Pocket toys
Yesterday was a fun day, after my lil' nap consiting of I think 2 hrs I woke up to find some IM's from Ryans cell on my computer saying that him and Helen were at Ben and Jerry's and come over and hang out all that stuff. So I called him up and said I was going to take a shower then head over there. Well my slow ass self took a bit long to get there. I took a shower answered some e-mails fed and walked the dogs then I finally headed over. We left Ben and Jerry's after a half hour or so and walked to Doc's....so hot....I was finally hungry and got some chicken tenders yummy, Helen just got some fries...and well Ryan doesn't eat. During that time there I tried to call my mom asking her if I could go to the movies with Ryan and Helen but she was asleep and not answering her phone (it was scary trying to call her). We leave Doc's then walk back down towards the beach, on the way I saw my friend Lana and I talked to her a bit. Helen had my long board so she was going to get there before us. Well we couldn't find her and it turns out she was already at my house waiting we told her to go to the beach cause I was going to pick up my paycheck. I go get my paycheck and Ryan said that they should go or they would miss the movies so they start walking down A1A and I got really sad. I start to go home and lo' and behold my mum calls and she was like "You look sad" I was slightly confused and wondering how she saw me and I said "Where are you?" she said "I just drove by you looked sad what's wrong?" I told her "Ryan and Helen went to the movies and I wanted to go" she replied "Why didn't you go?" I got annoyed and answered "I tried calling you to ask and you didn't answer your phone" pause no answer "Well go catch up with them" I smiled happily and called Ryan telling him to wait for me and I caught up with them. When I got there they were sitting on the street that leads down to Johans house and Helen tells me "Were going to Johans to see if we can get a ride" I was just like ok. We walk down to his house and Helen knocks on his door and his friends are there but no Johan. We hang out with them for about an hour waiting and he doesn't show up. Finally his mom comes home and they have to go pick him up and we had to leave. So we started walking again....We should have just walked in the first place but whatever. Helen takes the longboard and she is already way ahead of Ryan and I. It's such a long walk in the heat...damn knats. We start walking up the huge bridge and theres Jared walking towards us to meet us. We walk with him to the movies and Ryan soon becomes silent he was just really not in the mood to walk and wanted to get to the movies. We finally make it to the movies at like 8 I think. I've already missed the movie I wanted to see and we end up sitting in Toot sweets for like an hour. Cooper and some other kid were sitting with Helen when we got there. Ryan and I go to sit down and Cooper was like "Thanks for going to my friends house trying to get a ride" she said that all nastily (she was in a really pissy mood) and Ryan just says "whos idea was it?" and cooper says "I don't know" Ryan points to Helen and Helen even says "It was my fault" I don't know Cooper was really testy that night. I was also thinking that Johan was our friend too not just her's. We may not be that great of a friend with him like she is...in many ways, but were still his friend. Whatever. I sortof stopped paying attention to everyone and just payed attention to Ryan. He seemed sorta sad and I asked him what was up and he said he felt a bit sick. I asked him if he was hungry or not and he said I want chicken wings, I say from where and he says Doc's....I just sortof laugh like are you kidding. I asked him if there was a substitute he could have for chicken wings and finally I got out of him Ribs. So I ask everyone if we could to to Roadhouse and they say sure. We walk over there and I see some people I know that worked there then I saw Keira and Brandon and I said hi to them. We sit and order some drinks then Helen was like "We told Sparks to meet us at toot sweets" she calls him up and tells him where to meet us. He finally comes and Carrie was hanging out with him. Carrie is a really nice, cool, and funny guy. We eat our foodage and I told Ryan that I was going to pay for half of his meal cause he didn't want to spend all of his money I payed for my meal and all that good stuff. Were sitting there at the table and I look up and I see Peter, some random kid, then my buddy Michale who I haven't seen since 8th grade. I get up and he doesn't see me so I push him and he was like "Woah you got braces" I laughed we talked a bit and he thought I said Ryan was the milk man it was a funny conversation I laughed. I said bye to him and everyone went over to the arcade and played games for awhile. Jared and Carrie were trying to get those stuffed dolls with the claw thing...no luck. I finally ask Carrie if he could drive me home because during dinner my mum calls and was like "We just watched the Terminal are you ready to go home I can give you a ride" I told her "Our food is right now coming so no sorry" she said "Well just come home after your done eating" so I had no ride. Carrie said he would take me hom thank you Carrie. It was nearing towards 11...and I was getting a bit nervous. I didn't want to get home after 11 so I ask Carrie if we could go and he says yah. He took Ryan home as well. He drives me home and there was good music playing in his car. I say my goodbye's and thanks and enter my house. I wasn't in trouble. So that ended a good night, except Furcadia I played that when I got home it was kindof a sad game for me yesterday but I'm ok but not my charecter. Anywhoozles I have to finish getting ready for stuff I have to do today...wow this journal took me about a half hour almost damn. Well love peace and chicken grease!

-Chasmin-

Wow...special.
Well I just got back in from the airport...and I didn't get much sleep. There will be a very long journal entry coming soon to squishylover's journal near you (You can tell I haven't gotten any sleep). But yah when I find the energy and time...I could do it now but I'm too lazy, I'll write about my whole trip. Which was truly awesome. More on that later. I wanna see The Notebook...I wonder if Ryan will go with me, I'll ask him today.

-Chasmin-

She's got that shelf kinda ass the kind where you can display your chatchkies and collectibles on...
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY RYAN!!!!!!!!

Wow 1 whole god damn year since I asked you out...since you said yes. So many things have happened to us over the year, some good some bad. It was all worth it. Being with you makes everything worth it. I love you...god there aren't words to describe how much I love you, but you know that already. You've changed my life Ryan, and you've had an affect on me that no other person has ever had. Your always there for me. Even when your makin' fun of me I still love you more then ever. I like our little games we play and the random rules we make up just so it benefits us both (More me) But yah. I have fun when I'm refreshing your memory. You are so perfect in my eyes, and I wouldn't change an thing about you. Not even your shyness, you are amazing. I just love you and now I'm going to go take a shower so I can meet you at the beach and then we can see where our day unfolds.

-Chasmin-

Hypodermic Media?
Well today I get to hang out with Ryan all day cause he has a day off...I have to pack today for my trip to California tomorrow...doesn't that sound exciting. I'm actually pretty excited to go...I'm just going to miss Ryan of course. Last night my friend Sony told me that he liked me....that was odd. I don't know how he didn't know that I had a b.f. He had my spanish class with me, so he should have heard me talking about him...and I think I even mentioned Ryan to him. But were still friends so alls well that ends well. I need to go take a shower soon so I can get my lazy ass out of bed.

-Chasmin-

Mangoeygoodness
Grr Ryan's band's first gig is on Friday...and I won't be here to see it....I really wante to go too. But meh whatever. I'm sure they will do fantastic, and kick everyone elses butt and maybe learn a few things from the other bands. ::le sigh:: Wish I could have gone.

-Chasmin-

Mmm food
Well I was going to write about yesterday...but I don't really want to look back on that day. Ryan and I talked and got everything settled hopefully...most likely. Today I worked and now I am very sticky because I got sprite thrown at me...fun stuff. Now I'm at home chillin' and drinkin' some sangria (yummiest wine) and some green tea. Also eating a turkey club wrap so I'm happy. Well thats all for now. Toodles.

-Chasmin-

stuff
What went wrong...I'm so confused....I'm sorry Ryan...

-Chasmin-

doodly doo
My favorite love songs are by Edwin McCain

1) I'll be.
2)I could not ask for more.

-Chasmin-

Jesus CHRIST! Thats a huge ass picture...damn braces
Read more..


-Chasmin-

A tribute
An awesome musician died toady Ray Charles...you will be missed.

-Chasmin-

Early...for me at the moment

You are the Marquis Da Sade. Even stripped of
exaggerations, Your real life was as dramatic
and as tragic as a cautionary tale. Born to an
ancient and noble house, you were married
(against your wishes) to a middle-class heiress
for money, caused scandals with prostitutes and
with your sister-in-law, thus enraging your
mother-in-law, who had you imprisoned under a
lettre de cachet for 14 years until the
Revolution freed you. Amphibian, protean,
charming, you became a Revolutionary,
miraculously escaping the guillotine during the
Terror, only to be arrested later for
publishing your erotic novels. You spent your
final 12 years in the insane asylum at
Charenton, where you caused another scandal by
directing plays using inmates and professional
actors. You died there in 1814, virtually in
the arms of your teenage mistress.
You are a revolutionary deviant. I applaud you.


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Random e-mail from JessCee
The Poopie List


Ghost Poopie
The kind where you feel the Poopie come out, but there's no poopie in the toilet.
Clean Poopie
The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper.

Wet Poopie
The kind where you wipe your butt fifty times and it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear so you don't runie them with a stain.

Second Wave Poopie
The kind that happens when you're done poopie-ing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees, and you realize you have to poopie some more.

Turtle Poopie
The kind of poopie that pops out a little and goes back in a few times before it finallly comes out

Pop-a-Vein-in-your-Forehead-Poopie
The kind where you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke.

Lincoln Log Poopie
The kind of Poopie that is so huge you're afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the plunger.

Gas-sy Poopie
The kind where it's so noisy, everyone within earshot is giggling!

Drinker Poopie
The kind of Poopie you have the morning after a long night of drinking. It's most noticeable trait is the skid marks on the bottom of the toilet.

Corn Poopie
(Self explanatory)

Gee-I-Wish-I-Could-Poop Poopie
The kind where you want to Poopie, but all you do is it on the toilet and fart a few times.

Spinal Tap Poopie
That's the kind when it hurts so badly coming out, you swear it was leaving you sideways.

Wet Cheeks Poopie (The Power Dump)
The kind that comes out of your butt so fast, your butt cheeks get spashed with water.

Liquid Poopie
The kind where yellowish-brown liquid shoots you of your butt and spashes all over the toilet bowl.

Mexican Poopie
The kind that smells so bad your nose burns.

Upper Class Poopie
The kind of Poopie that doesn't smell.

The Suprise Poopie
You are not even at the toilet, because you are sure you are about to fart, but, OOPS---a Poopie!

The Dangling Poopie
This Poopie refuses to drop into the toilet even though you know you are done poopie-ing.


-Chasmin-

Woohoo!
Alright today was my first private drama lesson with this guy named Wayne. And honestly it was the most awesome thing since sliced bread! I don't know I was so pumped up and had so much adrenaline kicking through me in those 45 mins then I ever had during a show or voice lesson. He is such an awesome guy, and easy to talk to. I can't wait till my next lesson next week. We had to drive all the way up to Hollywood, so we shoped around there for awhile. We went to this pawn shop after lunch and I bought The Sims for PS2 for only $14.99 so that was kick butt. We headed back down to the Delray area, and stopped at...Hallmark for Fathers day cards. I went to books-a-million and bought a dream decoder book thing. I saw one of my old friends that I see around downtown...forgot her name, and Johan at Jersey mikes. He's working there again. After that we went to Wallgreens and I bought a new cosmo mag, good stuff. Now I am home....and I have to fix my bookshelf...not fun. Then I will probably schluff off and play video games the rest of the night. Well toodles!

-Chasmin-