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:: 2018 15 May :: 9.41 am

it's a placebo kinda day

are you reaching out

:: 2018 11 May :: 9.26 am

every night I go to sleep optimistic that I will not wake up

every day I awaken to the same nightmare

the sets and faces change, but the feelings always remain.

worthless. lonely. isolated. absurd. pointless. grey. empty. devastated. crushed.

I'm just so tired, but sleep doesn't seem to rest my soul. do I even have a soul?

all I feel is blood and bone. no heart. no soul.

are you reaching out

:: 2018 11 May :: 7.53 am

I wish I had someone to talk to

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:: 2018 10 May :: 9.47 am

wake up
wake up


are you reaching out

:: 2018 3 May :: 4.06 pm

honestly, I'm never completely honest.

are you reaching out | Random Journal