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2004 12 May :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: angry
why.cant.you.see.what.you.put.me.through.
i'm crumbling, everything i touch or think of turns to ashes...stay away from me, ill just hurt you in the end.
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2004 11 May :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: my stomach hurts
:: Music: trapt
today we got to learn the under the board walk song in spanish, it was so cool =] but i forgot the words because i suck at spanish.
ooooo last night me & erica & chelsea went to the everblades game.. it was fun =} we got to sit next to the anchor for wink news or something!!! he's wife got mad at him in the beggining and they left but than they came back.. i was listening hehehe. oh and we saw mr. flory.. he is still mean, he wouldnt let us whatch the band practice.. stupid!
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stefoffanie
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2004 11 May :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: mest-rooftops
I just woke up yayy...i was very tired, I was suposed to go to some latin rythem club at school with ash-leigh but she didn't go cause we didn't have a ride home so we didn't go :(..whatever, dance isn't really my thing ne way art is :) :)...yeah so last weekend was pretty fun, well atleast friday night at the movies was.....but were not gonna get into that, then saturday me and ash-leigh hoplessly wodered what we would do all day. so we decided to walk to subway..cause were pimps and subway is cool, then my dizz-ad came and picked us up and we went to the mall for a little shopping...thats always fun. then we came home to my house and ashlie had to leave shortly after, then i demanded to my dad that he would let me go driving...and he was like no my back hurts...so i was like wahh and i sat on the computer some more then a little while later he came out and was like ok lets go..i was sooo happy, he drove to prime time Video then i was liek can i drive now so he let me drive all the way to home depot in south Ft. Myers, then to the wall mart next to it, then when we were done at wally world he let me drive all the way home..it was exciting concidering that i have only drove like 3 times before that and im not even 15 yet....woot......then sunday was mothers day...blah, church then brunch at Brixz, but then i got to drive home from Brixz...fun :)...now im listening to Lost Prophets, Shnobi Vs. dragon and it reminds me of that hoobastanl and lost Prophets concert and the huge pit that opened up in this song it was soo fucking crazy, and those stupid ass preppy chicks that me and ashlie decide that we would..hmmm...*Mosh* with even though they werent even moshing but we decided that it would be fun to kick there ass's, lOts O fun ;)....Yes Indeed
yesterday i went to Rays house :). when i got there he gave me a shirt that he got me at the blink 182 and Taking Back Sunday concert he went to. its Bright green, My favorite color and it says Taking back sunday on it, i felt all special and stuff...
Im bored, i have a lot of home work to do...kinda and i have to go run so i think that will be all for now...oh yeah tomorrow im finally getting my hair colored for real, i even have an appointment..*!!!YAYY!!!*
Ok, bye everyone..
~~Stef~~
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daisymae
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2004 11 May :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: taking back sunday
you people make me laugh teribbly hard.
to my bear: you can get through this emo time of yours, you can.
muaha. my day kicked. im doing a whole lot of nothing in most of my classes and its amazing.
kisses
-emolay
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2004 9 May :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: scared.
:: Music: garbage.
words ill regret saying tomorrow...
i thought i could handle this.
i thought i was strong.
i hate not knowing. i hate feeling like this and saying these words.
maybe its done, maybe its not.
i fucking hate this.
i hate loving you but i live to love you.
i love you and thats why its so hard.
i cant handle this much longer but i have to. its better than the alternative.
xoxo.
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daisymae
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2004 9 May :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: get up kids
this is the first time in a while that i havent felt completely alone. its weird that a bunch of people i hardly know can make me feel more welcomed then my good friends.
tonight kicked.
kisses.
happy birfday to my lover, bear.
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2004 8 May :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: bored
okay, im updating. last night was so dumb!!! k;fjgdasidjf;sdf. I went to the movies with erica, chelsea, and this girl lauren because I thought we were actually going to see a MOVIE but no. Chelsea is retarded and kept walking around. But than carols friend? drove us to target even though we could have walked like two steps and we were there but oh well were lazy! and i got my mom a mothers day card =]. Than we went back to erica;s and i left my shirt there i just remembered, poo. heheh. oh and i left my bracelet there too ah. but there was alot of people at the movies i havent seen in a long time.. but im still never going back to the movies unless i am going to actually see a movie..........................yas. and now im working on this project for my dad's office that is going to pay me 100$! woohu =D
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daisymae
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2004 7 May :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: lost
:: Music: tv
there are some things in this world that make me want to cry and not believe in anyone or anything anymore.
theres feelings of hatred and regret that i cant stop anymore. its so hard to find the good anymore. i want it to be like when we were litte, happy. i never want to have to grow up from what i see, its too fucking hard
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daisymae
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2004 5 May :: 2.23pm
:: Mood: torn
so hmm...i dont know.
last night was good. my kite and some people made me smile. i needed it too. and i had nice conversations with some neat kinds of kids. i kiss lots of people muah.
im so in mrs.millers class waiting for lou so i can make my kite. I LOVE LENNILE as deep as the oceans.
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2004 3 May :: 5.22pm
fuck patience
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2004 2 May :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: grateful.
:: Music: deftones.
i have the most amazing friends. i am very grateful for every single one of you. thank you all.
xoxo.
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daisymae
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2004 2 May :: 5.34pm
:: Mood: hating
:: Music: lostprophets-to hell we ride
fuck
its amazing how one person can bring something to my attention and i start to realize its actually true. and that it fills me with fucking anger meant for a lot of people...
i realized someone i thought was perfect is the complete opposite.
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2004 1 May :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: embarrassed
:: Music: the beatles.
just in case you dont read my livejournal...
i apologize to anyone that was in my company last night. i am throughly disgusted and completely embarrassed w/ my behavior last night. i thank everyone that watched over me. im sorry that i wrecked everyones night.
i had no idea. i dont remember much of anything and thats probably a good thing. all of what ive heard makes me want to crawl in a hole.
i would most definitely change my actions last night if i could. never again will i do this. it scares the hell out of me being that out of control.
im so sorry everyone. thank you for being the wonderful people that you are. i couldnt ask for anything more.
all my love.
xoxo.
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stefoffanie
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2004 1 May :: 3.07pm
........blue balls
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2004 1 May :: 12.08am
:: Mood: boofalala
okay, now I'm going to start updating this thing since I paid for it :]. This week I have been trying to get all my grades up, and its worked for some of my classes.. kinda. Fui!
I went to the everblades game tongiht with chelsea =) STUPID MAXIE was suppose to go but she is a fag and than erica was suppose to go but her STUPID boyfriend is a fag also, so we went by ourselfs and chelsea worked some of that magic she has and got us seats so we didnt have to stand... heheh. The game was really good.. it was so loud!!! At the end everyone was throwing shat at the other team mahahha. They're dumb.
Film Festival this weekend.. I want a shirt!!
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