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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 11-7-2005 at 12:52am
this is a ridiculous day. i come online and no one is in a good mood. im frustrated wiht mushroom...he says things that should not be said, or maybe could be in a joking manner but are said so often, you wonder if they're just a joke anymore...

then q is upset cuz he cant pay for college cuz his mum wont next semester, which may just be a threat but scholarships...i wont let him make the same stupid mistake jill did.

zak must talk to someone or they will die...that's all i got.

justin's thoroughly confused as to why mushroom doesnt like him...and i know why but he's not on, so i cant tell him. i guess ill text him...

i cant intern anywhere in the city because i dont live down there i have to find scholarships and such so that my parents can help plus a job...or two...

in other news, zack and i both got the job at express...

um...i guess thats it...sad, eh?
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goose

10-11-05 2:32am

wow, you really hate everything about me dont you? Well im sorry that i wasn't selfish enough to ask my parents to pay $25,000 for me to go to school. I know everyone thinks my dad can pay for it because you've all been to his house and you all know he has money. My step mom got cancer 2 years ago, and she has had 7 operations in the past 2 years for numerous reasons, and in that time they lost their insurance, and it costs a lot of fucking money! and she cant even work for another 9 months. Ok? so stop fucking judging me on things you know nothing about! just fucking stop it!!

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mudpiegrl

Re:, 10-13-05 8:25am

it wasnt judging. jill, i was proud of you for wanting to go to columbia so badly, and how much you were willing to do to get the school that you wanted to go to. its only 16,000 without dorms, and fafsa is required to give you money, just as it is everyone else. then there are scholarships. no one can actually pay for college without loans and such. sally mae is one that both my brother and i have to have.
there is no hate toward you in this at all; am actually disappointed and sad that you would give up something you wanted so much, because, for what you want to do, you really need to be motivated to do whatever you can to succeed because there's such crazy competition.
i actually dont hate you at all. you asked why i was mad and i told you; what happens from there is your choice.



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