Artificial Happiness

Artificial Happiness

:: 2005 17 May :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: crumbling/tired

I'm sorry that I wasted those days with a rat.

I'm sorry that I opened myself up so much for a liar.

I'm sorry that I still wait for his call.

I'm sorry that this might make me cry.

I'm sorry that I feel this way.

-jean

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Im-Sorry
[ lovedlessthanmost ]

:: 2005 15 May :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: accomplished

Give me three random colors
1. black
2. pink
3. purple
Your name is: Jean
You love: Matt...
You want: Matt and I to be together again
You wish: that everything would work out for us..
You have: a broken heart and no concentration
You need: my Matthew

I'm sorry that I got so emotional. I want things to work out so badly and I'd forgive all of your lies just to be with you again...I'd even stop being so insecure...I hope you call me soon like you said you would. :(

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Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 12 May :: 5.17pm

I'm sorry I'm not always there for you.
And that I don't pay attention all the time.
I really do care about you...
You just seem to be oblivious to that.

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect friend all the time.
And that I keep messing up.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong...
But it's got to be something.

Once again, I find myself... completely and utterly alone.
And I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself.

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im-sorry
[ independenttruckergrl ]

:: 2005 28 April :: 2.18pm
:: Music: Jet-Look What You've Done

I'm sorry for making you hate me.
I didn't mean to do any of that.

I really don't mean to hurt people on purpose.
Especially you.

I forgave you,
but can you forgive me?

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Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 30 March :: 11.02pm

I know it seems selfish to want him back here... But, I can't help it. I really wish he'd come back, but it would be so much worse for him.

Nothing can ever go right. And I'm sorry that I'm so selfish.

Give Me Happiness

Im-sorry
[ dabestyougot69 ]

:: 2005 5 March :: 1.41pm

Whats ur opinion
and yet another heart ache
crushed upon my heart
im wanting to leave this life
im wanting to depart

from something that i used to be
i only wish to go
some place that im wanted
where no one has to kno...

the past that i once lived
all the torment and heartache
when i think about the pain i felt
i slowly start to shake

what is it that im feeling?
u can never feel the pain
that i feel everyday
its nothing that i gain

i hate the life i live
im wanting to just die
because i feel so much pain
all i want to do is cry...

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Im-sorry
[ dabestyougot69 ]

:: 2005 5 March :: 12.35pm

1.Forest green
2.black
3.blood red
Your name is:Kelli
You love:to hate
You want:icecream
You wish:I was sane
You have:bandages
You need:

Give Me Happiness

Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 1 March :: 8.34pm

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I can't get my point across without hurting someone.
I'm sorry I've been so bitter and cold recently.
I'm sorry we chose such a bad time for this.
I'm sorry I miss you.
I'm sorry that I'm stupid.
I'm sorry that I do stupid things.
I'm sorry for ever hurting your feelings; For ever making you feel like less of a person.
I'm sorry that I'm ugly.
I'm sorry that you have to put up with me.
I'm sorry I'm a bad girlfriend.
I'm sorry for being a failure...

But most of all, I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself.

This is life, this is love, this is struggle, this is war.

--The Almighty Dana

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Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 1 March :: 8.24pm

Give me three random colors
1. Black.
2. Green.
3. Purple.
Your name is: Dana.
You love: John.
You want: To better myself.
You wish: I could be near John.
You have: Insomnia.
You need: Friends and music.

Give Me Happiness

im-sorry
[ paperheart ]

:: 2005 28 January :: 9.27pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Hope & Faith [on tv]

Give me three random colors.
1. Pink
2. Blue
3. Green
Your name is: Rebecca [Becky]
You love: Jacob :)
You want: to spend the rest of my life with the person I love.
You wish: I could be a better friend sometimes.
You have: Jake, Family, & Myself
You need: to change

Give Me Happiness