its friday the 13th. beware.
today is hopefully a good day. i would like it to be one of those.

wow. just remembered i didnt check in w/ drivers ed. im such a fucking retard.

three periods in the library today. neatt w/ two t's.

yesterday was fun. went to the mall and bought a teddy bear. its cool.

i baked adam cookies! i havent had to cook anything in the longest time. it was mucho fun.

cant wait until school is over. only...4 hours and 48 minutes... not that im counting or anything...

happy friday the 13th. this day makes me so happy. i love how tomorrow is valentines day. kind of ironic but its cool.

yay.

xoxo.

oh boy oh boy oh boy.
yesterday was cool.

i got inducted into the german honor society. woot. go me.

then i went to the bank w lenny. after a few wrong turns and ending way down mcgregor, we finally made it to the bank at college and us41. it was so funny getting there. good times.
PSSSST. dont do that.

today in second period was hilarious. penises were called feathers according to zack, byron, and andre. good kids. and we talked about porn nonsense and gangs. it was so funny. the highlight of my day so far.

then i went driving. i love it. coach was saying he had a black mom and a hatian dad and he has a pigment disorder. im going to be a good driver. you know i wont be crashing into parked cars and junk, ahem.

havent done my homework for next class. dont care. :)

mall it today, woot.

ernie is croaking it like a froggy today. its great. i miss her yesterday.

thats all.
peace kids.

here. have a bowl of soup.
i think i did pretty good on the florida writes today. i had the persuation topic, about an 11 o'clock curfew. really easy.
ian had " whats the worst job?" and he said proctologist. thats all he wrote about. funny kid.

went to interview for yearbook and had to wait for a meeting to end. it never did. so, i did nothing but waste time. but my lenny stayed w/ me. i guess shes just cool like that.
then, we got something to drink. and i went back to the front of school so my mom could pick me up.

then it was off to the library. guess what i got?....yep, books. how did you guess? i saw my dear kaytee friend there. yay.

you know...i really hate it being called stupid when im not. if youre going to call me stupid wait for me to actually be stupid. im sure youll find something so just wait until then. it makes sense.

happy birthday to mo mou! i want to be the first one to wish her a happy birthday. so lou, at 12:01 im going to be saying "happy birthday" to you in my sleep. got it? :)

i cant wait 'til friday. neatt, w/ two t's.

xoxo.

nope.
twerp week. sneaky plans. hehe.

today is pretty cool.

lenny told me this morning..."at least i dont have a fat booooooty" when i told her she had a fat head. it was so funny. i know i have a huge ass...its all good.

schedule junk today. so much stress. already worrying about next year when this year isnt even over yet. ill be taking 3 AP classes, including chemistry (AH!) and 2 languages. damn. ill be one smart mother freaker....well, ill try. its all good in this hood though.

um...weekend was fairly uneventful after i went home from ernile's nest. i think i slept the whole time.

have a good week, peoples.

peace out.
xoxo

snap, crackle, pop.
well, turns out i stayed home on thursday. just couldnt face the world on that particular day. lenny and ernie and lil b also skipped. it was so funny. i called them and was like "where are you guys?" thinking they shouldve been at school but they werent. they thought the same thing about me. it was funny...but odd.

lenny picked me up thursday night at 7:30 just to go to target. it was pretty cool. i so screwed w/ her driving. it wasnt me. it was ghostie.

me and lenny went to ernie's last night and camped. but we had a few stops to make because we didnt have the necessary camping equipment. yes, thats right...smores. got to have those. so, we ate, watched movies, ate, watched some more movies, and acted ghetto.we know how to have fun. :)

i wanted to see the ballet at school tonight but my mom pulled "a mom" on me. its all good though, i got some books today so ill stay home and read. what a fun filled saturday night. haha.

wow. i cant believe i remember everything since thursday. its a freakin miracle.

yep, im all out of words.
xoxo.

"it was the best of times. it was the worst of times."
wow. thats an amazing quote. all too true for this present day in age.

this week has been shit. i dont know what it is or whats causing it but im not the only one.

its only wednesday.

one good thing about today: i got a 92 on my math test and a 96 on my chemistry test.

ive decided that im doing edgar allan poe for my research paper. interesting.

adam. :)

lenny...i love you dearest.
and all the rest of you. you need to talk, you come to me. i listen and love you.

ive found something that i dont know if i wanted to find. it scares me. im confused.

you never fully know what you have until you lose it. a piece is missing from me. something that meant the world to me for the longest time is gone. i dont know what to do.

its all crazy.
xoxo.

yep, another one of these.

Basics
Name::	Caroline Elizabeth.
Birthplace::	arnold, MO.
Birthdate::	7-3-87.
Current City of Residence::	ft.myers.
Family Members::	mom.
Favorites
Color::	red and grey.
Beverage::	rasberry tea.
Movie::	i dont think i have one...
Musical::	phantom of the opera.
Board Game::	life.
Computer Game::	no.
Game to Roleplay::	no.
Animal::	dog or platypus.
Sport::	soccer and lacrosse i guess.
Book::	to kill a mockingbird or heavier than heaven.
A Day In The Life..
School::	zzz...
Typical Mood::	okay.
Usually Found?::	doing something.
Collects::	rubber bands.
Have You Ever
Been kissed::	yes.
Done drugs::	never ever.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:	ew. gross.
Eaten sushi::	cant say that i have.
Been on stage::	yes. quite a few times.
Been in a car accident::	not a bad one.
This or That
Cold or Hot::	cold.
Blue or Red::	red.
Rain or Snow::	snow.
Wool or Cotton::	cotton.
Private or Public School::	public.
Chocolate or Plain Milk::	milk is gross.
Celsius or Farenheit::	farenheit. the other is all...weird.
Spring or Fall::	fall.
Science or History::	both are cool.
Math or English::	english. math=lame.
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?::	yep.
Do they know?::	yep.
Do you want them?::	yep.
Are they hot?::	yep.
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?:	my auntie.
Who do you IM the most?:	lenny or ernie, probably.
Who are you talking to now?::	lenny.
Are you currently in love?::	...
Is this survey lame?::	it takes up time so i guess not.
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) ::	sure.
In 24 hours have you...
...Showered?::	yep.
...Had a serious talk?::	dont think so.
...Hugged someone?::	yep.
...Gotten along with your parents?::	sort of.
...Fought with a friend?::	nope.
...Done something kind for someone?:	yep.
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?::	yep.
Give back rubs?::	depends on who's back it is.
Take walks in the rain?::	yep.
Cook?::	not really.
Eat?::	no.
Sleep?::	oh, yeah. thats my hobby.
Who..?
..Knows you the best?::	theres a few. nick, codes, lenny, and ernie.
..Have you known the longest?::	codes.
..Do you know the most about?::	hm...im not sure.
..Do you consider your friend?::	EVERYONE, haha.
..Is most likely to end up in jail?::	um...lenny...maybe.
..Can you go to with your problems?::	my boys.
..Do you want to get to know better?::	hm...a couple.
..Do you spend the most time with?::	lenny and ernie and codes.
Have You...
..Been to a concert?::	yep.
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?::	yep.
..Cheated on a test?::	haha. yeah.
..Ever stalked someone?::	not me...
..Done something you regret?::	all the time.
..Been in an online relationship?::	nope.
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?::	hooked.
What is your worst habit?::	biting my nails along w/ some others.
Scariest moment?::	i have no idea.
Do you swear too much?::	most likely.
How do you feel about homosexuality?::	its your life.
Where are you right now?::	at home.
Are you sitting by anyone?::	nope.
What song are you listening to?::	no tunes for now.
What is the last thing you said?::	okay.
What's on your mousepad?::	@.
What are the last four digits of your phone number?::	4997
What was the last thing you ate?::	broccoli
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?::	red, or black because i always lost that one.
How many buddies do you have on your list?::	191.
What's the weather like right now?::	neat.
What do you feel like doing?::	sleeping.
What is your favorite quote?::	"its the best of times, its the worst of times."

Lame-Stupid-Random Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

"you look like you need a pimp."
well, yesterday was amazing.

me and danison played w/ fire in chemistry. we didnt even burn ourselves. it was fun. woot.

adam picked me up after school. we chilled. it was good times. we went to lenny's for a lil bit. adam loves lenny's cat. it was so funny.

we played w/ codes, ernie, annie, and dani at the movies and saw the perfect score. it made me laugh.

we all chilled at lenny's after that, cept for codes :(. we talked and had some fun...i know i did. hehe.

to a certain someone.....:).

then i came home and slept.

my mom has the ability to be the biggest fucking douche bag.

people need to stop living other people's lives. you cannot run someone's life for them. maybe its because you want to protect them but you just have to let them go. only that person can know what they want to happen in their lives and thats okay. let them be who they want to be. i know this.

whoa.
xoxo

um...so...yeah.
not too much has been going on lately. i dont think...i dont know, maybe. i cant remember.

im so happy its friday. i do another friday dance...friday friday friday friday friday friday friday friday friday friday. wee.

haha. "i need to go relaze". new word for relax i guess. i just heard it. you can hear some pretty funny things in this here library.

i go and play w/ adam after school. that should be fun. then he drops me off at lenny's and we movie it and then spend the night. all of us....well, almost. it should still be fun. :)

wow. i have so much junk to do. two projects and must start working on research paper. funny how i havent done any of them. oops. what'ja gonna do?...a whole bunch a nuttin.

have a good weekend kiddos.
yep. thats it.
xoxo

"you the man."
i just overheard someone say, "you the man." but it was more like," ya da ma." silly ebonics.

yesterday was pretty cool. we ate pizza. yum. i felt like such a cow. there i was stuffing my face when i shouldve been at practice. whoops.

i met another new friend of codes' last night. shes found some good people. im happy for her...and anna...and everyone else that has found new boys. :)

dani is now going to be my lover. ima kick that dude's butt.

i think i was the most open ive ever been in this journal w/ my last entry. i decided to actually say something i was feeling. it was good but bad. hmm... im not used to being that open w/ everyone i guess.

i should go study. ew.

maybe ill catch some zzzzzzzz's instead. sounds much better to me.

all my love to you,
Carrie
xoxo

the quiet things that no one knows.
today was way cool, yo.

i cleaned the house, which wasnt very cool.

but then i went to lenny's house and played. we went to the movies and saw the butterfly effect. adam came too. :) it was such a good movie. i give it 5745162684 stars. it was a good night.

me and lenny just waited an hour for mac and cheese to cook. her damn cat started lickin' my plate. sheesh.

i actually talked to ticholas tonight. i havent been around him in awhile. it was tight.

as we were sittting in the movies, lenny's pants kind of....came undone. haha. i kid. her button broke but it sure was funny.

wow, i so just rambled.

thats all i gots to say.
peace youngins.
xoxo

well, yesterday was good and bad.

its true...you can try too hard.

last night was fun. we know how to have good times.

yay. anna got some action. whoo hoo. i dance for her.

i talked to adam. we good now. :)

peace out home slices.
xoxo

"top of the day to you, and the rest of the day to me."
^mr. pitura so just said that in the hallway like five minutes ago. silly willy.

i went to wrestling w/ lenny last night. it was fun. we were kind of confused as to what was going on, but it was cool. jordan and ray's little brothers are so funny. i didnt get to see my tar wrestle. that was sad. :(

lenny wore a pink lamp shade yesterday.

me and michelle went to 7-11 this morning. there were two mexicans inside when we walked in but they were just buyin junk. but when we left, we drove by their truck and they so blew a kiss! it was nasttyy, w/ two t's and two y's. ahh. what a way to start out a morning.

one more day until the weekend. whoohoo. that makes me dance.

i go play.
peace out.
xoxo