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:: 2003 8 December :: 10.34 pm
:: Mood: tired

too much to do, too little time
damn. u can tell it's almost exams cuz of all the homework. god. i had psych, world studies and lit to do tonite. i still have to study for a chemistry test, write a paper for keller, and do my sanocki project, not to mention the project i have to do for bertoia...but whats up with my procrastination? this (sanocki project) was supposed to be a semester project, but i somehow managed to squeeze it into 2 days. ah well, i think we'll do alright on it.

im so exhausted. ahhh. i need my sleep, yet recently i have been attaining very minimal amounts. *yawn* i cant wait til the half day on wednesday. nite all.

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:: 2003 6 December :: 11.53 pm
:: Mood: tired

floodlight was ok. dress rehearsal went better. i was slightly disappointed. im also kinda pissed that i didnt get a chance to see jessica. i havent talked to her in like forever.

justin will be gone for like a whole week! *tear* good luck on your trip! have fun!

im cold.

i got 6 service hours today for setting up for st michaels auction/dinner. easy hours. now i just need 2 more and im good.

im tired tho - so im out. cya.

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:: 2003 3 December :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

my career options
We had to take a career survey thingy today for senior seminar. It gave us suggestions as to what career(s) would go best with our personalities. They are listed below. (They are in order of most compatible).

1. Child and Youth Worker
2. Special Education Teacher
3. High School Teacher
4. Community Worker
5. Elementary School Teacher
6. Religious Worker
7. Daycare Worker
8. Probation/Parole Officer
9. Social Worker
10. Teacher Aide
11. Career Counselor
12. Gerontologist
13. Addictions Counselor
14. Clergy
15. Marriage and Family Therapist
16. Mediator
17. Professor
18. Dispatcher
19. Criminal Lawyer
20. Civil Litigator
21. Lawyer
22. Print Journalist
23. ESL Teacher (one who teaches English to foreigners)
24. Director
25. Art/Music Therapist
26. Recreation Therapist
27. Psychologist
28. Public Relations Specialist
29. Corporate Trainer
30. Rehabilitation Counselor
31. Police Officer
32. Sports Instructor
33. Receptionist/Information Clerk
34. Lobbyist
35. Correctional Officer
36. Corporate/Commercial Lawyer
37. Judge
38. Telephone Operator
39. Court Clerk
40. Lifeguard

OK...Those are my results. All fell under the " Human Services" category. Now is where you come in. I would like to hear your input on this and any suggestions/opinions. Thank you in advance.

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:: 2003 1 December :: 2.10 pm

more quizes before the bell rings...
Fun Drunk.
"Hey.. I got an ideaaa!!! Let's plaay striip
checkerss!!!!"
You are the life of the party and certainly have
fun. You are quick and witty, or at least
humorous when you are inhibriated. Everyone's
favorite kind of drunk!


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umm right...yea that isnt me but whateva - i gotsta go put up with keller's ditzyness...catch ya all later.

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:: 2003 1 December :: 1.59 pm
:: Mood: bored

quizes...
I AM::who i am
I THINK::about life
I KNOW::that im not perfect
I WANT::to be free
I HAVE::a family who loves each other
I WISH::that everyone would just get along
I HATE::myself for the dumb things i get myself into
I MISS::the close friendships i have lost
I FEAR::the future
I HEAR::everyone's advice on how i should live my life - but in the end, it's all up to me
I SEARCH::for a sense of how i am and what is my purpose in life
I WONDER::about the future
I REGRET::nothing - because it wont do me any good to regret it, instead i need to learn from it and make better choices
I ACHE::for love
I CARE::about life

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What makes you laugh?:cheech and chong
Who is your hero?:my mom
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?:one of my close friends
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:15 is a safe number
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?:the dryer takes it
Who do you blame for your mood today?:the lack of sleep i had last night
If the Internet were sex... I would:not be a virgin
Have you ever seen a dead body?:on tv...
What is something scientists need to invent?:a way to ensure world peace
What should we do with stupid people?:keep them...they make life interesting
Have you ever broken a bone?:yup...thx to my sister...
Do you watch local news? Why?:not really - cuz i dont have time
What happens after you die?:there is a funeral...
How big is your bed? Big enough?:its a single...and yea its big enough
How long do you think you will live?:til its my time to die

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#2 of how to scare your roomate: Every time you enter the room, sit in a chair, lean back too far, and fall over backwards. Laugh hysterically for about ten minutes. Then, one day, repeat the falling-over exercise, but instead of laughing, get up, look at the chair sternly, and say, "It's not funny anymore."

have a great day! psh... kinda hard with wilson...

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:: 2003 30 November :: 7.49 pm
:: Mood: blah

so thanksgiving was fun? psh uh no. things dont really excite me like they used to. like seeing my family. woo-hoo. not. it was boring. i slept a lot. ive been sleeping a lot lately. partly cuz im tired and partly cuz by body feels like sleeping. my cousin thinks im coming down with mono. that would suck.

oyea not going to christmas dance. dont feel like it. my mom's not that thrilled and wants an explanation as to why not. i jus dont feel like going. it just doesnt seem like itd be fun. i havent told manda yet tho. she really wanted to go. i havent talked to her in about a week. i need to call her.

got hot chocolate with melissa the other day. shes doing well - working long hours at the jail. she likes it tho. her grades are slacking tho so maybe she has to balance her time a lil more.

this week is gunna be so busy. floodlight every nite. oyea - and we are so far behind. wilson hasnt even seen ppl's outfits yet! ahh...then i haveta go xmas shopping and do two projects....psh.

#1. How to scare your roommate: Make brown-bag lunches for your roommate every morning. Give them to him/her before he/she goes to class.

(sry that was my random thought of the day)

im out tho. i'll talk at ya later.

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:: 2003 22 November :: 11.41 pm
:: Mood: bored

i gotta 22 on my ACT's. my mom's happy. i think she realized that im not as smart as my sister, seeings as she still scored 10 pts higher than me. it does mean, however, that i have to get at least a 2 on the science portion of my MEAPs in order to get MEAP money. :(

i met jami's family this weekend. i had a lotta deja vu. her grandparents are just like mine, as are her cousins. we had a ton of fun tho. one word: hallways. lololol. long story. :D

i got this letter saying that i was picked as a candidate for ms. junior america. i need to fill out the application within 10 days tho. (hehe cuz then i get a free t-shirt....i jus like the design lol.) my only prob is that i need a recent pic of me. i dont do pictures; i wouldnt even know where to start looking for one.

my hands are cold.

my senior pics are tomorrow and i still dont know what im gunna wear. bah i hate pictures. i just hope they dont turn out to badly, or else im gunna end up drawing a stick figure for the yearbook. sometimes i wish i was photogenic...

im out tho - latas.

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:: 2003 16 November :: 9.35 pm
:: Mood: blah

im sorry if ive been bitchy the past week or so. life kinda sux.

i dont know what is wrong with me lately. mom forgot to get my liver pills 5 days in a row!!! i can understand 1 day - but 5?!?! i would have got em myself but im a minor. plus i got guys harassing me. not really anymore, cuz i have figured out the secret to get them to hate me hehe.

i had a shitload of homework tonite. why do i procrastinate so much?

im gunna apply at spanky's (again). i know that the manager really doesnt like me but im gunna try anyways. cross your fingers for me.

i have nothing else to say.

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:: 2003 12 November :: 5.45 pm

What do you really think of me?

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:: 2003 6 November :: 10.04 pm
:: Mood: cold

random thoughts
pray for jamerlin.

i gotta 68 on my psych test.

i won an $100 gift certificate to the lakes mall. (it'll come in handy for christmas).

i worked 2 hours today at the nursing home. it's been awhile.

its supposed to snow tomorrow. ick.

i actually spent time on my chem hw and i understand it - yay go me.

farwell. i need to get my sleep. im gunna visit jami in the wee hours of the morning. cya.

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:: 2003 5 November :: 10.56 pm
:: Mood: in pain

my jamerlin WILL get better. pray for her.

bloodwork sucked worse than usual. first she couldnt get it positioned correctly, then she decided that one vial wasnt sufficient. and the entire time she kept moving it around. it never left much of a mark before, but there is one now. and my arm is sore as hell.

arthritis is kicking in again. beware - shitty weather again.

but im gunna go take somethin and go to bed. im tired and i actually haveta go to first hour tomorrow. nite.

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:: 2003 5 November :: 5.56 pm


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

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:: 2003 5 November :: 2.06 pm
:: Mood: bored

my jami's in the hospital:(

i gotta get my bloodwork done today cuz i didnt do it yesterday.

skippin floodlight tonite.

lotsa homework.

chem test and psych tests today - not good.

dont like long sentences lol.

bell rings in like 2 minutes.

off to keller's boring class.

latas.

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:: 2003 3 November :: 10.35 pm
:: Mood: awake

lalala - i was singing for u guys:D...hey its not nice to cover ur ears when ppl sing lol. yea im a dork in an oddly good mood. lets see, what do i need to do...tomorrow i need to get my blood drawn and stop at manda's to see her senior pics, then i need to call melissa, cuz it's been way to long. i think thats it (i only plan one day in advance lol). well im bored so i probly should go to bed. nite.

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:: 2003 2 November :: 10.22 pm

im determined ot get out of this rut. i dont want to end up living at home for the next few years. i dont want to wake up every morning going to a dead-beat job that i absolutely despise. i wanna make somehting of myself. i wanna help others. i wanna be independent. i think im gunna go to grand valley, stay in a dorm, and hopefully fall into a major that i love. but i dunno.

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