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koalalady

:: 2019 12 February :: 5.56am

Health Insurance
I think I might get a Catastrophic coverage plan. I just turned 26, so I gotta get my own plan now. The estimates I just looked at this morning are quoting me ~$185-$200/mo. for basic coverage. $7,900 deductible (JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!)

So, it's either that, or get married, like, immediately, and then I can be on S's insurance through OSU. But that idea has me a little spooked. I used to laugh at the hilarious idea of a shotgun wedding, as if that was just a comedic device and something that would never happen to me. But now I actually have friends whose weddings were rush jobs because one of them needed to get on their partner's insurance. Like, this is not an uncommon strategy.

Well. At least my head is a little clearer now. Spring is coming. I know it's still the middle of winter, but spring is coming. I can feel it in my bones; thank God.

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koalalady

:: 2019 11 February :: 4.34pm

Fuck. I gotta visit Michigan.

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koalalady

:: 2019 6 February :: 8.49am

Planning a solo trip in 2019. Where should I go?

6 little birds | sing


koalalady

:: 2019 8 January :: 4.47pm
:: Music: Yakety Sax

really, really, really stoned (sorry everyone)
I like girls. There. I said it. But, I've never had a relationship with a girl. I've never known if a girl has liked me back, when I've liked her. I've never felt like we were almost about to kiss. Well...maybe a couple of times. But all the girls I would've dated are married now. Or dead. Or simply out of reach.

5 little birds | sing


koalalady

:: 2019 7 January :: 1.57pm

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

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koalalady

:: 2019 1 January :: 12.19pm

It's so strange and wonderful to be in love with so many people/places/pieces, all at once.

I choose to have faith that this is where I'm meant to be.

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anonymoose

:: 2018 29 December :: 9.56pm

i like to consensually choke girls in bed

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koalalady

:: 2018 21 December :: 2.36pm
:: Mood: awed
:: Music: Debussy

I never knew it was possible to experience love like this

<3

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koalalady

:: 2018 6 December :: 9.14am

Feel like garbage this morning. Can't focus on work. Had a really fun night in with S last night, though. I don't know why I was in such a good mood, but it was nice to have energy for once.

This winter stuff is HARD. I already feel beaten down by the season. It's only December 6th. Every time I look outside I want to die.

Deep down, I am still the same person. Still capable of committing the old atrocities.

5 little birds | sing


koalalady

:: 2018 5 December :: 9.18am

Wildflower
She grows extraordinarily quickly and flourishes even under the most deprived conditions, however sunlight-starved or snow-covered. Rather than wilting under adversity, she triumphs over it as easily as you or I would skip over a little stream. Her spirit is like a rapacious weed, with a fibrous vitality that burns and cuts your hands if you try to pull her from her roots. But o, how beautiful are her bright purple blossoms!

As children walking along the country roads of Michigan, we learn which species are named friend or foe, which are good to eat, nice to look at, and which must be eradicated. Many very respectable gardeners will caution against allowing weeds to exist in the garden. These unwanted specimens are known to be callous, unpredictable, greedy. Yet even now, as I look out from the window at my carefully cultured roses now asleep in their wintry beds, I long to see those simple purple wildflowers burst upon the scene, filling the garden with carefree, brilliant, indefatigable life.

for M

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