i stayed at my uncles this weekend. it's allright though, jessica is coming up tommrow. :) It offcially one week from now were leaving. i'm sure some of you will be happy and the rest probablly won't even care. i think i know a couple people right off the top of my head jumping up for joy

...[Ryan

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