friends | profile | guestbook

am i correct to defend the fist that holds this pen?

recent entries | past entries

:: 2005 8 June :: 12.45 pm
:: Mood: blank

Like richard always says...
hoooooly bannana.

its been a crazy long time.

figured i'd update just for the hell of it.

i wish it was february again. it would be nice to go back in time. that way i would have 5 months left here instead of 5 weeks.

man is it going to be a cry fest when i leave. i think it will mostly be me who will do all the crying. just because im the only girl.

"my boys" don't know how much im going to miss them. i just can't tell 'em in words.

leave comment

:: 2005 15 February :: 3.59 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: old school music...crazy dude

wow been a while. Mostly been updating my lj instead. No one comments on this one any more so what ever.

we have a shit load of snow. nice but cold.

but yeah, im bored as hell.

4 comment | leave comment

:: 2005 21 January :: 9.43 am

nothing ever works out.

i hate my life.

leave comment

:: 2005 13 January :: 6.26 pm
:: Mood: FREEZING!!
:: Music: my chemical romance

really cold here in the basement! brr!

huge german test tomorrow that i tried to study for.i give up.

Where did richard go? hes not home and i want to hang out! i think hes at martin's.

I want to be at martins! i <3 martin!

leave comment

:: 2005 10 January :: 7.57 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: only ashes - something corporate

everyone left me. im here. all alone. like always.

leave comment

:: 2005 10 January :: 1.11 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: my chemical romance

ice skating cancelled due to my cousin lack of reading skills.



leave comment

:: 2005 9 January :: 12.59 pm

up at ohlssons till 4am.

richard+ohlsson+music+me=crazy good times.

leave comment

:: 2005 7 January :: 11.45 am

blah. well. after the last entry i went with Richard over to Martin's and hung out. we watched 'the grudge'. it was creepy. Martin sat next to me because he kicked richard off the couch ha ha.

Then day for ice skating has been moved up till sunday, so Martin can join. he has to go.

yesterday i went to my cousin's for dinner. it was great fun to hang with them.

today i have to do a shit load of work. this is going to be great.

leave comment

:: 2005 5 January :: 5.45 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Dane Cook

man. soooo bored. going ice skating tomorrow instead and then im going to my cousin's for dinner. i wish richard would take me to do something so i dont have to do all my 'homework'. i hate german. gah.

man im hungry too. my aunt has her 'friend' out there. i can't bother them either apparently. bah this sucks! can't she go to his house ever??

leave comment

:: 2005 5 January :: 1.19 am
:: Music: brand new

i've got it bad

Martin is soooo hot. I like him alot. this sucks.

Went with richard up to ohlsson's and hung out. It was fun. We went to Joakim's for a min and Martin was there. We all started walking back twords my place and we all ended up talking for about and hour or so. it was great fun. Joakim was asking a bunch of questions and stuff. Martin came back to the house with richard and me. it was fun. we looked through my senior yearbook, great fun. i heart Martin. Richard went to bed after thatm but Martin stayed and talked to me for a while and he wants me to make him a scarf. thats great. he left a couple of minutes ago. man. *drools* i got the pictures back of him and richard in tuxes. wow. i really hope this works out. he is sooo great.

1 comment | leave comment

:: 2005 4 January :: 4.52 pm
:: Music: Good to know that if i ever need attention all i have to do is die - brand new

Brand New = Love
new icon. new layout.

leave comment

:: 2005 2 January :: 3.17 pm
:: Music: Jaws theme swimming - brand new


Holidays were pretty good. Not much snow though, which sucks.

ok New Years Eve. Jess and i made mini pizzas, watched movies, listened to music, and drank bacardi. We had it pretty good. All dressed up and no where to go. So...we stayed up and what not and were chillin' when Martin, Joakim and this other guy brought home Richard who was completely wasted, around 1am. fun.

so. They helped me for about a 1/2 hour and then they left. Thats fine, since that was the worst of it. Martin stayed 5 min longer than the rest and said that i could call him if i needed more help and what not. I was up till 4am with Richard. It wasn't fun. Hes really heavy, well i think so anyway. Now that hes sober, hes really greatfull. He didn't remember me at all, but that figures. That was the first time he got really wasted and he said he wasn't going to go that far again. Good too. I can't stay up with him all night again. But i would do it regardless.

I got pictures of Martin and Richard in their Tuxes. Wow. I told Martin how hot he looked. It was great. I think he might suspect something..hehe. Richard will talk to him about it. :)

riiiiight. ok. thats about it.

2 comment | leave comment

:: 2004 28 December :: 2.13 pm

and its off to stockholm i go.

leave comment

:: 2004 24 December :: 12.58 pm

Martin, Martin, Martin.....


leave comment

:: 2004 19 December :: 7.58 pm

Jess is here! We are going to have lots of fun. wee!

1 comment | leave comment | Random Journal