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sandatthebeach (profile) wrote,
on 8-18-2004 at 11:01pm
Subject: Band Camp
I want to just curl up in a ball and cry. I hate this...I feel so _______ (<--- fill in the blank)

I'm just disappointed by everything and just poop on a stick. I realized today how much I'm gonna miss the guys in band. ::Sigh:: During Star Spangled Banner...the trumpet dude didn't hit the note and I could feel my eyes wanting to tear up...and then for Hey Baby, the tuba kid didn't play and I was so disappointed. ::Sigh::

I should just give up....yeah? Yes. I realize...there's no chance that it'll ever happen and it's because of the way I am. I don't know waht the fuck to do anymore. I try...I really's just not in me I guess...I wasn't born with it and it must be a natural talent then. ::Sigh:: School shouldn't start...I don't want it to anymore...because this means that I have to see people and I don't want to see people anymore.

I'll go "read" now...that's I think the 3rd day in a row I've said that that's exactly waht I'm gonna do. I'm screwed. Why do I do this to myself?

The bad week must be rapidly approaching because I'm super pissy right now. Blah.

Maybe I'll just go to bed instead....I have to wake up early tomorrow....around 6:30 so I can help the incoming freshman get lost....I mean learn their way around the school. So bye.
Always, Sandy
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dont forget..., 08-20-04 12:09am

hey, hey neil i wanna knowwwwww if i can be your whore...yea that one too

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