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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 10-29-2005 at 2:06am | |
| Current mood: disappointed |
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| Today was bad, and I know that’s no excuse, and so I’m sorry. I mean that with all sincerity. I know you don’t understand though. I wish you did. You don’t understand the fact that your existence has been an experience like that in Alice in Wonderland. At first, I curiously peered into the hole that stood before me. The cave was dim, but soon, sunlight came and I could see the cloudy room. The haze blurred my vision so much that I bravely took a step blindly. I assumed it would be a short fall: that what would come would not be a fall at all, but a decrease in height. I thought I would merely be standing in a puddle of water. I found I was wrong. I began to collapse quickly, and the hole lightened up, but only to the depths that I had fallen. A few times, I questioned my journey and grabbed hold to my slimy surroundings, gripping that which was trying. Reassuring myself, I allowed my swollen fingertips to loosen and plunged hopelessly once again. I rejoiced in the freedom of the descent upon release, which was quickly passed in the monotonous hope of a malleable landing. Of course, at the times of greatest hope, the light dimmed darker and I feared that I would not land, but stop falling and find myself shouting in fear at the roots of a tree, being awoken in a real world. However, the plummet continued and still does. I fear the light will dim once more and I will feel only a miserable rousing from an enchanting dream of tumbling freely. |
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loserxdork | 10-31-05 11:33pm I'm sorry you are feeling this way. If you ever want to talk you can IM me on AIM (yourkissisdivine). I'm always on and up really late usually so you can try me at any time. |
mudpiegrl | Re:, 11-01-05 1:22pm oh, thank you. |