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pinkicing11

:: 2005 3 July :: 3.58am
:: Mood: indescribable

Deleted the entry that WAS here.
I'm stronger than that...

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 2 July :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: disappointed

PlAyEd...
I'm gonna try and keep this short cause I don't feel like writing much. I just saw something that really got me down (like I wasn't down enough already) and I think i'm just gonna give up. There's no use....i'm sick of it.
Onward...I worked today 12-9. It sucked...lol. But only cause I was embarrassed when I did something wrong and I did that a lot until I got the hang of it...after all the other girls got there and Denia (the manager) left, it was cool. They are some awesome chiks. We listen to the radio and eat cool treats....lmbo. They're Sarha (yes, I spelled it right) Rachel and Sonya. I didn't think i'd like the last 2 at first but they are pretty cool. Rachel is very hyper...(oh! I found out that she's John Midkiff's ex-girlfriend!) and Sonya pretty much has that "I'll tell it like it is" attitude, but she is really nice. Sarha is pretty laid back and friendly...we took the trash out today! haha. A guy works there too, Bradley...but I haven't met him yet and I don't work with him any this week. I work Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday...Friday is the only day I gotta work for a long period...(6 hours) but it's cool. I am really tired!!!
After I got outta work I went down to Jungle Glow and talked to Sarah and Corey for a bit then Ben came and we went over to Bob Evans and ate with him. Food was good, but I didn't leave on a good note. All i'm sayin. Well i'm outta here! Goodnight.

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 1 July :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: [Craig Morgan ... Redneck Yacht Club]

WOW...
Last night was funny...we went out to football practice to serve the boys watermelon, lol. Me & mom had a heck of a time cutting it up...it looked like someone had put it through a grinder when we got done with it, LOL. Oh well, they didn't care. There was a little bit of a war towards the end between Dad, Mark, Luke, Willie & Trent...pretty amusing.
Soooo...i'm very satisfied. I went job hunting today. I put an app. in at Aero then I went down to the food court to put one in and the guy in Big Loafer gave me an interview and pretty much told me I had the job but he had to run it over his wife first, and he would call me. He seemed a little weird though, but he was very nice. EH, I dunno. Well next I went over to Dairy Queen and the manager told me she needed a couple more people to work there, so I filled out the app. and when I gave it to her she talked to us about what was going on there for a little bit and then she's like Um, can you be here at 12 tomorrow and mom said for an interview or what and she's like no, i'm gonna put her to work, she's hired. I was like WOW! haha. SO...she told me to be there at 12 for training until 5 and then after that, I start working and go until 9. I was wayyyy suprised...but i'm so happy! I always wanted to work there, for real. LoL. Yeah, i'm a dork. I hope I can get off on June 8 to go see Craig Morgan at the PCF! I ♥ him! He rocks! I'm going to be soooo flippin tired after tomorrow, but it's worth it. Well i'm outta here! =]

♥-Shamarie

I'm meeting my buddies out on the lake
We're headin out to a special place
We love that just a few folks know
There's no signing up, no monthly dues
Take your johnson, your mercury or your evinrude and fire it up
Meet us out at party cove
Come on in' the waters fine
Just idle on over and toss us a line

Basstrackers, bayliners and a party barge
Strung together like a floating trailer park
Anchored out and gettin loud
All summer long side by side there's five
Houseboat front porches astroturf
Lawn chairs and tiki torches
Regular joes rocking the boat that's us
The redneck yacht club

Bermuda's' flip-flops and a tank top tan
Popped his first top at ten a.m., thats bob
He's our president
We're checking out the girls on the upper deck
Rubbin' in 15 spf, its hot
Everybody's jumpin' in
Later on when the sun goes down
We'll pull out the jar and the old guitar
And pass'em around

Basstrackers, bayliners and a party barge
Strung together like a floating trailer park
Anchored out and gettin loud
All summer long side by side there's five
Houseboat front porches astroturf
Lawn chairs and tiki torches
Regular joes rocking the boat that's us
The redneck yacht club

When the party's over and we're all alone
Well be making waves in a no wake zone

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 30 June :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: contemplative

Hey y'aaaall! I got home today at about 4...Yesterday, I layed out in the sun/by the pool for like 2 or 3 hours and i got pretty dark. It's awesome! Later that evening we walked down to the river to that little park and saw a skank fight. These fat women were fighting with really skinny men. The girl came running down through there and was like "Rachel, if you take my man i'll f*ck you up!" it went on for a few minutes. Quite interesting, the police came! haha. There was this black guy walking around and I guess he saw the fight, well he had this can of Beer wrapped up in a paper bag and he stopped in front of us and is like "Man, i'm not goin to jail for those damn fools, today's my 43rd birthday and I came down here to get away from the drama at home then I come down here to more drama...you know how people pour a lil rum in their coke and drink it up, well I just come down here with my beer and I have to get messed up in these fools drama, huh-uh" OMG it was sooo funny. I wanted to tell him Happy Birthday...poor guy, lol. After that, we walked down to Fazoli's to eat, so we're up there ordering and mom goes "OMG, Shama...look back" and there is Tony Cavalier and Bill Murray...lmbo. Tony is a lot shorter than I thought, haha he had on a dress shirt and these really dorky lookin suspenders and he was walkin all humped over. I think Bill Murray had on a suit and tie (what a relief I didn't have to see him in the skanky clothes he was wearin in Wal-Mart the last time...lmbo) they musta just got done doing the first at 5 & the 6:00 news cause it was like almost 7. Everyone was talking to them, they were probably like Gosh, leave me the heck alone and let me eat...haha. After that, we walked over to Pullman Square and went to Starbucks, then we stayed at the book store for a lil bit. I haven't done a lot today, i'm watchin The Real World now, I think this season is gonna be good, but Melinda gets on my nerves so bad. She's acts like a big whore. I like Johanna...she is gorgeous! Anyway...it seemed like it was about to storm as we were comin up the road but it never amounted to anything I don't think. Oh yeah...almost forgot, one of our outside dogs that I don't like too well, that chases the cats, chases cars, and leaves the house and runs the roads for days at a time and gets in all kinds of fights (3 point) either got in a fight or got hit by a car. When we got home today he was limping and his face is all cut up and he has like 2 little pieces of fur gone. I feel really bad for him, you know being in pain because I have that soft spot in my ♥ for animals but it's his fault. He always comes home bloody and theres always some stray dog up here that he's fighting with. It's like I told mom, I don't want him to die, I just want him to go somewhere and find a home there and just stop coming back here because it really makes me sad to have to see him all pitiful and hurt. =[ Blah. Yea....so, I have to go out to the school at 7 or something, dad has a "suprise" for the guys on the last day of football practice. And he wants me and mom to help. YAY. not...haha. It would be okay if my guys were gonna be there but they have jobs sooo...lol. Ain't happening. OH yes, by the way i'm VERY confused right now. One part of it has just hit me here in the last day, and then the other part hit me when I got on the internet. Hmmm...a lot of things are running through my mind! Well I gots to get out of here and get ready.

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 28 June :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: [Mariah Carey ... We Belong Together]

What's goin down people? Not too much here, just got back from cheerleading practice a little bit ago. It was soooo hot outside! Some pretty weird stuff happened there...this place always keeps ya wondering, lol. Anyway, i'm watching 'The Boy In The Plastic Bubble' on TV land. It's kinda sad...lol. The newer version of it is funny but this one...ehh. BLAH. I have to go up to Huntington tonight, blows. I get so depressed when I go places cause I can't check woohu, myspace or livejournal & I can only send limited IMs on AIM cause the phone charges 10 cents for every message. Oh well...maybe if you're special i'll send ya one ;) haha. Naw....I think we're gonna go to Stewarts tonight...i'm hungry, I haven't ate since like 2 and it was just a grilled cheese sandwich, BLAH. Well I gotta be going!
♥-Shamarie

I only think of you,
and it's breakin my heart!

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 27 June :: 1.01am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: [Shania Twain ... I Ain't No Quitter]

So...I was in the pool all day today. It was rather enjoyable...lol. I got a tan! I have lines, haha. Maybe a lil bit of a burn? I dunno. I don't know what i'm gonna do tomorrow. I am feeling a lil better now, than I was. So that's good! Eh, well that's all I wanted to update on - and for your viewing enjoyment, here's a couple pictures =]

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 26 June :: 1.20am
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: [Dierks Bentley ... Good Things Happen]

Today has been awful. I slept most of the day and cried. I hate it here...I am just really down, I feel depressed about everything. I shoulda went and got in the pool and tried to cheer up but I couldn't. I thought maybe things would get better tonight when people got online and I could talk to my friends, but that sure didn't happen. I guess i'm wearing my "feelings" on my sleeve today cause for some reason alotta people have just ripped em off and stepped on em...but I guess you'll have days like that. Anyway, here are a few pictures from Nashville.

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♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 24 June :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Trace Adkins ... Songs About Me]

I'm Home! *TEARS*

Oh my gosh! I had a blast! I wanna go back!!! AHHH. Let me reminice (sp?) ...we left at 8 as planned. The trip there was a little intresting....haha. Once we got there, they assigned us to our rooms. We got lucky, Me, Sarah, Jenn & Tabi were all together. After everyone got all prettied up, we went down to Applebee's to eat and then left for the Grand Ole Opry. It was awesome...Dierks Bentley is amazingly gorgeous. I got lots of pictures and videos, shhhh! lol. I actually enjoyed George Jones' performance. I didn't think i'd like Aaron Tippin too much either, but I did. Trace also rocked, by the way, lol. We felt sorry for all the older men cause like no one yelled for them so me and Jenn got that done...Porter Wagoner told us to calm down. LMBO. The next day we hadda get up pretty early. We went down, ate breakfast and then went over to the Country Music Hall of Fame which was AwEsOmE I thoroughly enjoyed it. Took lots of pictures and saw lotsa cool memorbilia...after that I think we went to the 'Words to music' thing, and then Jim Foglesong spoke to us. Pretty hard to stay awake, lol. But other than that, it was pretty cool. After that was all over, Angie made us walk (what seemed like a mile) to some retarded museum...I hated it. After that we went to the Hard Rock Cafe. WOAH, now that was crazy. I hated that place at first. All the people working there were loud, they had piercings and were all dressed in black, and I didn't care too much for the food. Then all of a sudden Kevin starts breakin it down singin, then him Dustin & Alan get up on the stage and the TV has them on it, dancing, and soon, everyone in the resturant was up dancing and the music was blasting...well the waiters all get up on this little stage thing, and start dancing to YMCA and such. It turned out to be pretty fun. I got a lil of that recorded...i've never experienced anything like that before, lol. Pretty crazy. Some bum started talking to us outside of there and the manager of the store went up to him and was like 'I'm gonna have to ask you a favor man, don't hang out on our property anymore.' Everyone started clapping but it was sad, lol. Either before or after the Hard Rock, we checked out Studio B. It's famous for being the studio where Elvis recorded most of his songs. We got a tour and I sooo got to play the exact piano that he played =] that whole experience for me was really touching, I don't know, I just felt like crying the whole time I was in there because it's so freaky that someone like him was in that room, breathing (lol) and singing. AHH I dunno, you just have to be there and feel the feeling I felt...I can't explain on here, it makes me sound psycho. HA. That night we went over to the mall. I was proud, I only spent like $50 in two hours! LoL. That mall was the shiot...it was huge. I ¢¾'d it. The next morning sucked. We had a wake up call scheduled but for some reason they didn't call us so, we got up 45 minutes late. Only 1 hour for 4 girls to get ready. That normally takes 2 hours. When we finally left the hotel, we went to The Hermitage. I guess it was a little interesting, but we were there for a really long time. Us Hannan people found this room with a big couch and we all sat in there and talked for awhile. Some extremely interesting conversations went on. Let's just say now I know for sure what tea-cupping is. LMAO. Once we left there we traveled for Vanderbilt University. Honestly I found it quite boring, and I payed no attention. They like for you to have a 32 or 33 on your ACT. Pshhhhh! When we left there we headed on home. Got back around midnight. I was really sad to leave...I met some cool new people and I had a really good time. I can't wait to see where we're going next year =] Today we went over to the mall and I got my pics developed and dad got a bunch of stuff for the pool. I bought a straightener and Dierks Bentley's CD, which by the way kicks major butt. I love every single song on it. Well, i'll end this with stolen surveys and a thought.
That place made me realize a lot of different things. I'm not going to go into it because I don't really want any opinions this time, I want it to be about me, following my dreams. Really, just me, myself & I for once.

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 20 June :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... You shouldn't kiss me like this]

Here I Come Nashville...And Dierks Bentley! HAHA!
Yeah well just updatin real quick before I leave for Tennessee. I'm really excited about it. I just hope some smooth pimp doesn't ruin it for me. LMAO. Haha. I'm cool. Mom made me get up at noon today, it wasn't pleasant!! I didn't go to bed til like 4 or so. Blah...me needs sleep! Well i'm leaving now because we have to stop at Wal-Mart and get some last minute things then we are staying the night at the Radisson cause my dad has classes up there. I think Jenn is coming up after work and staying the night. That will be a hella lot easier being 5 minutes away than 45 minutes away. I won't have to get up as early tommorow morning. Wow...yeah having to be there at 8am is gonna suck! I hope I packed everything I need! Ehhh, that always frustrates and worries me. Well I gotta go cause mom wants me off here and out the door. Look for an update this weekend!

BTW: Cody, you get ta feeling better, I hope it's nothing serious. I'm sure it's not!!! =]

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 19 June :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [Pussycat Dollz ... Don't Cha]

Happy Fathers Day!
I don't know if any fathers read this but...I hope you're all having a great day =] I didn't wake up til like 2. HA. Mom & Dad have been working on the pool for the past 3 or 4 days, and it is almost half-way filled up. It'll be done filling up tommorow morning. That means I can get in it when I get back from TN! YAY! Anyone who wants to come over and swim, can...anyday, cause it gets boring around here! Just call...lol. Hmmm. Dinner is in the process, we're having Steak, Baked Potatoes, Veggies, and Bread ALL cooked on the grill. YUM. HaHa, i'm excited. Steaks the best. Sarah & I were gonna go to the tanning bed today but that's not gonna happen =[ Blah. I need a tan bad. Mom got burnt today sitting outside, for like an hour or 2, but I don't know if I could stand to sit in the sun that long. Oh well. I'm kinda ticked off about something someone told me but I can't go into details on here. We all know how that is...maybe I should make this friends only, but then a few people who I want to read it, can't. Blah...oh well. I'm outta here!
♥-Shamarie

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