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brad (profile) wrote,
on 12-16-2005 at 11:57pm
Current mood: Pondering
Subject: The times, they are a changin'
Well, Tony and I are in Florida. The trip was long, tiring, but well worth it. But right now, we're on another vacation, on..vacation. We're on our way to Key West. Chad(uncle) just decided today that we should just lvea tonight and head to key west. We're staying in a hotel right now, its pretty nice. We're going there for two days then heading back to clearwater and doing much more then, this vacation is going to be the best. My uncle was talking to me and I feel that somethings might be changing. He said that he'll send me to school to be a bar tender because Jason and him are starting up a bar and all that. The only thing is.. I'll be moving here. I know that it kind of prevents any particular events from happening. I cant stop thinking about how much that would change my life. But then I was thinking about my future and it seems that if I take this on, I will never hurt for money, work, happiness, or new things. There are things that make me hesitate, one of them is my cousin, Mike. I really dont want to leave him, but I have a solution in the works. I plan to fly to Michigan once every two months to see everyone and all that. I know this is a pretty heavy change in my life, but I feel that I need this. Nothing is official, I'm thinking about this option right now. If I do it, it'll probably happen within the next month or so.

Anyway, while I'm here, I am going to be earning money, golfing, riding jetskies, fishing, touring the ocean in the new boat with the local dolphins, fuckin around in the Keys, and and filling in the gaps with as much as I can. I want to make this little vacation the best. Starting tomorrow, the rest of our adventure will be video taped on Chads camera. He's going to make dvd copies for us, so that's pretty cool.

I hope ya'll are enjoying your snowy weather, I'll enjoy the white sand beaches and nice weather here :D

Well, I'm sorry if this hurts anyone to read..I'm not out to hurt anyone, just trying to make a real difference in my life.

Later

Bradley
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skife

12-18-05 12:36am

you shall be missed bradless.

I want to see the vacation DVD's though!

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moomoo

12-18-05 10:38am

I wanna see that DVD 2!

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anachronism

12-18-05 4:26pm

It doesn't really hurt anyone, but me and you know that.
However, I don't matter to you anymore. And you know that as well.

I don't want to talk to you anymore or have any contact with you.
It's not to be mean to you or whatever. I just can't take it anymore.

It's funny how we meant "so much" to eachother at one point and now I am nothing to you. Whatever.

I'd rather have you out of my life than sit around and wait for nothing. Once again I am not saying any of this to be a bitch or selfish. It's just... you're not the same person you were and I'm sad that I lost you. It seems all you care about is how much money you have and that's very sad to watch. But, I guess whatever makes you happy works for you.

Have fun in Florida.

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anachronism

12-18-05 4:43pm

Oh, and before you move away and start your wonderful life you still have to pay for the furniture that you got from Keith and Staci.

And let Phil know that you're not gonna keep the committments you made for the band stuff.


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spud

12-18-05 6:08pm

sometimes you need to cut ties for awhile and just be "free".

and you might find that "free" really isn't as unrestrictive as you expected. then again, of course, it might be the best thing you've ever done.

i figure you'll regret it if you don't do it, and spend your life wondering what if. which isn't cool.

so, good luck, and godspeed. but i don't think it's really goodbye. :)

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