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wierdo (profile) wrote,
on 8-26-2004 at 11:24pm
Current mood: crushed

Ya know......i've learned that relationships are just not my thing. Its like learning a new sport not knowing anything about how to play. I don't even know who i am anymore. I thought things would work out with me and her, but i guess i was wrong. No matter what, i always dig myself a whole that i fall into. It either gets deeper.....or i get smaller. I'm always being walked on. I've been crushed more times than what i wanted to. And its such a horrible feeling. I thought i was a good guy to be in a relationship with. It turns out me and relationships are like the same sides as a magnet. We repel. Relationships are just a conquest in life. A challange that everyone must face. A challange that i can't overcome. A challange that i'm not going to face for a long time. I put myself in these situations that arent meant to be. And i think its about time that i stop doing what i want......and start doing what i feel.

I'm sure none of this makes any sense to any of you. So dont bother reading.....

Kevin
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brokenmentality

08-27-04 9:31am

dont rush it. high school relationships are shallow anyways, and look what they always end up in.. hurt.

maybe god has other things in plan for you life right now... like golf, or work, or something that you cant even grasp right now. he has that perfect girl picked out for you, hes had her since the dawn of time, so dont it. take your time, enjoy highschool and dont worry about it.

its not worth the hassel, you're a good guy.... just stop being so down on yourself.

and you never know, maybe it'll work out with this girl, maybe it wont.

pray about it. thats the BEST advice anyone could give you.. just pray about it.

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brokenmentality

im a moron., 08-27-04 9:33am

dont rush it*

your life*


i think thats all of them....

*sighs, how do i pass english.

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glitterkisses

08-27-04 11:45am

I'm sorry Kevin.

I hope I didn't make you too mad when I told you those things, hopefully we are on ok terms?

ehh

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