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pinkpenguin (profile) wrote,
on 11-16-2002 at 12:07pm
Current mood: like shit.
Music: The Goo Goo Dolls.- black balloon

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i hate myself.

i hate the world


and i hate just about everyone in it.


i wish that there was a switch you could just turn off or a plug you could just pull out to end your life. without the fucking planning of it.

im sorry, i am so fucking sorry . i didnt mean to do anything. i feel like a total bitch already. i am a total bitch. yeah, i'm already sure of it. i swear it will stop. it has stopped. god i'm an asshole.

please dont hate me.

ps. I hate my mother and I wish so damn much that I could drive and just leave I'm so sick of everything.
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unwanted

11-16-02 1:20pm

I don't understand the situation, but I'm sorry. I love you.

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joslyn_julia

11-16-02 2:20pm

Be happy don't you frown Put on a happy face :D
Cheer up Jess
Nothing is worth killing yourself.

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Tabletop

11-16-02 3:37pm

I also have no clue as to what your talking about, but suicide is not a godd thing. How could you live with the guilt of us being sad once you die?

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Tabletop

11-16-02 3:37pm

I also have no clue as to what your talking about, but suicide is not a godd thing. How could you live with the guilt of us being sad once you die?

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spud

11-16-02 4:59pm

i'm not gonna sit here and tell you suicide is bad, and drugs are evil.

but if you want to talk, give me a call or something. or after school or whatever. most days i could probably hook you up with a ride home instead of the bus if you want to come over and hang out. we can talk. or not talk. we could sit there and stare at the ceiling. i do that a lot. just please give it some serious consideration. the offer's there.

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