i don't know what to say, so much has happened, honestly. the last eight months seemed like 5 minutes. high school is over soon. for once my thinking has helped me rather than hurt me. everything is clear, however everything is not well.
i started talking to a girl named anna, she is really amazing:

too much distance. i want to be hopefull. she is coming to live here soon enough, i hope.

brandon ertman and i are starting a new band which i will be doing mostly vocals for which should be really nice. we both need this to save our lives.

i'll actaully start posting in here i promise