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2005 14 July :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: sleepy
my size ken doll<3
silly girls<3
fantastic night.
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2005 7 July :: 7.56pm
fourth of july was insane.
fucked up.
but good.
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BleedingHeart
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2005 27 June :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: beck - deadweight
sleep inside a parasites appetite
it all started with this kid on the bus which honestly, his mouth got annoying. came over with his friend one day. deffiantly shy and would stand off. finally he started talking a bit with us. he was a smart ass. turns out me this girl and this boy became fucking super close. we would hang out almost every day. ended up dating him. best boyfriend ever. litterly. just the feeling i had when i was with him was so intense. nothing else mattered in the world. he was my favorite 'pillow'. we had such a connection, it was amazing. the relationship didnt last long..... he moved, grew apart, everything went down the drain....
2 years later he visits....
...look at us now.
i love you.
<3
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2005 13 June :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: afi - this celluloid dream
oh, you're so exquisite
i feel like a little girl, with a silly crush
...and i like it.
*************
just like romantic verses
just like a joyous end
just like a memory
it twists me
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2005 2 June :: 11.03pm
:: Mood: out of it
:: Music: bright eyes - waste of paint
he once cut one of my nightmares out of paper
me and oliva were depressed tonight.
so we crawled into the back of her car,
and a few hits later we felt pretty good.
crazy night at work, i cant even remember it.
i <3 my dunkin donuts/baskin robbins night crew.
they rock.
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BleedingHeart
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2005 29 May :: 1.28am
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: the bravery - honest mistake
sometimes i forget i'm still awake
i understand the fact that we were around you while doing it, but other than that i dont get why you got so upset. i really hope this won't last for long. uoynohsurceguhaevahizucemrofdabot.
sorrie.
the end.
*************
my old friend...
i swear i never meant for this
i never meant...
dont look at me that way
it was an honest mistake
an honest mistake
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2005 23 May :: 11.28pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: gwen stefani - hollaback girl
another one bites the dust
school is o-u-t
welcome summer '05.
woot.
tonight was awesome.
**
this shit is bananas
b-a-n-a-n-a-s
**
...summer will eventually end up going down the drain.
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2005 7 May :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: morose
:: Music: lo*pro - sunday
i've had enough of you
dneeht.uoyhtiwekilgnikcufnimai
why can't i explain the way i feel again
why can't i just stand
instead i crawl again
why does it always feel like sunday
why does it always feel
1 day
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2005 20 April :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: worn out
:: Music: mars volta - the window
freeze without an answer
Happy Birthday Craig<3
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2005 6 April :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the exies - ugly
a sickness so pure
Fuck You.
Fuck My Back.
Fuck People.
Fuck Crushes.
FUCK EVERYTHING.
i need a hard drink.
*************
.medicate me.
.so i die happy.
*************
k. bye
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2005 2 April :: 10.07pm
:: Music: the unicorns - jellybones
i woke him up and broke the news
spring break is over. dreading school, and seeing people.
spring break re-cap:
*thursday, crazy kids. *working 24/7. *sleeping in. *easter night. *amish grandma in the hospital. *volleyball tournement. *cops, helicoptors, k9s.* resting.*
nothing too exciting.
now i'm working on sheading a couple pounds. hm, good luck on this one.
i have been in a 'i dont want to see or be around humans' mood lately.
k. i'm done.
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2005 18 March :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: okay
today was good.
hung out with some pretty awesome kids.
<3
no school for us.
thats place off the bridge was really nice too.
*************
spring break in 7 days.
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2005 2 March :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Ani Difranco - untouchable face
every day a re-run of the next
the fucking end.
..i'm just another victim of the game..
<\\3
*************
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
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2005 17 February :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: emotional
:: Music: Scars of Life - broken bond
this bond, is broken
i got a letter in the mail today......
....and it was from nick.
oh damn.
:,(
*************
the memories that you gave to me.
the years i watch you waste away.
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2005 14 February :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: Unwritten law - save me
well I'm waiting for my wakeup call
valentines day. its fucking pointless.
*<3 lesley*
random
'it will be special'
whatever. fuck you.
last years was 564687895641651651869019874894 times better.<\3
i was here. nothing happend.
:(
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had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
my little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
and I'm sick of my sickness
don't touch me, you'll get this.
i'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
you can't save me,
you can't change me,
well i'm waiting for my wakeup call,
and everything, everything's my fault.
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