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:: 2004 1 August :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: weird

well i went to amanda maxwell's for her dad bday party.. and she asked me to stay the night well i did and the girls wanted to be with stephanie *amandas sis*and so we all stayed the night there right, and ashley fisk was there also, well all of us were watchin scary movie 3, and we heard a door slam in there basement and no one was even down there...so me and amanda went down in the basement and i was like Hello..?and there was nothin and amanda looked at the door and is like *Heather look the door isnt shut all the way....*and i was like go upstairs now!and so we did and i was lke do you have a bat?? and she is like yeah a metal one under my bed.. so i went and grabbed it and we went back down therewell we looked in all the rooms and no one was down there.. so we shut the door all the way and locked it and we went up stairs....
well then like an hour later there was a bang and we were like wht the hell was that? and her parents were sleepin in there room so we were like what is goin on??
and amanda is like it was my mom she hit the wall ...in her room.. there bed it right next to the wall, i was like oh ok so then the rest of the liler kids went down into stephs room,so then we were watchin another movie and this is like 2 in the mournin then we heard an even louder bang an it shook the house it was like 100 pd weights bein dropped on the floor and we couldnt tell where in the house it came from so we went down stairs and we were like did you guys hear that?? and they were like yeah we thought it was you guys.. I was like omg...so me ashley and amanda went up stairs and were lookin out the window and this van like pulled up by chris's driveway, stops sits there and then goes again then stops sits there and goes again and then gets by the curve stops sits ther and goes and we were like what the fuck is goin on?? and we stayed at the window and it went by again with a spot light, then a cop went by and me and they other girls were like holy shit...and so we sat there again talkin and nothin happend after a while and ya know after all that shit happens we werent goin to sleep! and so we sat there and eventually amanda got tired and fell asleep on the couch and me and ashley were sittin there talkin and we didnt get to sleep till 6:30 am and then we got up at 10:30 am, we were up for a long time yesterday lol, we never found out what the noises were though, so...whatever byes!






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:: 2004 1 August :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: weird

well i went to amanda maxwell's for her dad bday party..and she asked me to stay the night well i did and the girls wanted to be with stephanie *amandas sis*

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:: 2004 31 July :: 12.29 pm

Goin To amanda maxwells house today, I'm gonna hang out with her...Her dad is havin a big get together for his bday so yeah it should be fun...I'll get my mind off shit that has happend to me so I will talk to you laters

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:: 2004 31 July :: 12.27 pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: whiskey Lulliby

shit happens
Hey everyone...well this week I have been so stressed out..I got into a fight with tim that I didnt wanna get into a fight about. And it made me feel really bad. I still wanna be friends with him but it seems he thinks that after bein a gf/bf relationship usually after words they cant be friends. That made me feel like he dont want me to be his friend. So i dont know what to do... And then my sisters are really startin to bug me too. Like last night i had my friends amanda and danielle here with me right? well we had a pizza and some ice cream just havin a fun girls night ya know? well than today (friday) they came home and they started yellin at me about how messy the kitchen was...and really it wasnt that bad there was the pizza pan and 3 bowls and spoons and some other silverwear and plates from when my dad was here when me an the girls went campin this weekend so really there wasnt a lot of dishes..so now i have to do the kitchen so its not that bad..but they didnt have to yell at me about it...and then they were yellin at me cuz me and my friends slept in there room last night they have 2 beds in there room and they are pushed together so i figure we could all sleep on the beds ya know cuz i only have one in my room...so rach yelled at me for that because we slept in there...and then she seen her dresser drawer was open that i guess had her money in there..and she yelled at me and accused me of takin money from her when i didnt so i just started cryin cuz I didnt do anything ya know and they just yell at me about it. And then I caugh my damn neighbors who are 11 n 13 (boys) and they were spyin on us! i was like OMG Get outta here! and yeah i have not been havin a good day today. it sucks so bad and i have a headache on top of that so woot woot! NOT!

I also got into a fight with janice she was tryin to break my friend and her bf up. and sayin that autumns bf was sayin shit behind her back when she wasnt. So idk But i am to stressed out so i have to go ttyl

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:: 2004 31 July :: 12.22 pm

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:: 2004 16 July :: 1.30 am
:: Mood: confused

I broke up with Tim.

Found out he is More sensitive that a girl.

If he is more sensitive than me that really bad.

solved problems with amanda autumn and kelli.

started a prob between autumn and kelli about Tony.(kellis bf)

gotta solve that.

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:: 2004 26 June :: 11.17 pm
:: Mood: excited

Hey everyone! whats up! Not much here...well Today was like SO AWESOME!!! I got to see Tim today...He picked me up around 8 am, and we went to Denny's and met his masters arts friends there...they ate and then we left and went back to Tim's *Home Sweet Masters Arts* we played games and had a good time, one of the guys made me fall but i just laughed about it and Joe helped me up...we left from there and went to get Katie...we got along great she was so funny! I loved her!! lol. then we went to the store, got lunchables and went to the zoo park...we ate our lunches and then went in...Trish dressed really good as her character! It was great! every one was lookin at her weird! lol! After that we went to the mall that was the best part! We went in and started standin in line at the elevator...and they went in one by one seein if ppl would stand in line...so i went down with walter and then we watched eveyone come down and then started pointin at the ceiling and ppl were lookin i was laughin so much though! Then we ewnt walkin and acted like we were tripin over somethin and this guy actually went over there and was lookin at the spot we were tripin on...lol! then we played *Invisable* Uno but no one really seen us...so then when Mark came walkin out..me katie and lesley were like OMG your on that one show CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPH!!! then he went runnin and we chased him lol it was great! then we went and ate at Max and Ernie's er somethin like that! and Katie was like Tim I want to sit by Heather!! and i was like woah!! lol and tim was like fine...so i scooted over by katie and then Mark was like Fine i see how it is!! lol i was like wow ppl like me here!! lol. then Tim brought me back up to cedar...and we went to amandas house and he took a lil nap!! lol aww! then we sat on the bed and amandas sisters were there with us lol while amanda was puttin lights up. So yeah it was an AWESOME day! lol well I will talk to you all laters!



~**Heather Renee**~

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:: 2004 23 June :: 12.16 pm

So here i am sittin here and my sister is actin like a retard. seriously! anyways I am goin out with A guy named Tim now...he is 19...and its been a week and 5 days since we started goin out...so i am happy at the moment...i'm still not talkin to my mom...:( i dont know why she is doin this....oh well.

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:: 2004 26 May :: 7.15 pm

weird!
OK i was just lookin at the *who paid list* and someone payed for mine....I would like to know who and thank them...that was really nice...not necessary but nice. WELL if you get back to me that would be awesome! so Ill talk to you laters!

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:: 2004 22 May :: 12.47 pm

Well thought i would update....i was just goin through some of the journals i have made and wow....what a life i have ANYWHO in april i went to NY that was a lota fun...if you wanna know more ask me about it...I just been hangin with DJ Autum and Trisha in which i LOVE ALL OF EM>>! lol anyways Umm yeah I hope you guys dont miss me to much lol if you wanna read more of my journals on another site its.

www.xanga.com and my name is torndownthecenter

well i guess I'll talk you laters! love you guys byes~

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:: 2004 5 May :: 5.37 pm

damn its been a reallllllllllly long time since i have updated well alot has happened but i dont feel like typin to you guys so i hope you have had a good life so far....byes

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:: 2004 11 April :: 1.48 pm

Well I am here again....and I'm so bored...oh by the way....HAPPY EASTER! lol anywhore...I g2g not really i just wanna...byes

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:: 2004 10 April :: 6.44 pm

Hey ....well i guess its been a while since i updated....umm i wont be on woohu anymore..instead i am goin to Jen's site...at least its free! lol jk idk...anywhore ill talk to you all later and ill miss you....ill keep comin in untill it wont let me but for those of you who did care.....I love yas!

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:: 2004 7 April :: 10.36 pm

well i guess I wont be havin my woohu journal anymore....cuz im not paying 2$$ so anywho byes

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:: 2004 3 April :: 9.31 pm
:: Mood: indescribable

well this Thursday i went to ashleys house along with.....Jared, mike, chris Jourdan, kevin, cory,Kylie, and of course me and ashley. well omg it was a blast.....we had soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!! lol but yeah thats all ill say. byes

By the way i dont think anyone cares but i am putting this in for my record.....its been 6 months since i last went with my mom.

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