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:: 2005 21 September :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: bored

i always get yelled at for not posting...
You're a Free Love Kisser

Of all the kissing types, you've racked up the most experience
Kissing is no big deal to you - you'll kiss anyone you find hot!
It's easy for you to take the plunge and make the first move.
And you don't really consider kissing to be cheating!

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:: 2005 11 September :: 6.10 pm

the lions have actually made it to the second half still in the lead. proof that there is a god.

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:: 2005 28 August :: 2.29 am

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

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:: 2005 28 August :: 2.19 am
:: Mood: lonely

well kids, school starts in 2 not sure if im excited about that or not...with the exception of being able to see everyone again.

today was a wonderful day up until i was hangin out with my best guy friend abd found out that he has decided to join the marines. i want to cry. first paul, then georgie, then aaron and vinny, and now him. i realize that if this is what he wants, i cannot step in the way but i love him so much...i dont want him to go; to be torn away from me once again. it saddens me.

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:: 2005 23 August :: 12.06 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: nuthin but cowboy boots...

hey kids

havent updated in a while. i got my tonsils out 8/16 and was stayed at my ma's for a week to "recover". they still hurt like hell...but at least theyre gone.

school starts next week.

hailey is frickin awesome.

i really have nuthin to say.

i havent smoked in over 200 hours.

im bored.

i need a good job.

waitin for morgan to get done with her job interview...then off to lunch @ spankys.


fun stuff.

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:: 2005 10 August :: 2.59 pm

well summer is almost over. i have about a week and a half left at michigan's adventures. my tonsils come out next tuesday. and it's summer. what could possibly be better?

i decided that im gunna try to get a job at gerber's...spanky's isnt cutting it.

i have nothing really to say so i'll catch ya all later.

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:: 2005 25 July :: 12.02 am
:: Mood: shocked

this is horrid...thats what u get for bein honest

You are 38% pure!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 0% on purity
Link: The Original Purity Test written by corsecjedi on Ok Cupid

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:: 2005 24 July :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: bored

Birthday:July 6, 1986
Current Location:fremont
Eye Color:blue
Hair Color:"dark golden chestnut"
Right Handed or Left Handed:somewhat ambi...primarily right
Your Heritage:polish, irish, scottish,german, bohemian
The Shoes You Wore Today:tennies
Your Weakness:food
Your Fears:heights, thunderstorms
Your Perfect Pizza:bbq chicken w/ pineapple....plain mushroom is good too
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:to live to see my 20th not become a mommy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:mhm
Thoughts First Waking Up:im gunna be obnoxiously peppy today
Your Best Physical Feature:not sure...but sadly, probly my boobs
Your Bedtime:*shrug* whenever i get around to it
Your Most Missed Memory:not sure
Pepsi or Coke:pop is bad for you
MacDonalds or Burger is fast food...but bk is better
Single or Group Dates:dating is overated
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:yuck
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:yuck
Do you Smoke:yes...marlboro reds are beautiful
Do you Swear:america...fuck yea
Do you Sing:all the time
Do you Shower Daily:of course
Have you Been in Love:love is overated
Do you want to go to College:i currently do because someday i might regret not going
Do you want to get Married:want, yes...will i? probly not...i cant fathom the thought of spending the rest of my life with one person - i get bored way too easily
Do you belive in yourself:sure
Do you get Motion Sickness:not really
Do you think you are Attractive:i fall into the "ive seen better, ive seen worse"...lets jus say that ppl dont wanna throw up at the sight of me...
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:at times
Do you like Thunderstorms:no...i cry
Do you play an Instrument:maybe the recorder?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:other than perscription, subject to random drug tests
In the past month have you gone on a Date:i dont call them dates...i refer to them as "hanging out"
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no...only half of a tray...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:eww no...never tried the stuff...dont plan on it either
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:i dunno
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:me??? no.....;D
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:in my sleep...but im destined to die in a car accident
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:an adult
What country would you most like to Visit:the bahamas...i really dont good in america
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green?
Favourite Hair Color:sandy brownish blond?
Short or Long Hair:depends on if you can pull it off
Height:taller than me
Best Clothing Style:whatever you want...more towards preppy tho
Number of Drugs I have taken:weed and acid - im a good kid
Number of CDs I own:like 2 - im really not that into music
Number of Piercings:2
Number of Tattoos:none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:ive done a lot of stupid shit but i dont regret any of them...i learn from them instead


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:: 2005 19 July :: 2.03 pm
:: Mood: somewhat perplexed

welcome to yet another complication in my life
i am rh-negative. this means that my body lacks a certain protein on the surface of my red blood cells. if my baby's father is rh-negative as well, the baby is fine. if my baby's father is rh-positive, then my baby is in danger. my immune system will recognize my baby's rh-positive red blood cells as foreign to my rh-negative blood and will begin producing antibodies intended to destroy my baby's blood cells. chances are, the first pregnancy will not be affected. by the second pregnancy, however, the antibodies will have had time to grow in strength and number. Once the antibodies begin attacking, they can lower a baby's red blood cell count, which can lead to jaundice, anemia, mental retardation, and heart failure, among other problems. it can also be fatal in utero or shortly after delivery. which is where the rhogam shot comes in. the rhogam shot helps neutralize these antibodies, and thus saves the baby.

the downfalls of the rhogam shot...

1.) the shot neutralizes the doing so it also seriously handicaps the immune system.

2.) the shot is made from human plasma and carries a high risk of transmitting undetectable infectious diseases.

3.) the shot also contains a high amount of mercury. the mercury from the shot, combined with the immunizations that a child is required to receive, yields a gut-wrenchingly high risk of autism.

so...its either i have only one child, stand risk for my kids to have severe problems, or simply screen potential fathers. so to avoid all this jus gunna haveta screen everyone before i sleep with them. another annoying aspect of my life.

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:: 2005 7 July :: 7.27 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: wait (whisper song)

aaron came over last nite. i havent talked to him in a couple weeks. i miss the kid. he wanted to tell me that him and vinny had signed up for the marines - 8 years...5 active, 3 inactive. why does everyone have to leave? the leave in february. i guess aaron will be goin to the front lines. that makes me sad. i like the kid. i always will. but it was good to see him again. i had a happy birthday.

they sent me home from work today cuz my eye was still pink. im not contagious anymore and it doesnt look nearly as bad. thats ok tho...i didnt feel like workin anyways.

im gunna go find sumthin to do - cya.

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:: 2005 6 July :: 3.27 pm
:: Mood: chipper

random bitching
well it's 19 years old. big frickin woot.

tommy and amanda took me out to lunch even tho i have a develish eye.

ive been thinking. what is the point to all the shit that i do? is it really worth it to sleep around and get drunk every other nite? what benefit does it do for me? i dont do it for anybody else - jus for the hell of it. i quit smoking pot and shit like that...random drug tests at michigans adventures are to thank for that one. but why? why do it? i have no idea.

my ma is worried. she thinks that im not taking care of myself just cuz i lost 2 lbs in two days. who cares how much i weigh. i know i dont care. i eat when im hungry and i eat what i can afford...which pretty much consists of ritz bits and pringles. i like fake cheese. it's delicious.

i get to see my hailey gorgeous today. shes getting so big. she'll be 1 in a week!! i love that girl so much.

im gunna head out to my ma's pretty soon so im out - cya.

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:: 2005 5 July :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: blah

life is so confusing. i got sent home at 7:45 last friday nite for swearing at coleen. yet theyre pissed at me for not coming to work tonite (i got pink eye). yea life's fun like that.

tomorrow im 19. big frickin woot. it's my only day off, yet i cant really do anything cuz im contagious for 24 hours. my ma wants me to come over, but it would have to be at nite.

hailey will be 1 in two weeks. im excited for her. shes gunna have frosting smeared all over her. i love that girl.

anyways im out. cya.

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:: 2005 14 June :: 9.27 am
:: Mood: awake

im so tired of spanky's. i havent had a day off since last wednesday and they work me to the fuckin bone. it's annoying because, yes i need the hours but why cant they give me all 9-10 hour shifts instead of these dinky 6 hour ones. i guess i cant complain tho cuz im getting 30+ hours/weekly. i need to find another job but im too lazy.

speaking of another job. both me and manda got calls back from the good ol' michigan's adventures. its such a high school job, but money's money. manda's interview is wed, i need to call the lady, cuz im always workin when they call. if i get this job, maybe i can afford to go to school in the fall...seeing as how my other paychecks are getting accumulated for rent.

i felt like such a loser last nite. i always watch a movie before i go to bed. and the lucky one was 28 Days with sandra bullock. so here i am, laying on the couch in the dark, crying like a baby. *shakes head*

hailey's 11 month birthday was yesterday. she's getting so big. i love her so much. she's my world.

brandy gets home june 16th from russia.

birthday bash is saturday!
and im bringing a whole new meaning to the word albino.

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:: 2005 7 June :: 4.16 pm

well isnt it toasty warm outside? summer has finally arrived.

good luck jessa! god be with you!

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:: 2005 25 May :: 1.00 pm

life is starting anew.

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