:: 2004 30 January :: 8.49 pm
:: Mood: melancholy

I have a headache...I tried to go to sleep for a lil while but I have to much on my mind so I decided to get online and write in here. I guess I have a headache cuze I was crying a lot today...my friend Bekah took some pills and drank some whiskey yesterday at school during lunch with some chicks and...she ended up going into shock after throwing up a few times and then she had to go to the hospital...her drunk level thingie (sorry I dunno whats its called? alcohol consumption level? I dunno) was a point 12. She got expelled from school. Thats so retarted a monkey would know if you mix a large dosage of pills with alcohol that your in deep doo doo. Shes my third friend to go to the hospital for pill over-dosage in the past 2 months. It hurts me so much to see my friends, the people I care about, do stuff like this to hurt themselves, I mean don't they know how bad it hurts the people who care for them? Its selfish if you think about it...I dunno it just really hurts me I guess and after seeing things like OD and cutting repeat over and over with my friends, it gets to me after awhile I guess I dunno I will get over it, I guess I will keep trying to help them and be a good friend. This weekend is gonna suck, I have to stay home and clean all Saturday and Sunday cuze were getting ready to put our house back up for sale now that the holidays are over, o joy, can't you tell how excited I am...ya I am working on a new profile its so neat, I hate my BuddyProfile so I found a new one...its kicks ass...if you ppl out there are fed up with lame SubProfile or BuddyProfile go to www.mybuddyinfo.com, once I'm done with mine I will put a link to it in here. Ok well I am gonna work on some stuff, later people.

2 More Pills | Give Me Happiness

:: 2004 25 January :: 4.15 pm
:: Mood: FURIOUS
:: Music: Metal

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:: 2004 22 January :: 6.53 pm
:: Mood: amused

Hello my fellow comrades! Jesus my mouth hurts like a motha fuckin bitch! I just got back from the ortho and they did a bunch of stuff to my mouth so theres lots of pressure on my teeth...I am in pain =( It was pretty funny today in in gym we had this horrible woman for a substitute and if she didn't u do anything for like one second she threatend to write your names up and all this shit so me and Alexis and Niki finally got ahold of a volleyball and the whole time we were trying to hit the woman cuze she was standing like 5 feet away from us, we hit her purse (hopefully she had something like a phone that we might have crushed in it) and and then we finally hit her it was so funny and to top it all off I hit this preppy lil bitch who I hate in the head so it was oodles of fun. On a lighter note, Sam is feeling better and was back today so I was happy. IT FUCKIN RAINED TODAY! I was so happy I was playing in the street at 6:30 this morning at the bus stop it was flippin awsome! I love the rain =) My daddy left today for a buisness trip to Cali so I dont have to see him till late Sunday afternoon woohu! Wow I had a good day yay for me. GGGRRRR I have a fuckin retreat this weekened Saturday at 9am-Sunday 1pm gggrr I dont want to go but I am obligated to so I am not very excited...at least I have some friends going so I guess thats about the only good thing, I hate these things it where all these teens go to a place and adults drone on about god...not my fave thing to spend most of my weekened doing...i yi yi. Oh oh! I almost forgot my FAVE AUNT AND UNCLE IN THIS WHOLE FUCKIN WORLD IS COMING TO VISIT FOR A WHOLE WEEK! YAY! They are coming down February 24-March 1, I are so excited =D

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:: 2004 19 January :: 1.51 pm
:: Mood: lazy

I'm bored...bored bored bored! I am craving pineapple...why I do not know, and I also want to go to Subway. Ya I want a sub and pineapple. I want to go to Desert Ridge but I need money. Desert Ridge is the best place to eat cuze their are so many places and shit and I also wanna go shopping. I need clothes and some new CDs. I also need a hair cut...ggrr. I want to die my hair black really bad. Jezze I have nothing to talk about I am just rambling. Later.

1 More Pill | Give Me Happiness

:: 2004 16 January :: 6.53 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

I GOT MY PUPPY! YAY! =D Shes taking a nap in her kennel shes so cute...my mom and dad are out of the house for their anniversary so its me some DVDs and champgane? Cant spell you get the idea. So these are my goals for the night...
1. Attempt to get Drunk (dunno if it will work)
2. Watch Girl, Interrupted (SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!)
3. Eat a shit load of junk food
What a lovely night =)

Give Me Happiness

:: 2004 14 January :: 9.20 pm

You know what pisses me off people...when the 'normal' people say not only that they are 'normal' but also when they act/think people who are not like them are strange and scum of this god forsaken planet. This chick in my Math class had to go to the office for some reason and she wanted her lil friend to go with her she said she would get lost anyways the teacher told her it was acorss the hall from the counselors office and she says "I dont know where that is I dont have issues." How fuckin lame is that. Its lil shit and comment like this that piss me off. Ya know, some people DO have issues like me and some people need help like me not everyone is like you. Not only do they say shit like this but they throw out that word that I dont like...'normal'. GGGRR it makes me wanna rip somebody to shreds. Ya I have a new doctor person now, you guys know the kind I am talking about, anyways ya shes this lil old japanese ladie who was pissing me off. She talked to me like I was this little kid with not enough brain cells to communicate with her so when she asked a question concerning me cuze I am the patient, she looked at my mom for an answer...worthless cow. Ok I feel better now that I have bitched and ranted...have a lovely day. =)

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:: 2004 11 January :: 12.41 pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: Korn

Give Me Happiness

:: 2004 10 January :: 1.20 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

QUIZZES!!!!!!!! =D





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You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person,
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You are a dark goddess!


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YOU ARE A WHITE ROSE!

You are a pure and innocent person. You strive for
the best in all things and shy away from
anything that seems morally wrong or indecent.
You are simply too good of a person to engage
in those sorts of behaviors. You are quite shy
and tend to have few friends. However, the
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YOU ARE A BIRD!

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:: 2004 9 January :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

This week went by so damn slow jeeze I thought it would never end. I'm so tired I hate always being tired no matter how much I sleep it doesn't matter. I will sleep 12 hours straight and when I wake up I will be awake like 5-8 hours and then be hella tired again, grrrr. My toes are cold. I get my dog in one week! It pisses me off though cuze 1)I wanted to get her today 2)The other woman who gets first pick still hasn't picked yet and if she picks the one I want I am gonna butcher her and take the dog and 3)I am a very impatient person and I hate waiting. So ya next Friday I will have my puppy. =)
IMPORTANT: IF ANYBODY HAS ANY GOOD PICTURES OF GOTHIC GIRLS IN EYELINER PLEASE EMAIL IT TO ME!!! FireHotBlondy@aol.com



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:: 2004 6 January :: 10.35 pm
:: Mood: sleepy and worried

{[Beginning]}
1-What time is it?: 8:39 PM
2-What is the date?:Janurary 6, 2004
3-Why are you filling this out?: bored

{[ Me You ]}
1-Name:Ashley Marie Everts
2-Do you like it?:its okay
3-Nicknames: Ash, Ashes, Ashy, Kiwi, Woody, Shorty
4-If you could change your first name, what would it be?: Andrea
5-DOB: what? oh i get it 7/14/03
6-Height:5'1 =) I'm tiny!
7-Hair color: Different shades of blonde, but I want black god damn it!
8-Eye color: aqua
9-Where do you live?:Phoenix, AZ
11-Do you like it? Why/Why not: I like living here ya its cool
12-Where were you born?: Palm Springs, Cali
13-Astrological sign: Cancer that kick ass crab man!
14-Shoe Size: 7-8 lol
15-School: Pinnacle Hish School aka Hell

{[ Family ]}
1-Parents' names:Debra, Thomas
2-Do you have any siblings?: yeah
3-If so, what are their names and ages?: Emily, shes 11?
4-Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: they r married, amazing eh?
5-Pets (names and what they are): Long list... bandit hes a Pembroke welsh corgi, Panzer hes a boxer, Plummeria, shes a cocketeil, Persila a parakeet, Angel a guinea pig and my soon to be puppy Sadira, shes a shiba inu
6-Do you like your family: yeah most of the time
7-Favorite relative: My aunt sandy, pam, and roberta and my uncle mike, david

{[ Favorites ]}
1-Number:18
2-Color: black
3-Car: to many to name
4-Season: spring
5-Holiday: Christmas
6-Month: May June July
7-Day of the week:Friday
8-Grade so far: 9th
9-Sport: Equestrian Events-Show Jumping
10-Class: English, Art
11-Teacher so far: My art teachers seems cool i dunno her name i have only had her for 2 days but shes nice to me and doesn't judge me like most do and MR APPLEMAN everyone loves him
12-Drink: Pepsi baby!
13-Candy: Chocolate and gummy thingies
14-Food: Ice Cream, Chinese, Sushi
15-Fruit: hhmm...cherries
16-Veggie: PEAS
17-Dessert: ANYTHING!!!
18-TV show: uh i dont watch that much tv but i like Bernie Mac and a couple others
19-Radio station: 103.9
20-CD: idk
21-Movie: Girl, Interuppted anD Trapped in a Purple Haze and Schindlers List and XXX!
22-Songs: uhm....too many.
23-Word: weenie =)
24-Phrase: i have many
25-Animal: Dog, Horse, Black Panther, Tiger
26-Flower: Plummeria
27-Clothing store:hhmm to many

{[ this or that ]}
1-Me/You: wha???
2-AOL/AIM : aim
3-CD/Cassette: CD
4-DVD/VCR: dvd
5-Radio/CD: depends
6-Jeans/Khakis:jeans for god sakes
7-Car/Truck: truck man!
8-Corvette/Camero:hhmm probly camero
9-Strong/Weak: strong.
10-Upset/Pissed: pissed
11-Tall/Short: depends
12-Lunch/Dinner:dinner i dont eat lunch or breakfast
13-Abercrombie/Hollister:Hollister that have denim skirts...and thats it i dont shop either but if i see a denim mini i will buy it
14-Gap/Old Navy: eeeww
15-Nsync/BSB:nah
16-Britney/Christina:Christina
17-Love/Lust: love
18-Rocky Horror Picture Show/ Grease:huh?
19-Inside/Outside: in but outside if its raining!
20-Lipstick/Lipgloss:good question...
21-Silver/Gold: silver
22-Piercings/Tattoos: Piercings i gess
23-Football/Basketball:?
24-Thunder/Lightning: lightning.
25-This/That:wtf

{[ Friends ]}
1-Who is your best guy friend?: ????
2-Do you get along with people easily?: depends if i like them or not if i dont like them i will let them know it but the select few i like i am a good person and i got their back (hopefully they think this as well)
3-Why/Why not: cuze i am i a god damn fuckin bitch thats why u piece of shit survey!!!!
4-Who have you known the longest?: Alexis, 10 years
5-Who do you dislike the most?: hhmm the most? there r many but the one i would have the most fun killing would be doug and ryan
6-Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?:lol no not really
7-Craziesest" were a;ready all pretty crazy but lexi i guess and momo when shes hyper
8-Loudest: momo and leesha
10-Quietest: libby
11-Sweetest: all of them
12-Most caring: stephy
13-Most understanding: lexi, stephy
14-Best dressed: all in there own lil way
15-Biggest flirt: momo
16-Most likely to have a 2 year relationship:leesh libby stephy lex
17-Cutest couple: i dunno?
18-Most loyal: Stehpy and lexi
19-Most athletic: leesha
20-If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: lexi and stephy i think
21-If you could date ONE guy friend, who would you date and why?:sam cuze hes my bf and hes wonderful and i dont need any other guy when i have him
22-If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?:wft?
23-Most likely to be on a Most Wanted show:alexis lol
24-Most likely to be a stripper: all of my girls!
25-Doctor: hmmm?
26-Teacher: ??
27-Stay at home Mom:???
28-One you'd travel across the world for:sam alexis and stephanie
29-If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best?: ???
31-Who would do anything for a thousand credits?: wtf.
32-Who has the nicest parents?: wendy!
33-Who is like your adopted sister/brother?:lexi
34-Who is the most like you?: lexi

{[ Love + Relationships ]}
1-Do you have a bf/gf?:yes =)
2-If not, do you have a crush?:..
3-If so, who?: ..
4-What about them do you like so much?:Its a very long list
5-How long have you known them?: I've known about him since like mid 8th grade
6.-What are they like?: wonderful
7.-Made you cry?no
8-If you're single, why do you think you are?:i'm not
9-Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: .....
10-Do you miss them (if you're not still together)?: no
11-Who is one person you've liked but NEVER said a thing?: no one
12-Who is the most beautiful person you know?: most of my friends in a different way, theyre all beautiful people
{[ Past ]}
1-If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: dating ryan
2-Do you have any regrets?:^^^
3-Last thing you said: uhhh
4-Last song you heard: uh i cant remeber
5-Last person you talked to: i am talking to sam and tony this moment?

{[ Present ]}
1-What are you doing right now?:doing this and thinking about getting something to drink
2-What CD is in your CD player?:Tool Mix
3-Are you cold?: kinda lol
4-How are you sitting?:i am sitting indian style in this cold chair
5-Is there music on?: no
6-What time is it?: 9:14
7-Where are your parents?: one at work and one in living room
{[ Future ]}
1-How old will you be when you graduate high school?:17
2-Are you going to get married?: 50/50
3-Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?:?
4-Are you going to have children?: fuck nah
5-If yes, how many?: zip zero none
6-What will you name them?:nonexisitent
7-Do you want to go to University?:?
8-Which college: haven;t chosen yet
9-What kind of job will you have:???
10-What's your expectations for when your 25?: colledge

{[ Have you ever ]}
1-Drank: ya
2-Smoked: .....
3-Skinny Dipped: yes
4-Prank called the police:no
5-Been followed, etc. by the police:not police no
6-Been high: no
7-Met someone off the net:ya
8-Been in a fist fight: no *sigh* they wouldn;t fuckin hit me back
9-Punched your sibling/parent: sibling ya i gave her a black eye
10-Wished you'd die: every other day
11-Tried to commit suicide: not intentionally no
12-Broken a bone: no
13-Driven illegally: no
14-Thrown things at your parents: no
15-Had parents throw things at you: no
16-Runaway: yeah
17-Filled out a survey this long?:ya

{[ Others ]}
1-Do you write in cursive or print?: print
2-Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrous: right
3-Do you believe in Gods?: ya
4-What do you think of rainbows?:fuckin annoying i dont like the colors
5-Do you have any piercings/tattoos?:My ears and i will be getting tattos around 2
6-If not, do you want any, where?: uh huh
7-What do you think of Eminem?: hhmm
8-Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: ?ya?
9-What do you think of Britney and Justin?:both weenie haha britany is retarted she married while she was drunk whut a moron
10-If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?:oregon
11-Do you drive? yea
12-Do you have braces or glasses?:braces
13-Like milk and cookies?: screw the milk i like cookies
14-Ever worn black nail polish?:yes indeed!
15-What color nail polish do you have on?: clear on finger nails and this ugly color on my toes i thought it was a red and its this pinkish purplish reddish shit i am color blind
=(
16-Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yeah a lot
17-What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: ?
18-Ever taken anything from a hotel?: soap!19-Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: yes i talk to him everyday
20-If so, for how long?: idk i dont time it
21-If not, why not?: ....
22-Do you think this is stupidly long?: good question, i think some of these questions r stupid but hey i'm bored
23-Did you like it?: sure, whut ever flips ur burger
24-Why/Why not: !?!?!?!

{[ Finish ]}
1-What time is it?: 9:24
2-What is the date?: still the same u piece of...
3-Why did you just do this?: bordom god damn it u asked me this question already wtf is wrong with u cant u remeber!!!!



I hope your doing okay Steph I missed you and I hope your okay, I love you.

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