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2008 18 August :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Everybody loves Ray?!
Respect, or not?
Just back from Crystal's house/new fandi meeting. It was eventful and not at the same time. I'm kinda tired now, but now really. I think it's a heat thing.
87 degrees F is NOT okay at 8:30 in the morning. NOT OKAY.
Fuck you, global warming.
I've been trying to get ahold of Jon for awhile... I want to talk to him about important couple things, but he's not picking up. I assume he's asleep, with makes me emo. I want to get some things in the open. Hate to do it on the phone, but not really another option at this point...
~Nee
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2008 17 August :: 11.32am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: "Der Exorsixt" by E Nomine
I hate being attractive.
I cried alot last night.
I wonder if I'm the only person who thinks the way I do? I hope not, it's very discomforting to believe one thing, and be totally offended by it while I'm being told that it's not a big deal by the man I love, and continue to love.
I moved my rings to different fingers while I was upset. That's how upset I really was. It probably wasn't fair, but it happened. I'm not sorry about that bit either.
They got moved back after talking for awhile, so it should be okay.
~Nee
PS: Crystalland trip soon.
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2008 15 August :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Teevee
Bringing uo the beat down.
I've been wanting to change my woohu for awhile. I don't know if I should... I mean... I really want to keep all of these memories... but still I also want to put them away and just... yanno... be done with them. I guess what I want to say is that I might want to let it go and not go back.
I got on the birth control patch today. Friday is my offical patch day, it's all very exciting. Children are just so not for me. <3
Still totally devestated about Jon moving out. I feel so disconnected from him now... sigh. That's life I guess.
Shoova is finally coming back to Boise next month. I'm like... so beyond excited about that. I haven't seen him in years. <3 <3 <3!
C asked me if it was going to be akward, consitering that I was like... head over heels for him back then. I told her what I told the last person to ask me about it: Nope. Shoova has Moro and I have Jon. We love the people that we're with, and there would be no reason for us to bring up past feelings. We are just plain friends now. Which is more than enough for both of us. <3
~Nee
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2008 13 August :: 12.11pm
so i'm happy, but bad stuff keeps happening.
mel's car needs a coolant resivior, it leaks. she keeps trying to pinch my nipples, and it needs an alternator now.
my car still needs the right heaterhose and tierod ends.
box's b-day this weekend, wedding next weekend, i'm going to be so broke for the next month or so, anyone know of anywhere that is hiring?
just to end with something happy, melanie makes me really happy (when she's pinching my nipples)
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2008 13 August :: 1.29am
:: Mood: crushed
Fuck.
Ew. Jon and I are back to living apart. This sucks. I hate that I was so cranky with him the past few days.
I hate that I can't sleep next to him anymore.
This sucks.
~Nee
The One Acid Trip That Got Hugh Hefner Where He Is in Life
College guy #1: So then I was like: "Whoa, that's a giant fucking bunny."
College guy #2: Dude, are you high?
College guy #1: ...yeah
College guy #2: Wanna go to the zoo?
College guy #1: Do they have bunnies?
--Washington Square Park
Overheard by: Angel
via Overheard in New York, Aug 12, 2008
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2008 6 August :: 4.10am
things are going amazing.
nuff said.
thank you kayliegh for pushing me into this.
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2008 4 August :: 1.56pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Home is where you can sleep in peace. Good thing I can sleep under desks!
Just got back from Fandemonium. It was... - waves hands and searches for words to describe it all -
...Priceless.
There were amazing people, friends I didn't know were so close, and people that respected me. Honest to fucking god... respected me. There were annoying people, and assholes, and a really disgusting two hours I'll never got back... but it was my home. For three days I was was finally fully home.
Now though, I'm home for real, in the arms of my wonderful Jon and his beautiful smell and feel. The way he wakes my up with kisses on my shoulders and the warmth he makes up for in bed. The way he curls up with me to sleep, no matter how much he wants to stay up for the rest of the night, the way I feel when I smile and know he's there for me.
After this weekend, I'm tired and exausted, and sore. Through all that, I'm happy though, and content with myself. The restlessness I felt before... it's there... but the beast has calmed itself and curl away to sleep for awhile. That makes me happy too.
Ahhh, happy.
~Nee
PS: Happy Clam On A Pancake.
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2008 4 August :: 12.48am
some anon posted this, i'm still laughing.
9th grade:
My first sexual experience that actually involved nudity. While we're fondling each other, she asks me if I like Diet Coke.
Me: It's allright.
Girl: Well, I LOVE it. How 'bout you go get me a bottle of it?
I go downstairs and grab a 20 ounce bottle from the fridge. When I return, she says it's too cold.
Girl: How 'bout warming it up...by rubbing it on my tits?
So I began to rub her vigorously with the bottle. Soon enough, she asks me to shove it inside of her. She really enjoys it, and so do I because I KNOW that, with this girl, I'm definantly going to get off. That's when it gets crazy.
She rips out the bottle, opens it, and begins filling her VAGINA with Diet Coke. I swear, she nearly empties the volume into her VAGINA. I had seriously underestimated this VAGINA's liquid retention volume.
Girl: YOU LIKE DIET COKE?!?!?!? OH YEAH OH YEAH DRINK IT FROM ME!
I was noticebly freaked me, but I did want to get off, and I didn't want my first load-blow to be into 18.7 fluid ounces of a 0-calorie beverage. I began to go down on her, until she said the exact wrong thing.
Girl: OH YEAH, DRINK IT FROM ME! I'M THE KOOL-AID MAN! OH YEAH! OH YEAH!
I don't know how she did it with 16-year-old voice, but she sounded exactly like the Kool-Aid man from the commercials. I glanced at the wall, half-expecting him to burst through and over me a fruity beverage. I was extremely turned-off. She could tell, too. As she sat up to see what was wrong, she twisted her body in such a way that Diet Coke shot out of her VAGINA and all over my face, chest, and groin. And it was at that sticky, low-calorie moment that my parents chose to pull into the driveway.
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2008 30 July :: 3.32am
box will appericate the stuff they sell on this site.
http://kalecoauto.com/index.php?main_page=index
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2008 29 July :: 4.59pm
also, i'd like to say
I can ride my bike with no handlebars....
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2008 29 July :: 4.56pm
don't know what to do right about now.
no regrets though.
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2008 27 July :: 9.06pm
party in newaygo was kind of a flop, everyone was passed out at 11:30 ish and it was a bunch of people younger than me.
andy called me around 12 and i met him at his g/f's place just acrost the river, i got there and fell right asleep.
next day we "did some wheelie's on the thumper" and then went tubing down the little muskegon river, i'm beat now. so yeah, probably hit the bed early tonight.
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2008 27 July :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: crushed
Oh rainy day, come this way...
We didn't end up going to goddessfest. I was/am really disappointed.
/sigh
So much for improving my life, huh?
In other news Fandemonium is comming too fast. Way too fast. I'm pretty sure that the one thing that I wanted to get done ISN'T going to get done because the person with the information is not sending me said information.
Oh well, at least I can't take the blame is it's wacky.
I will anyway. Customer service is like that.
~Nee
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2008 26 July :: 7.42pm
TO THE WOODS!!!
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2008 26 July :: 3.28am
do you ever wonder why you save things from the past that should have been disposed of?
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