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:: 2005 17 June :: 11.23pm

WOW thats all i have to say right now

:: 2005 13 June :: 6.09am

wow! i haven't seen this side of a day in a while, hell i got up earlyer today than i did on a school day. i can't beleve it. but i'm gonna be so damn tired by the end of the day. but its cool, i'ma be making some money. later kids have to go now. have a good day, and enjoy it

:: 2005 12 June :: 5.36pm

Guess who has a job
I've got a job, starting in the morning at 6:45 working till dark
$8 a hour :D

:: 2005 12 June :: 12.53am

well life is going allright, just like i expect. when i got my report card the other day, i knew exactly what i was getting into. I knew i was going to be a freshman again next year. Thats allright, i have another year to kick it in the Ass.
Tonight i went down to the Rockford summer celebration, i had fun hung out with my little couzin. We both went on one ride togther, something called the spider. Some lady in the thing next to us Arft. so my couzin wasn't feeling to well the rest of the night so that is the only ride she went on. So i had 21 tickets to burn in less than a hour, i wasn't able to do it so i found Poptart and gave'em to her she was happy, and i was happy to see them not go to a waste.
After that we went back to my grandma's house to watch fireworks from there drive way. I tried taking some pictures of them but none of them really turned out :(.
so then after the fireworks me and my mom went inside and talked with my grandma and grandpa for a while. We were talking about my school stuff and the way i used to be, setting goals and achieving them. I remember that, i was always really happy when i did that. But now for some reason i'm not really happy that much anymore, my mom said the only time that she really saw me happy lately was when we went to the doctors for my re,re-check on my knee. I have to admit that has only been the happy time i've had sience me and katie broke up awhile ago. I want to go back to that life style. But i don't think i can really do that, not right now anyways. I can't play sports until i get back from Texas. Right now the only thing that would make me happy would being able to play sports and be active. I can't stand just sitting around anymore. before i was always on the go, i think that is why my parents are getting me that brace is so that can see me being active and being happy.
I don't care anymore, this fall i will play
well i better get going, i'm sure you all are getting sick of this long post
Tyler

:: 2005 9 June :: 12.55pm

well i haven't updated about my life in a while.
Monday- threaphy :(

tuesday- went to the doctor found out i can play soccer :) , then i went to mary free bed, someplace to get a knee brace so i can play

wensday- hung out here doing nothing

today - physical thereapy are 3:00

:: 2005 6 June :: 12.13pm

so how is everyone doing? i'm doing all right. so what is everyone doing this summer?

:: 2005 2 June :: 11.02pm

well today was all right, nothing exciting happend. went to physical therapy, i have a feeling that nothin fun is going to happen this summer except for going to texas.
i figured out that i have i don't have a chance with ethier of them i have a feeling
i guess im not ment to have a girl friend. but why, whats wrong with me. i know it has to do with my looks, i know i am fat. but i thought it dont have to do with looks.

:: 2005 29 May :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: pissed

what the hell did i ever do to derserve this, granted i am a ass Sometimes, but come on. you don't always have to act like that. when i didn't even do anything.
With that said.
How is everyone doing? I'm pretty shitty my mom fricken kept saying shit to my uncle about him not paying me for helping him out so he don't want me to come over for awhile. so here i am sitting home on memorial weekend, its a bunch of bull shit. atleast this time last year i was in a good mood because i had vicodin. but hell i don't even have any of that right now. i feel lonely for some reason. If anyone wants to do something tonight, which i'm sure no one wants to. Well i thought i still say that maybe there is a small chance that someone will want to do something hopefully so.
Tyler
Gimme a call if you wanna do something 835-0205

:: 2005 23 May :: 5.18pm

Check this out

:: 2005 15 May :: 7.32pm

now i know whyy, I know why she treats me like shit. because i am such a ass. Timmy's right, if i want her back i better start acting nicer. i sorrta want her back, but i know i can't have her. but if you read this which i hope you do, i'm sorry for the way i acted .

:: 2005 12 May :: 9.56pm

Check this out xbox 360

:: 2005 11 May :: 9.14am

hey kids,
hows it going? i'm really board, i'm in ahmeds class right now. were doing some project. i'm almost done so i am updating in this. my life has been alright, it has its up's and downs

:: 2005 6 May :: 10.43pm

well today has been interesting. my uncle got inerviewed today by channel 8. it was funny. so he is probably gonna be on the news tonight. the people that interveiwed him were really pushy it was funny

:: 2005 1 May :: 3.38pm

fuck it, i dont no if i am going with them anymore sis is the biggest bitch i know. it fricken piss me off way to bad.
This day just fricken suck my dad is being a ass. sis is a bitch

:: 2005 24 April :: 8.34pm

hey how is everyone doing? i'm doing good. i went to the gun and knife show today with my uncle. I had fun, that was after church.
i don't want to go to school tommrow :(
how has everyone elses weekend been going?

:: 2005 17 April :: 8.34pm

this is so ausome, we took a chair out of the van so the dog could ride in it alot better, so i took it out on the back deck and typed my papers

:: 2005 15 April :: 3.33pm

This fricken sucks i can't play any spring sports. i have to go to the doctor in 4 weeks

:: 2005 11 April :: 8.14pm

i fucked up, i'm sure i'm never gonna have another chance. every time i see her i fuck up even more. i just wish every thing would go back to the way it was awhile ago. back before i fucked my back up i hate this shit

3 _* | ...[Ryan

:: 2005 11 April :: 7.36pm

i'm trying so hard but i think i'ma end up blowing it for some reason. i cant take is any more

:: 2005 9 April :: 10.19am

well today is going alot better then i thought it would, i'm not that sore. I thought i going to be really really sore but i'm not

:: 2005 8 April :: 5.49pm

this day fricken sucks, there is nothing to do. i'm so damn board. My aunt and uncle are making me just sit here

:: 2005 7 April :: 9.47am

what did i do to be treated that way?

3 _* | ...[Ryan

:: 2005 6 April :: 9.33am

what a beautiful morning, sitting out here on the deck updating my woohu. hearing the birds chirp. it's just so nice. i wish i could start my day like this every day.
yeasterday i went to the doctor and i found out that i have to have surgery for sure, i'm going in on friday for the 1st one. It's just the arthoscopic somthing. Then the second i have to wait for a year or somthing like that. that is because my growth somthing haen't closed, they don't want to do it till then because they have to drill threw somthing then they have to screw a piece of muscle to it. I don't think i'ma be able to play sports for much longer. it sucks like really really bad.

:: 2005 4 April :: 3.35pm

well were gonna have a problem when it comes to keeping her out of the pool

:: 2005 4 April :: 1.58pm

wow i love wireless interenet you can go anywhere in the house EVEN on the pooper

2 _* | ...[Ryan

:: 2005 31 March :: 3.55pm

FUCK LIFE, I DON'T CARE NO MORE

:: 2005 31 March :: 6.57am

what a great way to start off the morning :D.
sit here singing and eating some girl scout cookies Hell Yeah

2 _* | ...[Ryan

:: 2005 30 March :: 5.31pm

grand turismo must really be tireing, whatch think?

2 _* | ...[Ryan

:: 2005 29 March :: 10.56pm

well it's almost elven, i can't sleep. there is to much on my mind. i'm to busy thinking about stuff. i can't wait till spring break. i looked at my grades online today, there really crapy already. i honestly think that i'm in for a 5 year plan for high school. less i get my act together. i'm screwed already. i don't want to end up in the same school at my brother just because i take take it. i'd look like a dumb ass, well i guess it just can't get any worse. or could it? i bet it could. i know probably some of this don't make sense because i'm just typing down what is on my mind right now becasuse i can't sleep. so how is everyone doing? i'm doing allright i guess, except for the fact that i'm tired and can't sleep because i have to much on my mind.
i think i'ma get going because i'm tired and i want to go to sleep but i can't
C-YA

:: 2005 29 March :: 8.40am

well.. the last couple of days haven't been that good, yesterday and today i stayed home sick :( it sucks, i'm like reallly really weak. but today i feel alot better :)
so how is everyone doing?, i'm doing all right. i'm going to prove mr.sabinas wrong about the extra credit stuff. well. i'ma get going hope you all have a good day at school
Tyler