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Jacqui-Chan (profile) wrote,
on 7-31-2006 at 10:15pm
Current mood: crappy
Subject: I dare you...
My goal: don't talk to him (at least not by choice) for a month. Until school starts basically.

How long it will last: Hopefully the whole time... but probably not since I feel like breaking it right now.

I really hate this. I'm so sick of hurting. So sick of feeling like she's better than me... like I'm not good enough. I try to tell myself that I'm too good for him. I try to tell myself that he never treated my well anyway.... but it doesn't help. I still feel like this. I still feel like shit. I hate this. I've never had to do this before... and I do NOT want to do it now.
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lisa3019

08-01-06 3:46am

time heals all.. really.

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banana

08-03-06 11:45pm

it looks like you can't tell me everything but you can post it where everyone can read it.


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jacqui-chan

Re:, 08-04-06 12:01am

When have we talked for a long time since Monday, huh? Never. I was at work, then you had to work. I didn't have time to tell you. And BTW... very few people read this. I didn't know Lisa did until she commented on this. I just get my feelings out in here. It's easier to do that BECAUSE no one reads it. So chill out. I didn't get a chance to talk to you yet. But I will.

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