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andrea

:: 2010 6 May :: 10.23pm

We might not make it to finals, let alone Monday, but that was one hell of a game.

I love the Red Wings.

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thewalrus

:: 2010 20 April :: 12.19am
:: Music: Time after Time - Cindy Lauper

Haven't posted here in a while.

College is way easier than I ever anticipated. Teachers are way better and lenient, and going to class doesn't seem like such a drag. It's funny, but it's not college that scares me most at this point, it's what comes after. I have to find a job here in the next couple weeks. I have to find a car. I have to start paying insurance and phone bills and balancing my bank account and actually... take care of myself. Up to this point I haven't had to. And while I'm scared to take that big step out of teenage fun and angst and into maturity and adulthood, I know I'm ready, because it's expected out of me not just by my parents and family, but of myself too. In the movie "Coach Carter" one of the characters says that their deepest fear isn't that they are inadequate, but that they are powerful beyond measure. Well, that isn't the case for me. My deepest fear is that I'll be inadequate. I somehow just have to find the motivation to say to myself "Hey man. Let's do this thing, and let's do it right." And then I have to find the strength to listen. Well, until the future presents itself, I'll just have to see.

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fishyrere

:: 2010 5 March :: 10.49am

Finally got a new computer!

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fishyrere

:: 2009 10 September :: 9.32pm

APARTMENT! WOOOOOOO!

No more living at home for me. Ever. :)

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fishyrere

:: 2009 4 August :: 10.25pm

I found my wedding dress today. It's perfect.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 15 July :: 10.14pm

*sigh*

If only it was that easy.

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andrea

:: 2009 4 July :: 2.47pm

I hope we've all learned from this experience.

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thewalrus

:: 2009 4 July :: 2.57am

"Head butt a bullet bitch"

Agreed.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 3 July :: 2.29am

Andrea:

I hate you. I don't even know why we are friends. You only hang out with me because you wish you were me. Plus you totally want in Justin G's pants and ditched me for him. What ever happened to sisters before misters?

Head butt a bullet bitch.

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andrea

:: 2009 9 May :: 2.58am

Dear Mishy,
I know how much you like "Jizz in My Pants" and when I saw this I thought of you.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 30 April :: 10.23pm

I feel so alone.

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thewalrus

:: 2009 25 April :: 12.13am

Friends it is. I know this now. Silly boy I am.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 1 April :: 11.20am

I'm back in Cedar again.... I miss my apartment already.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 30 March :: 1.14am

It's not fair. It's just not fair.

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fishyrere

:: 2009 25 March :: 2.04am
:: Music: Brand New

"Jesus Christ"

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
Well, it'll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
The night's hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won't know anyone

Well, Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
'cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.

Well, Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?

Do I divide and fall apart?
'cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
And the ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands

I know you're coming in the night like a thief
But I've had some time, O Lord, to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up

So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try

I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
We all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine

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