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liddlebaby

:: 2004 12 November :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: mi todo

yawwnnnnnnnn
im so0o0o tirred.neways..wussup..lets see..umm..i miss chris so0 much..i wuna see him agen.umm..school = blah...it was alrite..ummm..2nite..derz this party..mattlins party.i wuna go to it so0 bad..but im guna go to vanz house to hav sum wings lol..but mayb we'll drop over der for awhile..but yeah..n den 2morro is me n ericz 3 months anniversary =] <33 n hez like plannin this whole biggg thing..n he spent all day thrusday n 2day gettin ready for it.. lol..ahh i wuna kno bad.the suspense is killin me..he told me to tell my parents were guna see ray itz like 3 hourz long..lol..n hez guna take me sumwhere special..lol..err i wuna kno..but yeah..ill fill u in..about 2nite n 2morro....2morro..or sunday or sumthin lol..yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..idk..things wid me n amir are str8 agen.thatz always go0d..well imma go n take a nap and or sumthin.im tirrrred..boo yah x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 6 November :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: ciara - 1,2 step

pink starbursts are the best
newho..umm..let me see yesterday..friday was a go0d day..omg me n yelitza were such rebels..lol..we didnt wuna go to 5th hr.so we went to lunch A..den wen da bell rang we hid in da bathroom..lol..n der were these annoyin freshmanz..like skippin too in der..crackin up..sayin..omg were skippin hahaha..dey were about to get us caughted..n me yeli n this gurl were like shut the fuckk up lol..den we heard sum administrators commin.n derz only 3 stalls in da BR..so this gurl took da big one..n me n yeli went into da small one..haha..n yelitza was like standin on top of da toliet seat.n im sittin on it..lmao..omg we wanted to crack up sooo bad lol..it was one of those situations that if sum1 saw us..dey'd b like wtf lol den umm friday nite went to da moviez wid mr eric saw grudge..so0 scary..i screamed..n now im just chillen..im madd..my parentz wudnt let me go out with van to stir crazy =[ fukerz.. but next week..were guna hav a sleeeeep over..n were guna order wings plus ahhh..lol..i love my hero...den yeah im just guna stay in 2nite.mayb my parentz will let eric come over..so we can watch casino..or sumthin..n 2morro..im goin to parrot jungleee..wo0t wo0t lol..iight well ima go.peaceeee x0ox

herez a piece of a convo wid me n my hero

me : what.alaska?
van : yeah
van : lol
van : its like..nebraska
van : who has ever heard of nebraska
van : lol
van : is that a city??
van : or a store
me : hahaha..4real
me : itz like the biggest news that happened der..was 2 cows got tipped over
van : hahahahaha
me : my dad wantz to move to montana
me: i was like..uh..do ppl even live der
van : my dad wanted to move to NEW MEXICO
van : wtf?
van : montana?
me : new mexico?
van : is that a state also?
me : hahah..yeah
van : what do ppl do for fun there
me: is der mexicans in new mexico
van : tip cows?
me : yeahhhhh
van : i duno?
me : they do lol
van : omg i would kill myself lol
me : n ppl up der like dun wear makeup
me : if i went der.id b like the village slut..cuz i wore eyeliner
van : hahahaha
van : thats so great
van : ur my fukin role model
me : hahhaha..ur my heroo..no1 can top u

lol..n i am now melissa tia arguello to van lol..whata dork lol x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 1 November :: 8.25am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: songs from annie

halloweeeeeen
last nite was funn..my 1st costume was guna b a nudist on strike..i made da sign..den i was like ah but i kinda wuna dress up..so i found this 1960's gogo outfit..n i had that on for awhile..den i was like..umm..den i was lookin at agen.n i found this french maid outfit..so i was like ok..lol imma b this..den like 20 minz lata..im like no i dun wuna be this..so my final n last outfit was a ballaa..lol..i put on my jerz..sum white shorts..high socks..n my nba bakpak lol..every door we knocked on..was like awww u look so0oo0o cute..i was like...lol..thanks..den eric..wow..he put white..white white paint all over his face.lips.eyes..den wore black sunglasses..n this hugeee afro..lol..he was ''micheal jackson'' lol every house that we went to..was like crackin up..laughin der ass off at my bf lol it was funny..n we were all like..kids u better watch out..this is MJ n one lil kid was like dun worry im wearing a cup right now lol..we tricked or treated in palmetto pines 1st...den we walked to our ho0d...tricked n treated der..den we went to boca springs..den home lol..it was fun..i got alot of candyy...n my mom sed i didnt hav to go to skoo 2day..cuz omarz not goin..cuz itz senior skip day..so i was like screw skoo..lol..so im just chillin...but imma go now x0o

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 31 October :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: avant - makin go0d love

homecommmmin 'o4
ahhh last nite was so0 muchhh fun..lol..i love dancing..i still think SR's was better..but eh w/e lol..it was all celebrity themed..red carpet n all lol..it was me eric kailaa cinthia..n alexis sylvanna melissa..yelitzaa merve..ah lol..even tho eric was ditchin me alot of his cuzin..it was all go0d lol..n the babaloo bad boy was der..me n cinthia went up to him..n we were like..ok u gota play salsaa merengue..okay lol..n hez like ah mami's u kno0 it..hez like imma keep it fresh wid alla that..im cubannn u kno..i was like ahh meee to0..lol..hez like..4real!!! awesomee..ill only play if u guyz promise to dance sexy..loln lata on in da nite me n kaila got a pic wid him..he told me to email it to him..im guna lol..n yeah lol it was funn..hehe...n 2nite halloweeeeen..im goin trick or treatinnnnn bitchhhhh..lol..i cant wait.i g2g make my costume actually b4 it getz late..lol..ight peaceee xox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 29 October :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: pumped up
:: Music: let me see that booty drop

GO '06 !!!!!!!!!
school _ it was alot of funnn..like 2dai was pep rally day / class color day..so like 1st n 3rd hr were gay..5th hour..we went crazyyy takin pix in class..n we were all gettin ready..writing on faces..i had GO 06 on my face..n stars..n ah it was so cute.i hav pix..den in 7th..ah crazyness..fonte tubbz mattlin had nutten on dem so i took my eyeliner out..n started pumpin dem up..wow u shud soo see these pix..lol i gav alex this hugeeeee moustache..n a unibrow..GO `06..starz..lol u name it..yeah he had it..lol..all three of dem..n like all class..we were like.what time is it?!?! GAMEEEE TIMEEEEE...what time is it?!!!?!! GAMEEEE TIME !!!! where da dogggz in da house.. ROOF ROOF ROOF...n u repeat that about 7 million times..lol ahhh lol love it..i almost lost my voice doin that..lol..den like we were doin lot of pix takin in doctor wibles class too lol...den it was off to da pep rally..n like da juniorz had the whole side to demselvez..n fresh n soph had to share...n like ah it was great.we felt like seniorz.since were da highest class n all..n ahh it was go0d..i like lost my voice.screamin n dancin..lol..but SR's rallys are still better...den after skoo eric picked me up..n me n mo went home n tried to take napz..lol

game _ it was da homecomming game..against umm..palm beach central..yeah we sooooo lost..lol..but it was fun..everyyyyyyyyy1 came to dat game..i was with..miss jessica soto..eric..yelitza mervey zac..n den vannn was der..brian mattlin fonte..lol i get der..n i see fonte..n he saw eric..n hez like AH lol hez like u kno how badddd i wunnna say..what i wuna say..lol i was like yeah but shh..lol ( he normally goes wen he seez me..hez like niiiiiigggggadick.all up in dat shit uh uh uh ) lol..n den i call him a pedifiler..n den i was like..eh, i looked at his gf.i was like i wud say wut i normally say but cant =D lol it was funny..n jennnnn was derr..n dove..n farrrrrrrrrrah won homecommin princess..ah i love her..i was soo happy..n wooo it was all just fun lol..n da dance is 2morrrrrrro.. ahahahah i cant wait..itz guna b so0 much funnnnnnnnnn..ah imma b bizzy 2morro..well imma go n wash my face byeez xox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 27 October :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: cramps
:: Music: daddy yankee ` aqui esta tu caldo

blahhh
well 2day was day 3 of homecommin week..2dai was western day..i didnt dress up..but i borrowed cinthiaz hat..to get my 5 extra credit points.lol..2day was a go0d day..letz see..1st hr - watched a movie n just talked..den 3rd hr..ahh i got a B in da class..lol so0 happy..den 5th was muy..how u say...gay! lol..den lunch was koolio..den 7th hr..was fun..lol me n alex were passin notes..lol this kid is so0 weirdd..hez like i kno u get pleasure thinkin about me n my gf..n im like oh yeahhh..let me tell u..n hez like really! ew ur disgustin..i was just kidddin but u took it to a whole different level..lol..n hez like im sexually frustrated..n im like what are u karamo..lol..but it was fun..lol..den after class..we all started talkin..n luis is so funny..he took of his pants.so i cud read his boxers..it sed..on his booty..get this cleaned..lol..with mr bubbles on it lol..den like me fonte mattlin tubbz timothy yeli cinthia n sum more pplz were like talkin..lol..funny stuff..i love that class..n den after skoo..eric picked me up..n now im bored..n i hav my period.n i hurt so bad lol..but imma go x0o

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 25 October :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: hoja en blanco

bam bammmm
2dai was a koolioo day..it was day number 1 on homecommin week..cartoon day..i was all pebbles n bam bam out..lol..1st hr was go0d watched a movie..2nd gayy..3rd..did my presentation..got a 95% on it..yayay..lol..4th gay..took da 9 weekz test..we cheated soooo bad.itz not even funny lol..5th..umm watched a movie..6th..we didnt do much..lol n 7th.me n fonte just passed notes to eachother lol..n yesterdayyy was his bday!! lol i gav him a pack of gum..lol..n now im guna go do hw.peace ya'll

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 21 October :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: bouncy

2day was funn
skoo - 1st hr we had a guest speaker..so it was all koolio..2nd- watched a movie..3rd..did work but it was easy work lol..4th art..god i hate mattlin..lol..hez such an asshole..lol..effin.i see him..n im like hiiii alex..n hez like hey.den pinches my cheek..den like fuken wudnt let go n was liek twistin my cheek..omfg..i like slapped da shit out of him..lol..my cheek was so0 red...den at da end of class..hez like oh wen u see fonte make fun of him cuz da yankee's lost..den i was like no..n den im like u kno wut..da cubz sukkkkk assss..hez like what did u say.. :: i get really close to him :: n im like the cubz SUCK..this asswipe getz me in a headlock..n startz goin..who sukz? im like CUBZZZZ..den he was like hurtinnnn me.. i was ahhhhh..lol..den i was like ok ok fine der go0d..so he let me go.n hez like k..better.asshole i like slapped him so hard..lol..but itz all go0d tho..hez still my homie g..den 5th..watched a movie..6th..so0 funn..lol.i love that class..well i love da teacher.lol..7th..oh god..lol..that class we had to go to da media center..so like..were on our way der..den like we all like decided to take da elevator down stairs..so we like haitian packed that shitt..lol..it was me yelitza cinthia fonte mattlin tubbz..tim..alon all these pplz..den like..were like wutz da weight capacity..den deez fuken morons started jumpin up n down..n me n da gurlz were like screamin so0 loud..omg it was so0 scary..lol..den in da media center..ugh da lady was such a bitchh..den on our way bak to class..we did da whole haitian elevator thing lol..n yeah we freaked out more.cuz of der jumpin..n der all like u guyz are such pussyz..were like well duhhh we areeee lol..n hez like wimps w/e lol..den i had to stay after skoo for a test..n that was my skoo day

game - if i was to go to da volleyball game..we were guna get 10 extra credit in math.so hell yeah i was goin...it was me eric cinthia van n ms paletti sittin 2getha..n jessica to0..n omg..i needed that..i had such a go0d laff..lol..van n paletti are the funniest things ever....i cant even describe those 2..lol..but its funny shit..i love paletti..BLUE!! BULL BALLSSSSS .lol.what sound does a bull make.. :: meeerrrrr :: lol..isnt it a cow..oh yeah..mooooooooooooo lol..saw dustin der..w/e.yeah..but it was a funn game..n i think i shud get off n do stuff around here..peaceeeeee x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 16 October :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: franz ferdinand - take me out

halloween horror nitees
so0 yahhh..last nite..i went to HHN..the bus ride to da park was fun..i sat wid eric..n we just listened to music da whole way..n cinthia wasnt on our bus.den wen we got der..we found cinthia..n went to da park..but overall it was a go0d nite..like the only thing that sukkked was that.. 1) they sold out on express passes..so0 we had to wait an hour for every ride n haunted house... and 2) they combined parks..so der wasnt enuff time to do everything we wanted =/ but it was still funnn..lol..we went on da hulk 1st ahhh lol i love that ride..lol..den we went to all da haunted houses..omg i like practically lost my voice that nite..it hurts now.i can talk tho..lol..the houses were scary..like da vampire n deadtropolis one.ah lol..i had eric to cover me thru every house..loln wow was it freeeeezin up der.n i was wearin like this lil shirt..n didnt brin my jacket..i thot i was guna die..but eric let me just his shirt..so i was ok.while eric was dyin of coldness.lol..den da way bak..we got to da bus at 2:30...den these kids were lost in da park.n didnt show up till 3:30..den me n eric just fell alseep for an hour on da bus..but the bus driverz seat kept squeakinn..n that kept us up..lol..so we just lyed der..for 3 hourz lol ..n den i got home around 7:30..n i slept till 2..but ah im still so0 tired..lol.but it was funnnn lol..pero yeah imma go n drink sum water peaceee xo

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 13 October :: 9.22am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: regis n kelly in the background

how much do i lovee my boyfrend
well 2dai was me n erics 2 month anniversary..n ahh..lol..i lovee eric so0 damn much..so yeah 2dai i didnt go to skoo..cuz i didnt wuna sit in class while sophomores took da psat's ..so0 i stay'd home n slept in..n i woke up around 9..den i went online ( hey that rhymes lol ) den eric was on..n we were talkin..n he didnt mention da 2 month thing..n den hez like o0h wait.. b4 i 4get..dun as me whyy.go outside n check ur mail..n im like ughh whyy lol...but i was like ok ok..ill go..so i went to my mail box..n in da mailbox was a card..n 2 roses ( 2 months = 2 roses lol ) i was just like =D ahhh n da card was so0 sweet...goddd i love himm..n i made him sumthin crappy for our 2month..well i like it.i just hope he does lol..but yeahh..thatz my story..hehe....other den that..im so0 hungry..lata on me n eric are guna chill..cuz he has to go to da car shop thing..n on friday itz halloweeeeen horror niteeeeees..but now all this shit happened..n i dun think van cinthia or justin can go =[ we dunno yet...but yeah imma go n eat..loveeeee u's

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 9 October :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: eminem - lose it

ahahahahaha
now im gunna make u dance..itz ur chance..yeah boy shake that ass..wooopz i mean girl..girl girl girl...girl u kno ur my world..iight now lose it..ahahahaha..just lose it..ahahahaha..go crazii..ahahaha..o0h baby..ahaha..o0h baby ahahaha

ahahaha i love that song lol...newayz..this weekend has been fun..friday- went to muvico for like 5 minz..saw cinthia der..n she was wearin all the stuff i wanted lol ( da hat ) den we dipped outta der.n went to deerfield beach..where we just hung out..den went to bed at 2...n woke up sat..at 8..omg i was so0 tired..n i cudnt fall bak to sleep =[ den i took a shower.felt better..den eric took me out to lunch..taco bell..cuz my dad was neglectin to feed me..den my mom came home..n we went to sawgrass..n went shopppppin...i got a homecommin dress..itz so0o0o0o0 pretty..i got this black skirt..brown velor sweatpants..n this hot pink mesh long sleeve shirt..muy muy cute so0 im happy..even tho i spent like all da money i wasnt suppose to spend.n now im like broke..n despiertly neeed a job..but yeah..that was my weekend..2morro..imma just clean.do hw.n apply for more jobz..iight imma go.peaceee x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 7 October :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: weird

hey melissa
wussup?
oh nutten much here..u
bored..i didnt take/get the job at chuckie cheese
aww why not?
oh bcuz da manager was a dick n wanted me to work crazy hrz
damn that sukz..guess u gota keep lookin
yep guess so..but yeah other den dat.wussup
o0 nutten..halloween horror nites is in like 1 week
nah uh..get out.ur kiddin..no wayy
i knoo rite..i cant believee it either

yeah lol..im borred..well im guna go to bed now peacee xoxo

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 2 October :: 2.31pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: tyrese - what am i guna do

mannn im so0o0 effin tirred
newayz..yesterday was a fun dayyy..in da mornin..eric picked me up..we went to deerfield or sumwhere lol to get his car washed..lol fun'stuff man..den we went to da library..so0 he cud research..n i just read a book..i dunno wut it was called.but it was interestin..it was about like gurlz liking guyz n w/e lol..n i saw timmmmmy der..ahh lol..he works der ! lol..so0 timm finally got to meet eric..lol..den we stay'd der for awhile.den went to chili's n had lunch..den i went home..stay'd der for awhile lol..den nite time rolled around n we went to da moviez..it was suppose to be me eric..den liek cinthia n all da pplz she was takin..but she came to0 late.n the movie was sold out.so0 i didnt get to see her..but yeah me n eric saw shark tale..wow..wut a go0d ass movie..lol..it is so0o0 funnny..omg lol..i wunna see it agen..den after da moviez..we just drove around.cuz i didnt wuna go home.cuz my dad was bein an asshole to me b4 i left.n he made me cry =[ but yeah that was my nite.n den i was up till like 2..n den i went to sleep..but didnt get a go0d sleep..so0 now im like all..errr..tired n stuff...n ahh! i lost my keys =[ this saddens me..i neeeed to0 find dem..n 2dai ive been applyin at jobz.n wenever my mom getz home..more applyin..i neeeed a job lol..iight im guna go n take a nap peace x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 30 September :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: burnt
:: Music: dashboard confessionals - hands down

woo..
man 2dai was a go0d day..lets see in da mornin cinthia called me to go tannin wid her..so0 i was like OK..cuz like i felt like i was fading away..becomin really white..so0 i go over der..n we walk to da pool..n i thot it was guna rain..but wow no.it was so0 hott for da whole time.n let me tell u..i got black lol den after dat we walked bak to her house.n chilled..n aww i really hate cinthia she has theeee cutest clothes in da world lol..i neeed a job..lol..den after that i went home.rested.den natalia picked me up..n we were suppose to go to LA n swim in da pool..but like we didnt at first..so0 we decided to go to publix near da mall to surprise eric lol..n lol on our way der..we saw sum bball player in his car.n we were gunna stalk him lol..that was funny..we shud hav...den we got to publix..n he was surprised lol..so0 natalia finallyyy got to see him..den after that..we went to LA..to swim lol..n we swam..n yahh..den we went bak home..n i took a shower.n i looked at my stomach..n i had those white spots ppl get in da sun =[ i neverr ever had dem b4.omar getz dem all da time..but not me..mayb im suppose to be white..n not black..lol..iight well now im guna go..n listen to musicaa x0ox

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sameen

:: 2004 30 September :: 4.08pm

Beyone the Eye
Oprah is so awesome lol.

I wanna be in the audience one day and get free shit lol. I need a car!

Did ne1 get the e-mail from NHS? I didn't.

So was up?

I'm enjoying this time "off"

I wanna c Shark Tale. It looks good- maybe it'll be a family affair.

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