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moonshinehommie (profile) wrote,
on 3-23-2004 at 11:43am
Subject: it's 50 degress and im sitting in a rotting room on a computer when I could be out there enjoying the fresh air!!

I really can't stand they way the wind on branches outside a window can tease you so bad that you just want to rip your hair out...because you know that you are not ALLOWED to be out there...Geez with only 38 more days left in this school you would think that I would be a little more optimistic but really I can't stand being here and every miniute passes as if it was a whole entire day wasted.

yesterday I felt as if I would die if he wouldn't touch me and then when he left my house I took a bath and nothing helped I couldn't make myself feel better then I cried....I cried because I couldn't be with him at every moment of the day....what is wrong with me....and then I have this emptiness in this body that I don't know what it is all about...I think I do but im afriad if I say it somewhat aloud that it will come true so it I guess is my own personal secret that only me and him can know...

Jessa where have you been there are no postings....are you okay??

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jessa_lynne

03-24-04 2:09pm

post post post

i'm posting my little butt off.

(i don't have the internet at home, so the school computers are my only hope.)

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moonshinehommie

Re: MOvie for 3???, 03-26-04 11:36am


Jessa i've decided if it's still okay that I would like to go to the movies with you guys...it would be nice to go somewhere without eddie you know.....alright see ya tonight..

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