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chaosdecrepit (profile) wrote,
on 12-6-2006 at 1:26am
Current mood: contemplative
Music: space monkey - Placebo
Subject: we're sewn together
he's born to mesmer

With Malcolm's quote of "dating you meant nothing to me", as well as shit he's said to other people and myself, I have concluded that he never cared about me and was only "with" me to try and manipulate me into letting him fuck me.


Not only does this make me feel like shit to mean so little to my first "boyfriend", but I'm angry at myself for not kicking him to the curb.

This does not restore my lost faith in humanity.

I'm done my classes for winter semester, except for a final on Thursday that I have not begun to study for. English Lit, ugh. I should probably go to sleep or something but I think I'll sit in bed and watch The Omen.

Today I slept until noon... Probably because I was so tired from pulling the all-nighter to write that 1800 word essay on satire of Shakespearean characters in Goodnight Desdemona (Good Morning Juliet).

I'm going to watch the Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo anime soon. That has me a little excited. And I return home on Monday. Hopefully there is love there waiting for me.
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12-06-06 7:24am

My faith in humanity isn't so much lost as utterly dead, with a rotting corpse. It's not even a zombie.

Would you like me to go after this Malcolm with a shovel? 'Cos I can do that.

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Re:, 12-10-06 10:01pm

He is a whiny little bitch.

I think if you glared at him he'd cry.

I made him cry thrice.

I love the death glare that only females are capable of, don't you?

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Re: Re:, 12-10-06 10:20pm

Apparently I'm too cute. I glare at people and they ignore it. It just doesn't work. On the other hand, if I give them the broken hearted "you just kicked my puppy" SD-chibi emo look, they melt and will do whatever I ask of them.

Except for a few males who I know, but then I just look at them and go "What sort of male are you to deny the request of a teenaged female? Also, if you do it, I'll give you some tin foil."

Regardless, I'm slowly becoming more and more sadistic. Making them cry is just so fun. A part of me feels bad, but everytime someone is stupid, that part of me gets a little quieter...

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Britbritbrit, 12-06-06 10:24pm

Don't be jealous.. I'll looooove you!

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Re: Britbritbrit, 12-10-06 10:00pm

You make systolic pressure surge in my heart.

I plan on making a cross-country trip sometime in the next couple years. If there are no qualms from my travelmate(s) or you I would like to dip down and see you. Have tea or something. Oui?

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