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2006 29 June :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Fucking job.
Fucking life.
I hate this.
My birthday wasn't great at all. I got 3 cards. No hugs. ....nothing?
I hate myself for failing Bio... now I have to take summer school which cost me 300$ right out of my bank account- then for cancelling my criminal report appointment I have to pay an 80$ fine.
This sucks.
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2006 4 June :: 8.43am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: 'Stars Go Blue' - Tim McGraw
Rob's coming home from Toga today... He went up there for the weekend to visit his mama and whatever. I miss him! I'm making him Rice Krispy Treats! I hope they come out good... You know, I'm not that great of a chef, even with something as simple as that. Lame! That's ok... it's from the heart. I mean come on. haha.
One week of school left!
June Sched:
June 13: Last day of school (For me, anyway)
June 17: GSMHA Horse Show - Triple Judged
June 18: Chammings/Cloverleaf shows
June 20: CAVITIES GETTING FILLED- Wisdom teeth out? Scared!
June 24: Casey's Eq. Center Community Service
June 26: Camp Starts
June 27: My birthday! 17 much?
June 30: My brother's Birthday, turning 18, Camp ends.
July 1: Party at my house- Giving pony rides and such. Great!
Busy busy mother fuckers- Btw, I got a new cell phone... Same exact number though, so don't worry about changing numbers... Just give me a mother fucking call! Thanks! 908 797 2825
♥
Soon.
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2006 1 June :: 10.36am
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: I'm gonna love you like it's the last day of my life...
Finals start next week, here's the lowdown:
Full week of school this week- Finals on Friday, hour 7 & 8. Bio and US History. Then Monday I have English finals and I come home. Tuesday Algebra finals, come home. Wednesday I'm not going to school because I don't have any finals that day- and that's it! So Tuesday is my last day of school, which is good, because I really need to focus on my horse shows now that Summer is just about here.
*sigh*
I love my life most of the time.
Lots of things have been going on- Robert (Boyfriend) moved down to NJ from Saratoga, and I love his company. He lives at my house, for the most part- Works locally as a bank teller. I'm trying to make his living here as easy and stress-free as possible for him, but it's tough! With all the shit going on right now I feel like I can't give him enough attention- or at least the attention he deserves. Another reason why I can't wait until finals are over so I can just relax and love my amazing boyfriend and do whatever I want to do for 3 months. I know he loves me and I love him more than anyone in my life right now, but I can't help but wonder if he thinks I'm ignoring him sometimes. I can't help it! I have to get through this school year and I have to focus. I love that man, and I swear to you, he is the one that I want to marry.
Whoever dated him in the past and let go of what they had sure as hell missed out. He is an amazing guy and I could never let him go. I love him so much.
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2006 2 May :: 2.56pm
Getting there- almost done with school, less than a month to go. Then you'll have plenty of posts from me and won't know what to do with yourself because there will be so much literature! So much literature!
Dear God, I'm too old for my age. Does that make sense? I'm too far ahead for where I should be at 16. Whatever.
Keep riding, keep breathing, keep living.
{}-{} 3 Barrels, Two hearts, One Dream {}-{}
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2006 2 January :: 7.33am
:: Mood: mellow
I'm so in love. ♥
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