:: 2021 18 December :: 11.01 am

why is se7en such a good movie

are you reaching out

:: 2021 9 December :: 1.53 pm

I have a sudden urge to watch a shot at love 2 with Tila tequila

2 night time trust fallnight time trust falls | are you reaching out

:: 2021 6 December :: 4.47 am

it's funny how fast this disintegrated. it's funny how I'm always the one left holding the rope.

it's funny that I always go after addicted narcissists.

it's funny how no one can really love me.

are you reaching out

:: 2021 3 December :: 8.12 am

how could lil amelia ever know this is how big amelia would be?

are you reaching out

:: 2021 3 December :: 6.27 am

life is an empty picture frame. no memories worth keeping, no memories worth making.

nothing matters. life is absurd. I just want to set myself on fire and watch as I turn to ash.

what is the point to all of this? my purpose in life is to push pencils and make money for soulless corporations. there is nothing bigger. the struggle against the machine is futile.

it all doesn't fucking matter.

so why am I so paralyzed

are you reaching out