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tubularchick88 (profile) wrote,
on 3-1-2004 at 6:57pm
Current mood: Urg
Music: Sorry 2004
Subject: Blah!
Im such a mess...i cant choose between love and hate...its horrid! I just want to shake an 8 ball and choose whatever it tells me to! Urg! The worst part is he doesnt even know...he thinks i still hate him for what he did to me, and i have amazingly forgiven him because that is just how much i care for him. But some good has come of this, ive gotten really close w/ another friend who is great w/ complements! Ive been getting lots of complements lately, i dont know what the deal is. Ive been listening to rap......i never thought i would say that again, but the worst part is thats all i have been listening to! Gawd i dont want to have to pack to go to Washington to say good bye to family. And yet.....im still happy. Except i dont wanna go to the gyenocologist! Urg! Oh well....thats consequences i guess....still worth it! LoL Byes!
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andi

03-02-04 3:20pm

take time on this. confusing and sometimes horrid yes..but u will get through it.

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tubularchick88

Re:, 03-04-04 12:20am

i kno...but i want more of an opinion than that please. what would you do?

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andi

Re: Re:, 03-04-04 10:49am

I would think it through over and over....I would let him know that I don't hate him for starters. Personally, I really don't know what i would do, but I would try to c whats in my heart which is kinda hard. then if i don't know, I would use the damn 8 ball!

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Gimpy

Re: Re: Re:, 03-04-04 7:03pm

Why did you have tah go tot the Gynocologest person.....I know what all happened and all but what was the spacific(sp?) thing?


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yellowchicki

03-05-04 3:22pm

Dang girl you have guts for telling your parents!! I would never ever LoLz!! Well, I agree with what Michelle says. There really is nothing you can do to get over him, it will just take time. In the mean time you can hang with us LoLz!!

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