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alliecat210

:: 2005 26 November :: 1.23pm

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Yeah, so things have been pretty good. I haven't had much time to write.. Well, actually I don't have much time now.

The holiday went well. Mom invited Justin over, so that was cool. He didn't come though.. Too many people. He'll come next time.

Alright well I have to go.

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bacardi

:: 2005 23 November :: 9.38am


okay so after yesterdays 'real' rant i have some more beef... this time its with reebok and less important.

It seems reebok makes a sweet ass Black Shadow NFL jersey for 'certain' nfl players... they have 18 players from 16 of the 32 nfl teams. for the teams that dont have one i can think of at least one big name/play maker from each team. and it pisses me off because they dont have one for the dolphins and if they did i would buy it... so yah im pretty pissed.

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spacietraci

:: 2005 22 November :: 5.52pm

so josh threathen to sell my house today because he has decided that i dont care two shits about him and that if i go to muskegon to spend thanksgiving with my sister i minus well be expecting to come home to a empty house with out him and find a for sale sign in the yard.... yeah it was a very interesting afternoon this weekend. i finially told him i feel like i cant do anything by myself and that he is always by my side. and i dont understand any of it. I think he basically just gave up on the whole relationship thing. but who knows anymore. i figured i would just let him blow over and what not. he says hes not staying at the house tonight untill i want him to come back home. but he says i better be at home when he gets out of work. i told him he better call because i will probably be hangin out with courtney since that is what i do on tuesday nights. so i can bet he wont leave tonight.

Kane i know that i need the interenet hopefulllly sooon because it sucks not having it though thats for sure. BUT IM SOO EXCITED THAT UR COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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bacardi

:: 2005 22 November :: 10.23am
:: Music: rise against - dancing for rain

tyra

So I go to get some coffee here at work. I walk into the lounge and the T.V. is on and it's a talk show with host Tyra Banks. The girl being interviewed was raped. She was at a party at a friends house, and she had passed out, and then was raped by three of her friends. Guys she thought she could trust actually raped her. She only found out about it because her cell phone called her house and left a message on her answering machine. She said she never told anyone for over three and half years. Her reason for keeping it a secret was because she felt 'dirty' and 'ashamed'.

This is sad because she was raped yet she feels dirty for it, like she let them do it. I just hope that any girl I have as a friend or that has any trust in me whatsoever would be able to come to me with this kind of thing because I would honestly try to help them out.

Ya this was pretty much just stupid post but whatever.

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spacietraci

:: 2005 22 November :: 10.39am

i know it seems like i havent posted at all but i reallly havent had a whole lot to say, Just keeping busy with school and work, and now that the hoildays are approaching fast trying to figure out where were going and what not. Right now i almost just want to get away for a couple of days go up and see my sister and grandma and everyone up in Muskegon. But for what i know is that were going to josh's mom which i am very unsure of right now....

Lets just say he isnt very happy with me right now, but he's just i guess under the mind set that the only reason im goin to katelyn's bday party is for me to see and hang out with kurtis. he asked me last night when i was going to get over kurt, but i asked him what does that have to do with him calling me. just because he calls me doesnt mean i havent gotten over him. THe only reason according to josh is that i got invited by katelyn to go to the party is because kurt told her to invite me. Thanks josh for making me feel not important to katelyn. So he is very upset because i told him i was going. He even tried telling me that i had to take his truck because my car was goin to be in the shop, and i asked him when he was going to inform me on that one, and he was likie well i wasnt. its goin in to get a car starter put on, so of course i asked him where that money was coming from. becuase i know for a fact i am not buying all of his presents for him family for christmas that is his obligation not mine. i have my own to worry about. I guess im just tired of supporting him, sorry for alll the bitchin i just really have to get it out..

I havent talk to Brandin at alllll... so i misss him again more then ever, i told courtney that maybe i will call him and go visit him to get away from this place for a little bit. because if i dont get away for even a night or a weekend . Something goin to happen and i can fully see it not being a good thing.

Nick isnt coming home for thanksgiving sooooooo SaD im goin to miss him, hes been home for everything important my bday and all the small hoildays its goin to be weird not to have him here.. i love ya

Kane is coming home so that is a wonderful thing. i havent seen her in what feels like forever. see what kind of trouble we can come up with.... US NEVER!!!!! go shoppin or out to eat or even both.
But class is almost over and i have to go find out how i did on my business law test hopefully very w ellllll!!!!!! Wish me LUCK
Happy Thanksgiving to EVERYONE

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bacardi

:: 2005 16 November :: 10.14am
:: Music: double bass of some sweet ass band

g.f

Yah its offical I am no longer on the market. Oh and I picked a sweet ass day to ask her on... Nov. 13th, not only is that my Dad's bday but the 13th of each month is sweet!

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bacardi

:: 2005 10 November :: 10.40am
:: Music: AS I LAY DYING - CONFINED

HOW QUICKLY I FORGET, THAT THIS, IS MEANINGLESS!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I'M SOOOOOOOOO PUMPED RIGHT NOW.... I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO ATREYU, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, THURSDAY, AS I LAY DYING, ALEXISONFIRE, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND, RISE AGAINST... AND IM JUST READY TO RUN IN CIRCLES.... YES.... OH YESS......

I AM IN LOVE....

WITH ....

MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OH OKAY AND I AM GETTING DEEPLY INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE TOO... CAN'T SAY LOVE BECAUSE IT SEEMS TO SOON, IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.... OH WELL....


MUSIC WILL CALM ME DOWN.... WELL NOT THIS MUSIC MAYBE SOME PINK FLOYD, BRAND NEW, A PERFECT CIRCLE, DEFTONES, CIRCA SURVIVE, INCUBUS, NERD, OR TAKING BACK SUNDAY...


AHHHHHHHHHHHH..........

JOE WE NEED TO HANG OUT AND LISTEN TO MUSIC LIKE WE USED TOO! AND YOU SHOULD PROBABLY TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR BECAUSE I NEED TO LEARN.....

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