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2004 15 July :: 3.32pm
its so good to hear your voice.
i wait for that time.
when you make my day.
to remind me.
you arn't that far away.
id love for you to show me. sounds like a nice place to be. i have to get up around six to make the flight to aruba tomorrow morning. im excited about it, but im actually looking forward to seeing you more. i hope you are. although i wouldnt expect you to look forward to coming home. im not getting as much done as i thought i would but i dont care. ohh, did you hear about bobo? 8( he was a tiger that got loose and well, he was shot. well i gotta pack. check your email. Ich liebe Sie! <3 Behalten Sie in Berührung.
i see you when i look at the sun.
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2004 15 July :: 11.55am
Vie geitz auf germany! taha. I'm starting to get the hang of this language. Anyways hi ashley francis. I came to the internet cafe just for you. Yesterday and today we did some good hiking up in the alps in Austria, especially today. When i first came here I thought we were going to be drunk all the time and party and travel around, but the sediments have changed. We are probably just going to stay around this area and explore the nature; no venice, no berlin, no amsterdam. I dont even give a damn that i can drink; i've got mad blisters on my feet from hiking and still crave more. I want to take you here someday, hopefully sooner than later. Last night after hiking mike and I went to a bar and had some drinks; i had one called a vülkano and they lit it on fire. after that we went and bought some german porn mags and beers and walked backed to the apartment. we drank the beers on the way just cause we could; there's no dumb ass laws like the ones in america. The beer here owns american beer, as does most other things. well im about to be kicked off; i love you ashley and hope you have a good time in aruba. peace
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2004 13 July :: 7.56pm
seperation anxiety
im living six hours into the future to be where you are, since im stuck in your past. im glad youre having a good time. i think about you like crazzzy. and im jealous of mike. 8p Well I have that scholar award ceremony tomorrow from 6 to 8. I was thinking about going to the gym today, but I decided Id rather wait for you. i miss you flanky. <3IWishYouWereHere.
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2004 13 July :: 11.57am
damn im in germany finally. this place is pretty pimp theres lots of umm german stuff. the mountains around here are damned cool and everything so far seems pretty lax over here. we already stocked up on alcohol for the night.. no I.D. or nothing you could be a baby and buy alcohol. im at this internet cafe in town the damned keyboards all backwards but thats fine. i guess thats about it ashley ill call you when i get a calling card i have no money right now cause my mom fucked me over with these dumb travelers checks that arent accepted in stores. ÄÖÄÖ see thats some crazy german letters. and this € is the dollar sign ok peace
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2004 12 July :: 1.07am
Tomorrow sucks.
I was just messin with pictures and made a hilarious one of me and sean. And now its my journal icon.
Sean is leaving. Im really attached and Im going to miss him so. I know time will be my enemy for a while. At least until I leave for Aruba.
Sean; I miss you already!
No worries. Have lots of fun. <3iloveyou. 8 )
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2004 8 July :: 12.21am
well. this life is fun. feeling the delray fireworks exploding was tight. almost had a stroke running to make them. the mortars we bought were good too. im goin to europe in 5 days. have fenny.
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2004 7 July :: 1.37pm
happy
Fourth of July was totally awesome. Not to mention the night before. ;-) Fireworks, in that split second, are everything I want my life to be. Though Im a slacker, it was a fun time. and bottle rockets scare the dickins outta me.
Well things are starting to fall into place. Ive slighty added a few gizmos to my journal. and I dont start work until after I come back from vacation. 8 D yessss! My entire house will also soon be under construction. whata mess. well im off to my paint. <3
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2004 2 July :: 12.05am
when all we reap is sorrow, so shall our earth lie fallow
the dark of night is a comfort like none other. i know alot of shit. stupid shit. i could tell you why arcs of plasma shoot out of the fabricated sun in spider man 2, or for that matter why they shoot out of our own sun. I could probably tell you a ton of little shits like that; maybe to make you think im smart, maybe to make you think im crazy, but probably just to kill time. all things said, telling or not telling, knowing or not knowing, doesnt change the fact that our heads are still shoved up our asses. see, in my quest for knowledge, the only thing i've learned is that without the love in my life, nothing would fucking matter. details make an interesting story, not a lasting establishment. so what is it that you are waiting for? go on and feel the warmth already.
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2004 29 June :: 1.05pm
Nervous
Im anxious about these next couple of weeks. Stuffs been going on. New car, new school, new job. I hate having to drive far unless its a road trip. Sean leaves in two weeks. Those two weeks will be so long. Meanwhile I'll be gone too. I want to go to Daytona before we leave. And then back to Orlando when we come back? I hope so.
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2004 24 June :: 12.08am
so i still am a little burnt on my back from blizzard beach. fuckin sun burnt us and then ran off so we couldnt go on the big slide. gotta have the escapes.
its a strange passing of time in this summer. daybreak delirium hits every hour. the digits on the clock hit me like a pillow case packed with.....clocks? haha. flocks. flock YOU! but in all seriousness. i would say to someone to just enjoy your fuckin life and thats about it, i wouldnt give em any stupid shit. and about drugs? man, weeds been here for alot of fuckin years, maybe longer than we've been here, and goddamn the man if hes gonna tell me i cant smoke it. im a fuckin lunatic. so in conclusion, when somethings fuckin stupid, just say fuck it. haha i dont know what the fuck to write in these things. gravirtons hold no mass and can thus travel at the speed of light, therefore allowing them to extend into dimensions that of which other than our own. this ability makes them that much more important then a much stronger force like electro-magnetism. gravity is so weak that the entire mass of the earth pulling on a tiny magentic strip of metal on your refridgerator will not overpower the magnetic attraction of the tiny metals. and calabi-yau manifolds? shit's crazzzzzy. just like my THC infested brain.
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2004 22 June :: 8.33am
College in 2 months; moving out before then. Europe in 3 weeks; Pittsburgh in 5. Life's a changin.
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2004 17 June :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: excited
tomorrow - just another day.
Almost six hours until my 17th birthday. And to think I almost forgot. Also Saturday is a 'Grease' performance in Miami and I'm going. I love grease, I love cake, I love surprises, I love you. 8D
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2004 31 May :: 11.51pm
i am mother fucking tired. summer's a blast
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2004 24 May :: 2.02am
graduation was nice. when the flowers fell. the end appeared. I hate the fact that i'm going to miss high school. content is not a permenant visitor.
i'm sick of hearing stupid lectures from flapping mouths. school can only get you so far. meaning can be the most meaningless. pursuits are just staves in boredom's path.
Anything you say, think, or feel can be contradicted. Never forget you are not the only opinion in town. And "right and wrong?" It's just a fairy tale, baby.
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2004 24 May :: 12.23am
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the perfect date with the perfect guy
you.
wonderful you. my hero. my knight in shining armor. who saved me from all of my bad luck. from all of our bad luck. after the worst night in my life. i can't speak of how much it meant to me. a hidden side of you that fought its way out. just one more time. and the way you looked at me. the way i always want you to look at me. a smile every second. and all my favorites. surprises. flowers. the beach. quiznos. melting pot dessert. my happy ending.
you.
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