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catatonicsean

:: 2015 4 September :: 5.41am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Iggy Pop & James Williamson - Kill City

Life is good. How are you?

are you reaching out


alexithymia

:: 2015 8 August :: 4.00am

I wonder if I was ever an important and intregal part of someone's life. You know a person that they think back on and go " that person, my life is different because they were in it." ? Cause I'm feeling like I'm just this mediocre and entirely forgettable being. *sighs* 4 am extestential crisis for the win.


catatonicsean

:: 2015 16 July :: 10.57pm

I missed my meds for one day, and it felt as if I had quit smoking (cold turkey) for a week. Or, at the very least, what I feel like when attempting to quit smoking, which is interminable agony and ickiness.

Never again.

My mood is still readjusting to not being morose or pissed off. Now I that I'm aware of how it felt to be me in years past, I don't want to be that person every again.

are you reaching out


alexithymia

:: 2015 20 June :: 9.07pm

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools...


alexithymia

:: 2015 20 June :: 3.21am

You know you've reached crazy old cat lady status when you manage to get kicked off your bed by your cats.

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