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2004 19 February :: 4.12 pm
:: Mood: Another Poem Bites The Dust!
I dreamt about you last night,
and the night before that
and every night since i've met you.
I dreamt you were mine
and mine alone
and mine forever.
i wrote this poem, while she was in florida, but the scary thing is i dreamt about her again last night! :(
I dreamt you where here
and always here with me
and always here together.
I dreamt that I held you
and in my arms i kept you
and in my arms you belonged
I dreamt that I kissed you
and that we kept kissing
and that it lasted forever
I dreamt that I loved you
and that you loved me
and that was all that mattered
But when I woke up, I was alone
and the tears started coming
and they came all night long
I went throught the day without you
constantly thinking about you
constantly dreaming about you.
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2004 18 February :: 9.36 pm
:: Mood: Another poem goes to hell!
Okay, well this is a poem i wrote for kelli, friday before valentines day! i seem to write a lot of poems about her, but i don't realize i'm doin it until i'm done! anyway, this is about kelli, i'm sorry its late babe, if you read this! I'm Just A Helpless/And Hopless Romantic!
Valentines day poem for kelli!
Girl, would you be my valentine?
It is up to you to decide
Deep inside your mind
An anwser you will find
Make sure it's not a lie
They only make you cry
The truth is what you must find
Look inside your mind
And you will find a sign
Your beautiful eyes shine
Why?
Whatever you decide
Happy Valentines Day!
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2004 5 February :: 9.09 pm
Well noone cares about me but hey who the hell cares, i'm just a fatfuck anyway, so anyway i guess i'm goin to swirl but i'm not sure what i'm gonna wear, i'm so damn bored and upset i just wanna play with a tourch and some solder, thats fun as hell, but hey i'm rambling on for nothing cuz noone reads my fucking journal anyway!
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2004 4 February :: 8.49 pm
Well i'm iffy on swirl now, i dont know what to do, i don't think a lot of people will miss me if i'm not there, i don't know though.... kelli needs to wear the red dress..., but i don't know after last night i don't want to go as bad, i only know of one person that would be dissapointed, britney, shes there for me, i wish i had a phone cuz i would call her, but i have no home phone so i can't call her, i'm always the one who makes the hookup between guys, and chicks,and i can't even help myself on that area, oh well, thanks everyone who tried to help me out, it means alot to me. well i'm outtie....
~Big Grindle
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2004 3 February :: 8.54 pm
:: Mood: angry
fucking crying over a chick!
Well, I'm Fucking done!, i've had no luck in the relationship department at all, and she just pushed me over the edge.. i'm not one to cry alot but i'm fucking crying AGAIN! over her.... now i regret running out of the dance after her and everything, i've been there for her, i've done stuff for her, i'm through with it. someone end my fucking life please? :'(
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2004 30 January :: 2.31 pm
*shocked*sad*confused*heartbroken* that about explains it..
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2004 23 January :: 10.20 pm
Well this is the second update today.. usually they are just short, but not this time.
I am tired of this shit i have to put up with .. i feel like no one truely cares for me, i feel like my cuzzin amanda is using me. she ditched me for a fucking stoner.. how pathetic. thats a bitch.
I'm tired of shit in general. i just want to fine a warm place where i can just sit and be alone and think to myself and listen to loud loud music.. somoene please help me..
well i'm done.. this is the longest entry i've ever had.. woohu.
*Big Grindle*
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2004 23 January :: 7.31 pm
:: Mood: crushed
well.. i was having a good day.. i great day infact.. until my cuzzin's gf started pissing me off.. now we are fighting and i'm tryin to make her feel better and she disagree's with me. screw this.
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2004 22 January :: 6.56 am
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY! NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where the hell is mike? he should come into town and go sleding... but not hurt himself like beaver did.. LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2004 17 January :: 9.18 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
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2004 17 January :: 9.08 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
Aight, for you that put you don't like me, if you don't like me why the hell don't you tell me huh? your not goin to hurt my feelings anyway. so just fucking tell me.. thats why i'm doing this.
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2004 16 January :: 8.44 pm
:: Mood: confused
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2004 16 January :: 8.33 pm
:: Mood: confused
Well.. my life is goin to hell, i have fell for someone i never thought i would.. i am gonna forget about shorty because yeah, and now i'm messed up in the head.. plans keep changing on moving and not moving.. i'm confused about life.. how's everyone else?
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2004 10 January :: 9.24 pm
:: Mood: infuriated
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2004 10 January :: 4.50 pm
:: Mood: infuriated
If you read my journal fill this out.. please.. i'm sick of the world.
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2004 10 January :: 12.20 am
:: Mood: Shitty As Hell
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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2004 10 January :: 12.09 am
:: Mood: Shitty As Hell
You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
get angered, but when you do get angry things
can go really wrong really fast. You are
generally very passionate in the things you do.
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What force is your soul?
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2004 9 January :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: Shitty As Hell
Your element is Fire. Wild and free. Your emotions
lead you everywhere. You are a very passionate
person, though sometimes forceful and
destructive you have a goal in life, even if
that goal is just to make it another day. Fire
consumes and purifys, it also protects. There
is always caution with fire because once it is
started on something there is no telling how
much it can destroy. Fire people have the same
tendency when mad you could be a candle burning
but if someone tips you over...
What's your element
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You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
get angered, but when you do get angry things
can go really wrong really fast. You are
generally very passionate in the things you do.
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What force is your soul?
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screw the world man.. i'm sick of this.. i can't get a girl i like.. i can't do better than stephanie davis, and the one girl i dance with at the dance my worst enemy cuts in and takes her from me...GOD.................................................................................................................................
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2004 6 January :: 6.46 pm
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2003 15 December :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: excited
Well.. the big 16 i turn sixteen in less that five hour.. yay... everybody is so happy... oh well its just another fucking day..
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