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2003 24 March :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: CSI
stupid day
hey
this day was boring.
i cant wait to get out of here,
i dont feel well and my back hurts like a B**CH. i had to ref today. hey its 20 dollars for four games. you know i dont work so its all good. 40 bucks, 2 nights. hell some hookers dont get paid that much! well i have pre-calc to do and world religions. i love catholic school!
well i will holla at yall later
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2003 23 March :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the oscars
speechless.....
Iam in such a shity mood. yesterday with my mom we got hit from behind. this chick doesnt know what breaks are! then this morning i got 3 voicemails. with some really rude shit on them, i am extremely mad. but you know i dont need this shit. freakin losers have to call my house and threaten my family. my mom called the cops and it under control. if i find out who it was i swear to god i will hunt them down and beat the shit out of them. and so will my brother. anywyas iam over it its just bad that peopel trusrt way too much. Trust no one and Belive no one. im watching the oscars. there cool. iam sick of the war coverage the adwards are a good break. iam so freakin mad i could hurt someone. but hey i have calmed down alot. it jsut was hard to sit though mass this moring thinking of what some asshole put on my freakin phone. i swear to you who ever is reading this. dont fuck with me. and nother thing dont call anyone eles and leave that shit on there phone. this is harassment. and its un called for. i mean hell i thought this was bad think of it happening to you every other day. you knwo who iam talking about. so quit. and GROW UP.
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2003 22 March :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: basketball
nothing to say...
i hate sinus problems and allergies. anyways i went to stage crew today at school there were about 6 of us. i have to say everything looks good. i mean if the cast has a problem with it hen they knwo where they can go with it. i feel bad i had to leave, but my mom had some stuff she had to do. we went to westmorland mall casue there were peace rally's at other malls towards pittsburgh, but anyways. on the way there this chick hit us from behind. it didnt do any damage to out car just a scartch across the bottom, but her car was messed up, it buckled the whole hood. it scared teh shit out of me casue i took off my seat belt for 1 sec when it happened. i had to reach in teh back for something. it scared me more than anything. i had a huge headache for awhile after that. NEVER TAKE YOUR SEAT BELT OFF. well i came home and watched basketball. I wish Gonzaga would of won, but that was a good game. no iam on the borign internet. well iam going to go my eyes hurt. dear god i need new glasses. iam going to go play some games at pogo.com
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2003 19 March :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: the tv
war...
WElll if you dont knwo my feelings on this "war" then i guess you havent talked to me in a while. i have nothign to say about it casue iam not wasting my time to type it all out casue i could go on forever about how wrong we are. god bless the soliders. iam not againt them iam againt the csue of this war. i had to ref 4 games tonight for CYO volleyball. it is hard to watch casue its very long and kind of boring, but its funny to see these peopel you remeber in dipers walking around their school like they own it. Dear God do i feel old. but iam going to go to sleeep casue iam tired and iam sick of hearing abotu this war that hasn't even started. well good night and God bless.
Lord let us wake up in the moring eventhough we have an ass hole president ( oh NO i might get aressted.. well i would tell them where to go with that one!)
Good Night.
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2003 18 March :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: john mayer- city love
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well hello people. i dont have much to type. iam still coounting down the days.. i stayed after for stage crew.. very productive! and the senior polls are out. i just wrote names in casue iam sick of peopel casue all these idiots are freakin out about it. i mean i dont want to remember you people. and ifsomeoen can only remember one aspecr of you or what you looked liek then why worry they arent your "friends" if they can only remeber you for one thing that is really lame.
yeah i guess i would be the best class compliner that is a good award for me... i do hate everything! well iam going to go casue i am going to go help my mom clean brass!
i might write later you all can wait in anticipation.
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2003 16 March :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: the drayer
my heart hurts
hello i hate this time of the year i jsut found out that a LH grad from last year passed away. its strang ecasue i didnt know him at all. but i remeber the way he looked, casue he had great eyes. and a geibel grad from 2 years ago passed on friday. we are so young and life itsnt as long as we think. this is why iam so bitter, peopel fighting over who said what about me makes me pissed off casue we have our own dying in forn of our eyes. we are fighing for oil in a poor country and forgetting what we have to fight everyday.. ourselves. i am up set and i cried, its like we are wating around to see waht happens next. and this puts fear in my heart. we have 8 weeks left. 8 freakin weeks and we are worried about who is talking abotu you. grow the hell up.
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2003 15 March :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Aaliyah
well hello to you!
hey whats up everyone. i havent writeen in a few days. all i am saying is that i like this wearther outside. and only 8 more weeks to iam out of here. i am looking forward to leaving more and more everyday. i like the time i spend with my family. i think i will miss my mom and dad more than any of my friends( sorry) but thats the truth. i went to go see aint misbehavin at the state theather. it was really good. and it was fun to go see something that good in uniontown, i wish it would of started a little eatiler instead of 8:00. i have to get up and go to chruch tomarrow! but anyways, yesterday was a good day in school but our school got some bad news, that a former student passed in a car accident. it jsut shows that we arent invinsible as we all seem. today my mom and i went to the mall.. yes the uniontown mall! we stopped and not a preztel. the best comment of the day was from my mom. we have reached an all time low. we are sitting down in the mall. i thought it was great. see iam not the only one who has a hate for this town. but hey if the state keeps bringing good stuff like Aint Misbeavin then it woudl be alot better. and i wish they would open up more stores and stuff downtown casue it looks bad down there. come on the mall and walmart are very much overrated.
8 weeks.... thank God
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2003 11 March :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: irate
:: Music: THE HUM OF MY DELL
Nothing to say
Hello people. i really dont have much to say. School sucked. my mom knew when i cme hom i was pissed about something. got to love the parents. at dinner my mom asked if i was sick of all the drama. there isnt drama anymore its all bitterness! i spent way too much time at school today i mean i had to stay for photography and stage crew( thats one productive group of winners) no iam just joking it wasnt bad, just highly boring. I am starting to realize how peopel lack personalities, then make fun of people csue they say others dont have one. hello, look in the mirrior, and i love it how peopel make fun of people then deni they ever did. Wow peopel are so honest and true, some might say iam bitter, that is true. i just dont like you. I will admit iam bitter but if some of you all would see what i see your all are pretty damn lucky iam just bitter. well its late and iam getting tired csue i have t get up and go the hell tomarrow. Oh another thing i love are how shady people are and how its only cool for them to talk to you when it is convient for them, got to love the peopel with egos! i had a great coversation with gina lucci, damn you need good people, speaking of good people. thank god for selina. we found a way to masontown and smithfield. we dont know whats there all we know that there are alot of trailers! Iam I angry.... yes, Iam i tired.....yes, do i like you....no
here is a little rhyme i but together
~ if you and me where in a ring i would take you down in one blow.
~ casue everyoen one knows you aint nothin but a skank hoe.
~ You woulld be runnin around the ring flapping your gums like with all your frontin
~ casue everyone knows you aint nothin
~ you walk around acting liek your something your not
~ and everyone knows iam the baddest B*%#$ on this Mother F&^#@ing Block
Later
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2003 10 March :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: The TV
what a day...
Hello, iam in a better mood. i didnt get to go to super Sunday casue i went to play volleyball at the Y, it was fun. my team won! anyways the other day i think it was Sat. i went to walmart and these people smelled like chicken noddle soup. i said that casue thats what i had for dinner! anyways yesterday i went to look for a dress.. no luck. i didnt like any of them. and if i wante doen of them i had to decied then and there. so i was like forget it. so my mom and I went to value city.I bought a pair of shoes and i drove home. I didnt do too bad. well today was interesting! well i was running around liek a chicken w/ its heard cut off casue i didnt have any clothes clean, then my bus had its crossing arm stuck so we had to wait for a different bus so i was late getting to school. There is a reason why i went to school eventhough it was boring, but not as bad as the past two weeks. well then i got home and went to the Prom Shoppe and got my dress for prom. Its the one i tried on a the winner so i figured if i want it then iam going ot get it, so i didnt want to waste time then not get it, or get a dress i ddint liek, i just hope i didnt jump the gun! The peopel who work there are really nice so it was cool. then i went to the Libary. when i build my house i am going to have a libary in my house! then i came home and helped my dad take up our kitchen floor. and filled out some papers for Kent state. so today was a busy and fun filled day. hopefully toamrrow isnt boring.. wow no complaining today. Iam going to go casue boston public is coming on in 7 minutes. and there is a basketball game on. MARCH MADDNESS BABY! oh by the way, WHAT THE HECK WAS PITT DOING YESTERDAY. i hope they loose i havent heard from them yet..
Later
WIT i cant leave without a complining. peopel look at you funny when you have a camera around your neck. i dont work fo rthe CIA or anythign iam just a photography student. strange peopel work at Lowes and that place makes me tired!
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2003 7 March :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: 50 cent.. in da club
WEll hello
I just got home from the boston benery with J-Wiz ( Julie) it was fun! i havent gotten to spend alot of time with her so its always good to go out with friends. we went to Kmart ans walmart. what a boring place( kmart) but it was great casue julie walked into the auto doors and knocked them off track, i never saw it before so i thought the doors were broke, and the cute guy who works there was standing right there.. anyways tonight was cool. and iam not as angry! i am going to go shower i smell liek smoke( yuck) oh and i couldnt eat meat so damn lent!
oh yeah there was a fight at the mall. well it wasnt a fight these girls were arguing and the stupid ass mall security and sears guy liek went crazy and called the cops. hello they werent even doing anything no one started thowing puches. i sweara black kids get together, they call the cops why dont they go after the white kids in he parking lot and who drive around and race like a buch of asses. i cant wait to get out of this town.
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2003 7 March :: 3.59pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Nothing
i want to scream!
Iam in another bad mood, yet again! i have one thing to say
"your so stupid you dont know your dick from your thumb"
thats all i can write right now, before i hurt someone.
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2003 6 March :: 10.38pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: TV
????
WEll hello. i dont have much to write. iam in another bad mood. would it be any other way?? well i just got home from snow tubbing it was fun. It was cold, but fun. i have to say i like my friends and i will miss the ones i actully like and talk to everyone eles can pretty much go suck one. I cant wait to get of school, people are immature. jesus dont talk about someone when they arent even there to defend them sleves GROW UP. and another thing people are so shady, one minute they can talk to you they next they are too good. god grow some balls and quit acting like your 3, wait i forgot some people arent smart enough to grow up. Bunch of idiots.
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2003 5 March :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Nivea and R. Kelly
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Yes i am listeing to a girl that has the same name a lotion and a perv. well i didnt get to finish my rant abotu what happened in school casue the bell rang. I am not saying anything casue what he did was backward and stupid and i am still dressing down( why the hell not) i think it was made a problem that could of been avoided very easlity.i have to give my pprops to ange for putting her neck out there to say something.. i think its great how peoepl love to kiss ass. i mean come on, agreeign with him is saying walmart is the best store on earth. iam dressing down i dont see why it was made such a big deal, iam still giving money casue dressing down had nothign to do with the situation. Next on my rants is this. This area is so messed up, yesterday a local highschool had a peeping tom over the girls lockerroom w/ a video camera in the damn air ducts, they found a guy who commited sucide on the side of the road, and at UT hospital a doctor hit another doctor in the back of the head... IN THE BACK OF THEY HEAD. A DOCTOR HIT ANTOHER DOCTOR UP SIDE THE HEAD. DANG THAT IS SOMETING YOUR MOM DOES. I think that is the greatest thing ever. I went to chruch ( again) Iam one holy good catholic kid. well iam goign to get stuff ready for the snow trip toamrrow. i pary its fun, cause if it isnt i will hurt someone. OH AND HERE IS A WARNIGN I HAVENT SNAPPED ON ANYONE YET THIS YEAR AND LET ME TELL YOU ITS COMING> MY WRATH IS ABOTU TO COME OVER SOMEONE but i havnet choosen the lucky person yet, no iam joking i haved clamed down alot and bit my tougne on alor os issues but let me tell you someoen better not cross me casue havent been in the best of moods lately, i will write some time tomarrow.
LATER
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2003 5 March :: 10.15am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: comp and rhet
wow
Well where do i begin?? peole are very mean in our school and you would think just coming from mass people think to be a little more kind.anyways after mass a teacher decied to just say what ever they wanted about a situation going on with a student at school in front of the who student body. I think it was rude and demeaning to that girl and her family i think in 8th period my world religions class should
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2003 4 March :: 9.13am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Comp and Rhet Class
Iam Tired!!
I am tired as all hell today! anyways iam in comp and rhet class talking on aol to all the peopel arond me!! anyways school is very boring today. I SUB is standing behind me now. Mr. S ws in a car accident yesterday so he isnt here. Anyways iam going to snap!! i cant wait to go home and go to sleep. iam not excited by much but i am excited to go home today. Toamrrow is Ash Wendsday! YEAH LENT IS STARTING SOON! today is fat tuesday and people in this school are taking it a little far with the mardi gras beads. hello we aint in Lousina ( sp??) anyways i have to think of something to give up for lent. im a good person there isnt anything to give up. oh maybe i can try to be a little bit more happy and postive or i could just countinue being me so that works too. well i will write later when i get home. or maybe i wont casue i have a Pre-Cal test tomarrow and i HAVE to clean my room. its starting to look bad!
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2003 3 March :: 7.15pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Baby( ft, Clipse)
I Smell paint!!
My family finally decied after 10 years to do something with this house! anyways my dad is painting! I really dont have much to rant abotu casue i laughed all day. Chours class is great! i have nothign to say. oh yeah we should of had a delay today! and Little kids are the greatest. maybe i want to be a teacher! iam going to go sit out in the cold before i pass out casue of the smell of paint.
~BIRD NOISE~ WHAT HAPPEN TO THAT BOI?
I will have your body parts mix and matchin...fella
I think that is the oddest lyric but anyways i will catch you all later
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2003 2 March :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Clipse & Baby- what happen to that boy
Bored
Hello again. this weekend was boring but good. i didnt see anyone from school this weekendwhich was good. you need a break form people once and a while. I went to Kent state yesterday it was awsome. I cant wait to go there, its just a great campus! then yesterday i went to find a prom dress i found one i liked but iam not sure yet tis not the one i want. but oh well i have time. then i wen to Ikea. i swear the guys who work there are very cute! Well today i went to chruch(boring) but hey i like GOD, then i went to the Y to play volleyball with my friend Laura. it was fun. wow peopel are serious about it, but it was cool i better go do some homework.. yeah right, anyways. good night
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2003 28 February :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: The sound of the TV
Damn
Well hello readers. i have nothing to write about, i have been in s really bad mood. and it is unexplainable! any ways my moms birthday was on Tuesday ( SHe is old as dirt IAM JOKING!) i have been in a really bad mood and over freakin emotional!! ONLY 46 days left of hell. well anywho iam goign to Kent tomarrow Finally! School sucks, people suck, peopel really need to get over themselves, this will be the last few days these peopel will ever see eachother, there is no need to fight about nothing! oh and guess what EVERYOEN TALKS ABOUT EVERYONE BEHIND THERE BACKS! ITS GEIBEL TAHTS WHAT WE DO! I DO IT I TALK ABOUT EVERYONE CASUE THERE ARE ONLY A FEW PEOPEL I CAN STAND FOR A LONG PERIOD AT A TIME! I am keeping laura in my prayers casue her dog died and i hope she ask taht guy to the prom! WEll iam out cause star search is on., I will holla at you all later!
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2003 24 February :: 9.05am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Comp and Rhet class
i hate school
WEll iam sitting in 2nd period. it is very boring and the internet is stupid. iam suspose to be typing my 3rd draft but i dont feel liek it. this is why i have a computer at home todosome work.
" MOVE FROM THE OLD AND INTO THE NEW" long story. mr stevenson is a male cheerleader. this is a fun class. AND now mr. S is gliding across the floor why he conferances with Tim. Iam getting ready to go onto AOL Express. I willl write later to finsih my rants abotu this wonder school!!
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2003 22 February :: 11.42pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Jada Kiss- Put ya hands up!
Hello
Hey i went to eat with Ange, Rachel Juile, kira, kerstin, gretal, shaina, and becky, then ardie came to sit with us. It was a good time but way to loud casue you all knwo iama quiet person ( us St. john's kids are very mature!) well anyways. the prom is goign to be a fun time, i just wish peopel would calm down, peopel are more excited then me ( well everyone is more excited then me all the time) anyways. i am tierd and peopel need to stop being all bitchy Damn and dont thin you can just act ike that for no reason, wasnt my fault, Oh before i go i almost punched this lady at Gabes. all i wanted was a hott dog before i passed out and she had to get all bitchy with me, too bad she was dirty glad i didnt get anythign from there i might of died she was nasty. she didnt even make eye contacts with me. GOD I HATE PEOPEL AROUND HERE... HOW MANY WEEKS TILL I GO TO OHIO?? well iam going to bed i have to go WORSHIP GOD like the good catholic girl iam!
-Caitlin
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2003 21 February :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: AAliyah -I care 4 you
I ate some bad food.. it made me sick. school was good today! Happy birthday to Tim. No i dont have much to write about! i saw this kid who use to go to my old grade school i remeber he was crazy!!He wasnt ugly but he might of killed a few people
well i am going to go. i statyed home tonight casue its raining and i really didnt feel liek going anywhere, maybe tomarrow i will go out w/ friends! well you all have a good night and GO APE!! ok Mr. mac's religion class on sex can go csue its just wrong and abotu that movie wh do they have to make all the Black peoelp sound stupid??( " no one told me aout crack, no told me i could get my highschool g/f pregant, and no one told me i would have to pay 400 $ a mo in child support!) and he was from the south so it was really bad, oh ok make all the black peopel sound stupid. DAMN THE MEDIA!
GOOD NIGHT
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2003 20 February :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: recumbent
:: Music: Justin Timberlake- she siad..
How the hell is everyone?
WHat does recumbert mean??? anyways i feel that way!
Hello, Hello, hello,
Iam in a odd mood i had a good day at school. but i just have one thing to say. i wasnt very talkative b/c all people are talkng about is the stupid prom if i have to hear about it again iam going to flip. i dont care about it i mean the more these idiots talk about it the less and less i want to hear about it. anyways before i get mad i just have to say the justin timberlakes new viedo is crazy! i wouldnt of picked that song but the viedo is pretty good. oh and last night i turned on MTV and a john mayer speacial was on i about pissed, i dont know he just writes good songs and plays the guitar well.
befor ei leave iam going to leave you w/ some wisdom on something i hate.
I hate people with fickle ass personalities, seriously if you go from being cool one minute then being a staright up bitch about something then damn go see a doctor. and i mean if you have something to say then just come out and say it. Stop being a pussy and just say what you mean instead of getting bitchy for no reason... this goes along with GROW UP and if you are reading this and you are questioning if i am talking about you then i am probly talking about you. anyways on a good note. I still might get into PITT HOLLA!
I broke my nail, i hate finger nails. I might write later. I am mad at my mom she went to my favorite store!! WALMART. with out me :(
I will write some more angry thoughts later.
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2003 19 February :: 11.08pm
OPPS
THE WORD IS NAMING NOT NAKING I CANT SPELL OR TYPE!
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2003 19 February :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Duke and Maryland game!
ok iam never naking a kid of mine Micheal
Reason 1:
Mike Tyson- did anyone see that tattoo. What a freak and
Reason 2:
Micheal Jackson
JACKO IS A FREAK HE IS REALLY SCARY I use to like thiller and Bad and that one song" i want to rock with you all night.. dane you in the sunlight......" anywys enough of my beautiful voice! he is just crazy, anyone who calls re " child" BLANKET NEEDS LOCKED THE HELL AWAY
THAT IS MY RANT FOR 2 NIGHT!
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2003 19 February :: 10.51pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Nothing The sounds of Law and Order!
Hello
Hello people what is Crackin!!
Anyways i have an hour delay for no reason tomarrow LOL the only good thing about Fayette Co. is the snow! anywys i dont have much to write but iam pissed my DAMN CD wont burn. Freakin computers. I cant wait to go visit Kent state, they sent me another letter(how nice) any ways i have nothing to do so iam bored as hell! There needs to be a dance or something,. i am watching Law and order man peopel are so stupid, Girls are a bunch of bitches i swear. anywys i have nothing to do and iam not feeling all that well and school is borign i should quit now! hell i got into school.
well iam off to sleep
Oh yeah before i leave i just wanted to say CONGRATS to the boys and girls basketball teams, you both had a ood season...
BEST QUOTE!
the coach: Caitlin should of played this year
my dad: yeah if she did i would have to kil _ _ _ _ _ _ (ask me if you want the name)
the coach: I wish someone would!
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