ups and downs
im like a fuckin rollercoaster i have ups and downs soo fuckin much ... ill be happy one minute then ill be pissed off or sad the next.

well good news- blood work this time came back really good 120 thats really high.. i normally get 11 and 50 and up is the safe zone... soo really good.... BUT my shit normally goes up and down soo in another 4 weeks ill letya know if it went back down.

bad news--- i now have to take 5 pills a day... and i cant skip any anymore or it can fuck me up... BUT the new shiti gatta take im a lil scared to take so mommys callin the hemo to se if its safe.

more good news--- park vista got there first touch down today! we got it in the first 2 mins of the game... i dont know what the final score was cuz we left early, i saw john at the game it was so funny i was soaked!

bad news-- fuckin hurricane again... no school tomorrow sept for us ! how gay is that.



I NEED A BOYFRIEND OR SOMETHING IM GOIN CRAZZZYYYYY!!!!!!!

--michelle--


grrrrr

very good day today
i had such a good day today ..i felt so pretty ... and i really like britt.. and i dont know why...theres just somethin about him... grrr he soo hot lol!

some dumb bitch tryed to send me home because of my shorts.. fuckin dumb ass need to learn to read better or somethin... shes like "oh no no no young lady your shorts are to short" and im like no there not and shes like" they are way above 5in. above the knee" and im like miss its suposed to be a 3 in. in-seam and if you want go ahaed measure my crotch cuz its 3in. and she argued w/ me about it i told her to got read the handbook and maybe she would know and so she sent me down to student services and one lady in there was like "she looks better in those shorts then most the girls that be wearin stuff like that.. if those were dress code i wouldnt give her a violation for them" and the other lady got all pissed and was tryin to tell me its suposed to be a 5in in-seam and im like read the hand book .. so she trys to call down another lady about it and she wouldnt answer so she finally was like fine and reads it and shes like ook your ok to go back to class... haha dumb asses...

i had soo much fun in lunch.. ross neil and britt are so fuckin funny ....
Then after lunch iwas goin to class and this group of black boys just stair me down.. i was like wtf yesterday those 2 black boys and now theres a whole group of them .. and there not cute lol!!

i feel so bad cuz i was so mean to britt today .. but i was joking around and i think he took it serious! and then i read my horoscope and it tells me not to joke around like that cuz some one might take it the wrong way .. sooo grrr now i think he really did! !lol

so after school im in the car and were talkin about what something that hapend to day and im like wtf why do guys like road head so much ... and right when i say that a car full of guys pull up an faggo is in there so there like ask them and i was like hey let me ask you somethin and then im like ohh nvm thats your mom isnt it ? and hes like yeah i was likei dont wanna be rude nvm and hes like she dont care what an im like why do guys like road head and hes like idk and his mom rulls down her window and is like did you just ask him why do guys like road head? you mean like driving while getting head or something? and im like yeah and shes like well why do girls like guys goin down on them.. and im laughing my ass off im like idk and shes like well that sucks for you your missin out! i waslike WHAT lol thats some kids mom that i don even know sayin that lol ... and im like ok but i asked why ROAd head why while driving and shes like why not and the light turned green so we drove off.. omg lol i could not stop laughing you had to be there.

well i gtg i got alot of homework to copy.

<3michelle

-- crushin on britt--

idk i hurd this part and i just thoght of dee
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath
You took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you
Or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps
Playing in my head
Over and over again
It play in my head
Over and over again

...im tryin to do suttin and send it to dee but its harder then i thought...heather i need your help....

-michelle-

im so fucked up
immmmmmmmmmmm sooooooooooooooo ffffuucckkkkedddd up i need to go to sleep ....... ill up date later

<3 miche<3

----no love tonight----

<3 in love <3