Now I'm holding my face in the basement Scratching away for any trace Of affection you will leave Falling victim as the publics prey


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:: 2005 31 May :: 5.28 pm

i owe an apology to everyone who has had to see me smile... especially recently. i hate it. im sorry.

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:: 2005 30 May :: 12.07 pm
:: Music: the cure

Since the last time i saw you: work, cold showers, drinking, driving, reluctantly writing.

I will see you all very soon.

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:: 2005 19 April :: 4.37 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: coldplay

the concept of time is escaping my attention too often. its only day followed by night followed by day...
im tired but i can't sleep. i only dream. i can barely distinguish what's real. this has to end. i've been saying that for months. i'll be saying it for more.
but i am happy for you. very happy indeed.

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:: 2005 10 April :: 1.38 pm
:: Music: Joseph Arthur

All things must come to an end. it saddens me that these things had to end before they had a chance to improve. perhaps its all overrated anyways.

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:: 2005 4 April :: 10.37 am
:: Music: Bright Eyes

Im glad your spring break is going a hell of a lot better than mine.

i hate my life.

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:: 2005 1 April :: 12.13 pm
:: Music: Elefant

It's always hit or miss.

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:: 2005 30 March :: 4.23 pm

a giant leap of faith is easy, when everyone you ask is so sure.

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:: 2005 29 March :: 8.27 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: me singing

I am reading Moll Flanders.
I am starting to get nervous about the talent show.
I am stressed out and have no money.
I need therapy.
My name is Lisa and I have a problem.

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:: 2005 23 March :: 6.36 pm

Just like the cool kids...
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Go in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?

18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. Do you care about me?
21. Would you cry if I died?
22. Would you dance with me?
23. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
24. Would you hold my hair back at a party if I was throwing up due to intoxication?

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:: 2005 21 March :: 5.48 pm

friends are friends. i see no reason to throw them away as long as they remain as such.

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:: 2005 15 March :: 6.49 pm
:: Music: Elefant

i do not feel much like talking..

i prefer the soft still silence.

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:: 2005 13 March :: 12.38 pm

i am glad i was never missed.

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:: 2005 2 March :: 8.17 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: dresden dolls

alone. go.

you don't want me there, so i don't want you here.
i'm content not understanding.

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:: 2005 1 March :: 11.07 am

I don't mind the weather. I've got scarves and caps and sweaters. I've got long johns under slacks for blustery days...

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:: 2005 1 March :: 10.48 am
:: Music: death cab for cutie

sometimes, things just cause you to change. a little at a time.

"just because you're a kid, doesn't mean you don't see things"

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