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2005 3 January :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: lil wayne - go dj
New Year
so my xmas was alright, besides saving some old ladies life... didn't get what I wanted but its cool Ill just buy it myself sooner or later.. Haven't updated in a long time. Been way to busy in real life doing important shit. So its a new year and time to reflect on the past. 2004 wasn't that bad I guess, coulda been worse, nothing really exciting happened to gloat about so nothing really to say. not really even in a typing mood.
going to play ball ... later
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2004 17 October :: 7.28am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Cherry Monroe - Gone
Notta Damn Thing
Sorry for the lack of updates, I haven't even really been busy, Just, not in a writting mood I guess, nothings new, not a damn thing. Minus the fact that someone I thought I knew and trusted lied to me, and the best was me catching her in her own lie. That my friend is one of the best feelings you can have. Jeffy and I went and saw "Team America: World Police" tonight, it was interesting to say the least. That movie offended every nation in the world in some shape or form. It also offended alot of other problems in the world such as AIDS, etc. It was deff funny and a go see movie
( jesus titty fucking christ )
hahha
on a lighter note and I got bored and did something stupid cuz I think Im diggin on a new chick....
check this out, I doubt Ill update it ever, maybe once in a blue moon or so
http://www.livejournal.com/users/garlaanx/
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2004 7 October :: 4.05am
:: Music: Cherry Monroe
Anything
I feel your eyes on my back
Making the attack
Its easier to stab me
When im not looking
How could you do this to me?
I feel your skin on mine
This is our last goodbye
The hardest part of letting go
Are the things i'll never know
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this when
I'd do anything
I'd do anything anything
For you i would die just
To breathe you
For you i would scream
Just to hear you
For you i would burn just to feel you
I'm dieing...i'm screaming
Til my last dieing breathe
I have fought till the end
Hear of ghost of truth
Het these words haunt you
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this when
You just turn and walk away
You just turn and walk away
And we fall
And we bleed
And we lie
And we cheat
I've been cut too deep
I've been losing sleep
Brought down to my knees
As i beg and plead
You just turn you back
Turn your back on...me
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2004 16 September :: 8.02am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: hello hello hello
work
so I quit my job at sony tonight, but on the happy side of things I flipped shit on my boss because he has no people skills what so fucking ever.... anyway, some girl decides she wants me hardcore style like. but the thing is, shes frickin already wit someone. like whoa.... but whatever, I can't frickin deal wit it cuz I want her badly but I am forcing myself to control myself.... shes kissed me, and I was in shock, but I did however like it..... but yet again had to force myself to control myself, so I don't know what to do about it and theres more details in it but I can't say everything on here cuz its public for christ sakes and don't wanna give out names.... so whatever ...
sigh
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2004 17 August :: 3.05am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me
Angel
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
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2004 16 August :: 12.56am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: MEST - Cheslsea
This song says alot ..
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong cause you've already left
And I hope that you miss me tonight
And I hope that you miss me tonight
A year ago we met
And I never would've guessed
That you'd mean so much to me
But those brown eyes drove me crazy
And at the time everything was going wrong
But you made everything seem alright
So now I wonder where you are
On this cold November night
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong cause you already left
And I hope that you miss me tonight
And I hope that you miss me tonight
I had to leave that night
Cause I knew something wasn't right
We held eachother as the night came to an end
But all I could think about was your boyfriend
If he only knew the things that you've done and said
And that you were lying here with me in this bed
Because I live so far away
Is why you chose him that day
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong cause you already left
And I hope that you miss me tonight
And I hope that you miss me tonight
Tonight I don't know where you are
But I know where you should be
So here I am all alone
When you should be with me........
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2004 7 August :: 1.59am
:: Mood: annoyed
What the Shit ....
shit like this pisses me the fuck right off ...
(http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=514&e=8&u=/ap/20040806/ap_on_re_as/japan_bobby_fischer)
so you don't want to be american anymore eh ? well fuck you, run to japan and get killed you fucking shit head. Who doesn't want to be american? I mean, wtf, we have frickin 1000's of spanish bitches tryin to get into our country TO BE free, and you want to run off to another country to not be free just because you think our laws are gay. Well, too tell you the truth, yes our laws are gay, but they keep things civil. Lets fucking go to japan though where there already overpopluated and try to cope with there laws.... lets see, in japan you can get your hands cut off for stealing. Sounds like a plan to me, lets all move! what a fucking moron .. to quote this little bitch
"I no longer wish to be an American citizen. Enough is enough," he said in a handwritten statement issued through his lawyer.
enough is enough and its time for a change !
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2004 28 July :: 1.02am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Finger 11 - Good Times
Woman of my Dreams
It really upsets me that people I thought I once knew really well, have faded to memories and lost notes in yearbooks. How hard is it really to pick up a phone to talk to someone just to let you know they still exist. It’s even worse when you think about that person on a daily basis and worry about them more then anything in the world. When the only person you would sacrifice your life for has ceased from talking to you, what do you do? Stop caring? Can you stop caring? Is it truly possible, because I have defiantly tried, and it’s not possible? Even when my friends tell me to get over it, and that it will get better, in the end, it never does. I’m sick of hearing the same excuse over and over again; you think you could tell me the truth for once? I thought we were best friends, I wasn’t aware that best friends hide things and cover up shit? You told me once that your really cared for me, did you really, or did you just say that to make me smile. I have said it before and I will say it again; part of me has died ever since you’ve been gone and I will never be the same. Even though you meant more to me then I meant to you its ok. There will always be a place for you in my shattered fragments of heart that I have left. All I really want to do is talk to you but you have ignored the life out of me and I really can’t take it anymore. I have enough stress right now with class and my 3 finals coming up. Just 1 word would be nice, 1 spoken word, is it that hard? Honestly? I am done trying to contact you, I really do give it, I don’t have the time nor do I need the added stress. I have had nothing but love for you, and always will be in love with you no matter what but I’m sorry, but it is finally time to say goodbye.
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2004 22 July :: 1.17am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: finger 11 - stay in shadow
Sigh
haven't wrote in awhile, been busy. passed my driving test, so now I can drive the ambulance ! w00 w00. been confused most of the time, mostly on issues regarding woman .... but you know how that goes... thought everything was going well and ya just get slapped in the face.. gotta love that feeling. 1 more week of class then I can finally relax and enjoy at least 2 weeks of summer.... pretty tired, been playin ball and golf alot. I should be in ocean city right now with my friend, but noooooo, couldn't go because of classes.. off to sleep I go to have a wonderful night of endless nightmares ...
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2004 26 June :: 12.00am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Velvet Revolver
Happy Birthday
Another year has gone by and its time to sit and reflect. It hasn't been the best year, nor the worst for that matter, but it was pretty bad. Dropping out of college and my mother haveing a minor heart attack were just the key points in the past year.. Ive learned alot of different things and some new aspects of life. Of course girls still suck badly and time can only prove that even more, I won't get into much detail but read a few entries below. So you may ask how today went. well, thats simple, fuck you. All my friends are out of town so I celebrated my birthday by myself. Went to class grumpy and late, came home and took a nap until 8pm. Then finally my friend bob called and wanted to go out to get some dinner so we went to Ruby Tuesdays and got some burghers, now all alone again, afraid to admit it, but missing someone really bad, and even though I am tryin to push my feelings back, I can't. So now im off to watch Bad'er Santa ( which I bought myself ) and get trashed but 1st we are going to rant for abit about this little fat kid named Nathan Smalara.
This fucker is about 4'5 and 200 pounds. So basically hes a short tubby fuck who is addicted to animie shit like a 3 year old would be. Sad thing is hes 19. I went to high school with this faggat for 4 years and hated him since day 1. Me and cappa would make fun of this tubby fuck all time for liking japan, we would sing that song to him, "turning japenees" all the time and he would get so pissed. Well someone told me this little bitch was having a sex operation and I asked him about it and he got all defense about it. Then I find out today about him postin in his "uber gay l33t journal" about it. (http://www.livejournal.com/users/lovnaru/)
well just one thing to say to you Mr. Smalara.
Why don't you grow up and get over this childish boy shit and get a real hobby. And when someone asks you a fucking question how bout you don't give them shit about it and just tell them how it is. Why don't ya jump on america's side and get over those fucking gooks, didn't we bomb their ass'es once already? in closing
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2004 24 June :: 1.03am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: velvet revolver
Fall To Pieces
this song explains tonight - yea, not much else to say
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
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2004 19 June :: 2.08am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: STP - Big Empty
Women are The Win
Today was an interesting day kids... to say the least hah, but lets skip the garbage, not worth me time
So on to bigger things, I know I vowed to never let anyone in ever again, well I broke that vow and have fallen for someone, and even though the feelings aren't mutual and prolly never will, I still have mass feelings for her and have since the high school days... well this is some of our convo tonight .. women ... grrrr
Kunta Kinte 31 (1:58:23 AM): so tell me
pupskitten121 (1:58:29 AM): i want you to know that i have been nothing but honest with you
pupskitten121 (1:58:47 AM): from the beginning
pupskitten121 (1:59:52 AM): from the bottom of my heart Im sorry if im a whore....or a tease
pupskitten121 (2:00:34 AM): Ive told you since you first said a word to me anything that I did not want to hurt you in any way!
pupskitten121 (2:00:45 AM): and I am trying not to lead you on so much
pupskitten121 (2:01:13 AM): I am a rediculous person
pupskitten121 (2:01:29 AM): and i am incredible sorry for that
pupskitten121 (2:01:54 AM): i also want to remind you that everything that i am saying is what im thinking and feeling right now
pupskitten121 (2:02:08 AM): like i told you......i dont want a relationship......
pupskitten121 (2:02:47 AM): i think in a way it scares me too much right now.....i guess its my shield and my way of trying to stop myself from getting hurt
pupskitten121 (2:02:50 AM): I dont know
pupskitten121 (2:03:24 AM): since we've started talking again you have been wonderful
pupskitten121 (2:03:37 AM): and lately youve been completely amazing
pupskitten121 (2:04:30 AM): the other night when you first came over......i really had a great time with you
pupskitten121 (2:04:50 AM): then you told me how you felt
pupskitten121 (2:05:24 AM): i was afraid as usual......like when frank and josh told me the same thing.....
pupskitten121 (2:05:40 AM): i dont want to lead anyone on and i dont want to hurt anyone
pupskitten121 (2:05:54 AM): i dont think ive been doing a good job at that
pupskitten121 (2:06:22 AM): then you seemed resistant to me saturday
pupskitten121 (2:07:23 AM): when i tried not to change my behavior like you thought i wouldve....
pupskitten121 (2:07:55 AM): the way youve been with me is completely amazing
pupskitten121 (2:08:24 AM): i never wouldve thought u wouldve ever been in bed with me
pupskitten121 (2:08:40 AM): and i never thought that we wouldve stayed up like all night just talking
pupskitten121 (2:08:57 AM): i havent had that in such a long time
pupskitten121 (2:09:13 AM): and it was great
pupskitten121 (2:09:19 AM): it made me feel really good
pupskitten121 (2:09:34 AM): before i fell asleep that night i started thinking
pupskitten121 (2:09:43 AM): and to tell you the truth......
pupskitten121 (2:09:48 AM): ive been thinking since
pupskitten121 (2:12:03 AM): .............
so, what Am I suppose to do .... sigh
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2004 1 June :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: Pissed The Fuck Off
:: Music: HIM - Razorblade Kiss
Oh Joy ! The Rapture !
O What a Fun Day !!
All I wanted to do today was to go golfin, but no, God laughed at me as he always does and threw everything in the way he could find. We went to Wallmart to get new balls then we head out. Get there and its packed, can't get on till 6pm, so we go to wendys and get some grub and chuckies daddy calls and says he can't go cuz he has to drive him to get their van and bring it home, wtf. So chuck said he would be back at 7 then we could go, but no, oh no, he goes to his soccer practice that he forgets about and to top it off it fucking rains.
Now to the good stuff. So one of my most dearest "friends?" , an ex-girlfriend to be exact, messages me tonight about how sad and depressed she is about this guy that she thinks she likes? but she doesn't know because shes a woman. So I try to cheer her up a little bit and give her some advice to talk to him, but no, she just goes off on how she can't beacause she doesn't know what he would think. The story goes as that "he", the man she likes, kissed her unexpectedly one night and now shes all gaga over him. wtf ever. So after fighting with her awhile I finally loose it and tell her that I can't talk to her anymore because I'm gonna flip shit any second because she won't listen me, oh yes, you guessed it the snuff was in long time ago for this event, cherry flavor at that. I told her that she should listen to her friends instead of dicking them over all the time. Now before I said that I knew she would flip out about it and be askin all kinds of questions. Little does she know that shes dicked me over for a lifetime and a half of uneventful things that don't even matter anymore, but now to bring this shit into it... oh how fucking great. If only she knew how much I really do care for her and that I just want her to be happy ... I was left wit this awesomeness
wild4life59 (11:35:00 PM): FUCK OFF
wild4life59 (11:35:09 PM): if this is how a friend thinks of me
wild4life59 (11:35:16 PM): since im such an idiot
wild4life59 (11:35:23 PM): then i dont need friends like that
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2004 30 May :: 12.12am
:: Mood: amused
Gooks
lol I was readin some news article and I found this one very funny. I guess the gooks are bannin a game because it wasn't correct ... go figure .. gooks who want to be correct .. read it yourself
China has banned a Swedish-made computer game accused of "distorting history and damaging China's sovereignty," by showing Manchuria, Tibet and Xinjiang as independent nations, state press said.
The computer game, "Hearts of Iron", made by the Stockholm-based games developer Paradox Entertainment, also showed Taiwan as a part of Japan, Xinhua news agency said, citing a censorship committee under the Ministry of Culture.
"All these severely distort historical facts and violate China's gaming and Internet service regulations," the ministry said. "The game should be immediately prohibited."
All websites are banned from releasing the game and copies of the game on CD-ROM will be confiscated. Sellers will be punished, it said.
Internet bars that provide downloads of the game or fail to stop surfers who download, install or play the game, will be fined or even ordered to stop business, it said.
Earlier this year gaming regulators ordered all copies of a Norwegian-made computer game to be pulled off store shelves after alleging it "smeared" China's national image.
"Project IGI2: Covert Strike" was accused of blackening Beijing and the Chinese army's image by featuring a freelance mercenary stealing intelligence and conducting sabotage in China.
The mercenary fights in the game are across three linked campaigns in the former Soviet Union, Libya and China.
With the popularity of the Internet, computer games have become a booming industry in China.
In 2002, computer games pulled in earnings of 910 million yuan (110 million dollars), according to a report by state-run television station CCTV's website.
Analysts predict growth in the industry will be enormous with rising demand and the improvement of the broadband network and domestic game developers.
China's previous attempts to control burgeoning Internet use has been targeted at politically sensitive messages or essays in online discussions forums, websites and emails.
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2004 27 May :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Staind - Zoe Jane
Awww How Cute
Today was a very very very boring day. No one was home. I didn't even wake up until 5 pm. Went to the Y to shoot and to my surprize there was no one there as always so I left unfullfilled. Played on the computer a lil bit. Pretty Boring Day .. It was Nice out However
On a Lighter Note Erica and I each got our own new pet today !!
My little guy is named Envy and Hers is named Maggie
 
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