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2008 2 October :: 3.06 am
:: Mood: Alert
:: Music: Eric Clapton- Layla
Crap...
I drank two cans of XS to keep me awake so that I could do homework. Now I cannot sleep and I have I am starving.
Thank God for mom's cooking cause veggie stew and tatos is just what I need.
3 zoos are out of control |
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2008 17 September :: 11.04 am
:: Mood: happy but tired
"Every time I've ever believed in a happy ending I've gotten severely fucked.”
-Brenda Chenowith
1 zoos are out of control |
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2008 3 September :: 9.55 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
Its Getting Old...
Same shit different day...
Again...
1 zoos are out of control |
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2008 3 April :: 1.29 pm
Every Freakin Week..
I have to become more organized.
I am only in this position because I have made myself be here.
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2008 20 March :: 5.48 pm
:: Mood: tired/maybe hungry
This time I mean it....
I am making changes in my life. They are good changes.
I just need to get everything in order.
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2008 10 March :: 11.26 pm
:: Mood: Tired
I didnt find her.
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2008 9 March :: 3.34 pm
:: Mood: crazy
I think I found John's stable buddy.
Cross your fingers.
1 zoos are out of control |
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2008 17 February :: 1.07 am
:: Music: Sex and Candy - Marcy Playground
C'est la vie...
I have found my life to be chaotic but absolutely satisfying. I could say that I almost never have a moment to myself but then I would be lieing and that wouldnt be nice to do I do have moments to myslef I just spend them thinking about what homework needs to be done and how I am not going to get it done enen though I created a schedule to get it done over the weekend when in all actuality I could just get it started. But between working two jobs, chores, school, homwork and odd jobs that I pick up, which seem to be alot more right now which is quite spectacular, I really barely have enough time to sleep. But my eyes are so dried out and tired that I cannot see the screen anymore so ....
Later Gators
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2008 31 January :: 11.45 am
:: Mood: Sore/tired/irritated
Once Again...
I had a specfic reason for not getting a white car and that was because nobody can see it in the snow and I think people just hate my car
Examples:
1.) Backed in to in the parking ramp at school last winter
2.) Ticket
3.) Backed in to at H2 parking lot and took off this January
4) Rear ended yesterday and took off
All in less than a year
Story of my life.
But I look on the bright in that I can still drive my vehicle.
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2008 10 January :: 3.02 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: It Must Be Love- Alan Jackson
(Sigh)....In a Good Way.........
I have 5 1/2 hour break today. Almost nothing to do and I have a hour and a half before my next class. I have already had lunch, ran, worked out, and went for a very long but relaxing walk north of campus. I was also able to talk to myself and I think I may have created a pretty awesome book while talking to myself.
I like being back at school. Although I would like to be at home and riding the horses in this wonderful spring weather in January.
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2008 6 January :: 5.05 pm
I am going to do it this time. Whatever it takes. I am sick of being this way. Its time for a change and now I am going to make the change and make it stick not matter what it takes.
1 zoos are out of control |
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2007 30 December :: 2.24 pm
:: Mood: Sick
Flu...I hate it. I dont like throwing up especially when I cant control it. I feel better now. But I still feel like crap.
Chrissy I envy your trip to Kansas, it has to be warm and enjoyable and I want to be there. But I just miss you. So much to say and so little time to say it.
Jon is over right now to play video games with Mike. It is almost weird. Almost.
1 zoos are out of control |
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2007 24 December :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: Achy/content
:: Music: Green Day
Contentness...I think it is a Good Thing...
I am content....
I came to this realization last night. I may not be the perfect weight, size, intelligence or girlfriend but nobody is. I realized that it is not about what I think I should be but what I am to everybody else. To everybody else I am beautiful and smart. To him, I am everything that he could ever want. I like that. He tells me everyday. I really like that.
I may have a different opinion tommorow but today this is what I think.
2 zoos are out of control |
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2007 17 December :: 10.10 am
:: Mood: sick
Almost done....I can hardly wait.
I dont feel very well today. My breakfast did not want to work in my favor today and ended up exiting the way it came in. As much as I want to believe that I have a fever...........I probably dont. But I feel like crap. My back hurts and I shoulder is killing me and I am just a whiner but when I dont feel well thats the way I get.
So close to being done....
I like him. I realize that.
3 zoos are out of control |
If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2007 11 December :: 9.13 am
:: Mood: Tired
"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
-Marilyn Monroe
Thank you Chrissy
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