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:: 2004 16 April :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: blank

ask me three questions. Anything you want. Then go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

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:: 2004 6 April :: 11.28 am
:: Mood: sad

well its tuesday morning, and i got the hickups.

anyway, i haven't seen lizz since friday night, and i miss her alot, i miss seeing her, i miss talking to her.

in other news, i feel asleep in the hot tub again last night.

and yesturday i got up walked outside, and noticed that chris best, was working on his car, so i hollered to him, i guess he don't have an air compressor, and he had a flat tire, so i filled them for him.

well thats my life, and if you don't like it, speak up.

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:: 2004 5 April :: 1.02 pm
:: Mood: calm

aight, if anyone doesn't like these lyrics, come over to my house and kiss my fat white ass!.


Aerosmith
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

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:: 2004 29 March :: 4.13 pm

well, today is monday the 29th, and today is also one month, that makes this the fourth longest relationship i've had since 5th grade, woohu!!! but who cares i love her

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:: 2004 26 March :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: Fuck the cops, fuck fuck fuck the cops

Well, whats happened in my life,

School sucks monkey balls really bad, i only wake up and go to school to see her, if it wasn't for her i would stay home every once and a while.

i got the cops called on me yesturday and today, it seems my bro's quad is to loud to have in the city limits.

well someone made me feel like shit with what they put in their journal, so they were sucessful with doin that.

but i'm outtie, peace!

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:: 2004 19 March :: 5.22 pm
:: Mood: flirty

ok, well this is my newest poem,

Together's all we need,
Through the hate filled world,
Let's walk together,
Only between us we speak.

Let's touch below the moonlight,
On the sand warmed by sunlight,
And we'll hold each other close,
All night we will be together.

Let's hold hands,
Down Chicago's blvd.,
While everyone walks by,
Together we'll stay.

Let's kiss in the basement,
While your parents are sleeping,
I won't leave 'til six,
In the morning we'll be together.

Your smiling face,
Reminds me I want you to be mine,
And I'm so much more than happy,
I'm in love.

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:: 2004 17 March :: 9.16 pm
:: Mood: I've never felt this Complete!

I'd never run away
At least not from you
If you told me you loved me
I'd say I loved you too

Forgive me when I feel doubt
This is not something I've known of
Sometimes I get nervous
When it comes to this great a love

There's nothing in this world
That can keep us apart
This life cannot be sweeter
when you're in my heart

I want this to be perfect
I promise that I'll always be true
Life cannot get any better
When its with someone I love as much as you.

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:: 2004 15 March :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: calm

well, as you all know, i recently got a gf, and i like her alot, and she likes me alot, and everyone can be amazed that a fat ass found a girlfriend that likes him for him, i don't care if you aren't amazed, and think i'm just a fat piece of shit!, well i'm a fat piece of shit with a girlfriend that i love, and that loves me and that i want to fucking spend a lot of time with!

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:: 2004 3 March :: 6.46 pm
:: Mood: content

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

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:: 2004 1 March :: 6.49 pm
:: Mood: happy

well i'm shocked, i finally got a gf that really likes me for me, thats awesome isn't it! well anyway i'm kinda happy about it! so whats up with everyone!?

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:: 2004 1 March :: 2.58 pm
:: Mood: blank

i broke, four days! thats all!

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:: 2004 29 February :: 6.17 pm
:: Mood: crappy

DarkAngel
You're as dark as can get. You like to laugh at
people, make fun of them, hurt their feelings.
You're in so deep, you'll never get out, and
you probably don't want to get out too. You
make the world a darker place. Better get my
flashlight...


Please rate ^^


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:: 2004 28 February :: 12.18 am
:: Mood: blah

Well... how's everyone life goin? mines goin pretty well, i'm goin back to the old me, so if you knew me in eigth grade, than thats the me i'm goin back to, i'm gonna try to make the best of eveything, well how's everyone else doin? anyone goin for lent? i am.

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:: 2004 25 February :: 8.29 pm
:: Mood: blah

I can't take it, i don't care if anyone comments to this one or not, but i can't take it i don't care who reads this or not! i can't take this anymore, my heart says i love her, but my brain is sayin no u get along with this other chick maybe she likes ya! i don't know what to do i'm not gonna do either, i'm gonna do what i used to be able to do, flirt and have it not mean a god damn thing!

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:: 2004 25 February :: 6.56 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Buring Bridges: by Garth Brooks!

BLAH!
well i was sitting in second hour, halfway through class, and noone other than kevin cuppet, (whats up kevin), walks up to me and is like wow jared i guess you really have feelings huh! i was like uh oh, but he just read my woohu, and kevins cool so i'm hoping with his expertise on chicks he can help me! so help away anyone and everyone, should i keep following my heart, even though i feel i'll never win?, or shall i say screw it and go for someone else that i'll find in a few days, if i haven't already found her?

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:: 2004 24 February :: 9.07 pm
:: Mood: confused big time!

Why does it seem so wierd,? it shouldn't feel like this, i'm losing my mind, i need to do something i wish i had my brothers quad here, i'd be offline and halfway outta town! i need some help! am i in love or what? i feel like i am but i don't know what to feel!

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:: 2004 24 February :: 4.28 pm
:: Mood: confused

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it
2. Am i loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression of me?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. Do you think i'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you think you know me?
13. When is the last time you saw me?
14. When is the last time you talked to me?
15. Have you ever wanted/needed to tell me something, but could'nt?
16. Do you think i would ever kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/ weaker/ staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything, and i would listen?
20. Are you going to put this in your site and see what i say about you



do this please

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:: 2004 24 February :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: confused

well i've come up with an idea! she don't like me, and never will for that matter, so why do i keep trying so hard, i mean i'm not even trying but yet i am, shes always in my head, thats how much i care about her, i fell asleep thinking of her last night, this time i wasn't crying myself to sleep over her, but i got to find someone who will like me for me, but that will never happen because look at me,! well i'm outtie, thanks for reading another rant!

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:: 2004 22 February :: 12.15 pm
:: Mood: kinda pissed

someone please help me! i don't know what to do, if she hadn't been there last night and he would have done that i fear that i would have kicked his ass and lost her, that is my biggest fear in life right now, losing her, her friendship, i don't even think she cares for me like i do for her, i know that she don't as much as i Love her. but theres nothing i can do about it, i can't take it anymore, if he does that stupid shit again, i promise i'm gonna end of flipping out and doing something that i will feel needs to be done, and regret it... someone please help me and tell me what i'm suppossed to do? i feel that i can't even tell her how much i like her, i mean she knows i like her but she don't know how much. somone, someone who is really good with this type of stuff, please help me i'm stuck, i've liked this girl for so long, i've liked this chick since the fifth grade, i was goin out with erin miller and secretly liked this chick. i feel shes the one for me, i'm scared, i came out that i liked her last year, and told everyone, but my stomach hurts twice as much, i barely know what to say when i'm talkin to her, i don't know what to do, it seems like she likes me but then she don't! i mean i think she likes me cuz she acts like it when her brother isn't around, but when he's around she don't act like it! anyway i'm just glad that i have her friendship and no matter what i'll be happy for her and her life! i'm outtt! PEACE... this was my rant!

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:: 2004 19 February :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: lonely

Alone
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


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