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| cowsgomoo!!! (profile) wrote, on 2-20-2004 at 4:35pm | |
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| okay, so today after school i was in a really akward situation. it sucked......... and in a way it was good. what was good was that it made me think....... i've gotten into the habit of not thinking and just acting on instinct....which i suppose is good, but its not me! lemme explain: so, after school today i went to the band room to do nothing important (like always) and robuck doesnt show up. all of us who were there were getting semi-pissed, because when you deprive a band geek of band its like withdraw!!! but anyways......yeah, robuck never showed up. so, i was semi-mad. but i lived with it. i walked around with roman and angie for a little bit. it was nice.....i guess. we talked about band crap for a while, then they stopped to talk to someone by the gym, and i left. i went to my locker to get something from my locker. then, i saw mr. young. pretty cool teacher, he said i did good on my test, and blah blah blah. well, by this time it was like quarter to three, and i was bored, so i asked him if i could use his phone. he let me, and i called my dad......who............wasnt home. so, i went back downstairs to the doors and saw roman and angie there. i sat down with them and talked to them for a while. then angie left. so, roman asked me who all i made out with on the trip, which really bugged me for some reason. i mean its not a big deal, but its none of his buisness. and then, none other than lisa walks by. so, roman......being the ass he is decides to call her over. we started talking and then he asks us if this was akward. i mean she hasnt talked to me since the trip, i mean, yeah it was!!!!!! well, we both said no. then he was like aww.......i was trying to put you in an akward situation. what a fucking friend he is!!!! now's where the thinking part comes to play: while the three of us were talking i realized that i like her!!!! and now that she has dustin theres no reason for me to!!! why couldnt i have realized this before?! damn it im stupid!!! i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!! but yeah........ oh, michelle, im sorry about lunch. please dont hate me!!!! -me |
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m&ms487 | 02-20-04 6:46pm Maybe i do....
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jim9nin | 02-20-04 8:15pm If Roman made you think maybe is a good friend unless you hate to think then he'd be your worst enemy. O well if i go on any more i'll just confuse myself so i'll leave you with a case of semi-confusion. |
| cowsgomoo!!! | Re:, 02-20-04 10:04pm no, he didnt really make me think.... but it was his fault. so, i guess in a way it was him.
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| Big--Grindle | Re: Re:, 02-21-04 1:30pm did i not tell u, i knew you liked her rob, anywho, don't give up on her, even if you don't like her like i like like kelli, just don't giveup, i've learned that, and for a while i told everyone that i stopped likeing kelli, but i never gave up, and now things between us are better than ever. so just don't give up man, i'll talk to you later! |
empath | 02-21-04 10:49pm alright. i read it. and i think you should stop writing about me so openly. i think we should talk, but not this way. |
| cowsgomoo!!! | Re:, 02-21-04 11:03pm get on msn please |
daddyslildiva | Thouest Parched, But I fear the wrath of Ad. Committeen upon me (long story), 02-22-04 1:04pm So interesting this "rob and lisa adventure" I heard about it a while ago, but yet, it was so much better coming from you. I offer advice, Move slowly! The makeout/stradling sessions probably weren't the best way to start off this oh so fragile relationship, but thats what you did, so make sure from now on you take it slow. I promise it will work indeed. Scouts Honor.
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