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boricuababy

:: 2004 23 July :: 10.39am
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: Toss It UP

i'm coming home on mondayyy!!!
hey buddies!! hope everybodyz enjoying themselves and having fun!! i miss u all..:(..wen i get back we gotta chill..emir sent me this really cute email..sayin he misses me and all..he apologized too..so thatz straightened out..i dunno if i mentioned this..but i found a dress!! itz really pretty..a really light blue..itz long..to the floor long..tz hard to describe but itz so0o pretty..it's a lil dressier than i has wanted but i fell in love with it..lol..i bought shoes to go with it..so im set..my mom already made all the appointments..hair appointments..nail appointments..all that good stuff..i finally convinced my mom to let me get acrylics too..i cant wait till the party!!..itz gettin closer n closer..:D..so yea i get home on monday..in the afternoon..we're takin the train..which sucks..i didnt like the train last time we went..oh well..alrighty guys!!..talk ta ya so0n..x0x0

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boricuababy

:: 2004 21 July :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: How Do U Want It??

it's still raining...
still wid the grandparents..nothing exciting has really happened..the rain makes me sleepy and i'm feelin lazy..it's 12 something and it looks like itz 7 p.m outside..i've been sleeping in late..that only adds on to the laziness..i'm bored..home alone right now..jon is over my aunt stephanie's house..he went there last nite to hang out with the kids..everyone else is workin..tonite we might go to the movies..prolly to watch spiderman 2..i told nico i'd take him to see it..so i feel bad..i'll take him wen i get back..this weekend im going to hang out with kristina and her friends..they're koo..we gonna go to busch gardens..hopefully this weather clears up by then

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boricuababy

:: 2004 19 July :: 11.08am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Pump It Up-Joe Budden

hey buddies!!..i'm in tampa now..my mom n pat left last nite..but me and jonothon get to stay another week!!..i'm prolly gonna be home next tuesday/wednesday the latest..itz juss been raining non-stop over here..no lie..it sucks..so i doubt we'll get to go to Adventure Island..the waterpark down here..:/..we got here friday evening..took us forever to get here too..back up traffic...rain..accidents..all that stuff..we brought Roxy wid us..lol..my mom took her back tho..neways..friday nite we went out to dinner after the game we were supposed to go to got rained out..damn rain..lol..saturday we just hung out..ate at chili's..good food..yesterday family came over..this side of the family is soo funny..so we had a good time..right now..im juss chillan..woke up a lil while ago..now im watchin Brown Sugar..that's my movie!!..lol..my grandma gets home from work around 1-ish..then we're gonna go shopping!! lol..i NEED to find a dress!!!..so we're plannin to spend the rest of the day at the mall..jon and joe are going to the Tampa Bay Devil Rays and the YAnkee game..lol..jonothon's most likely gonna be the only yankee fan there..ehh..u never kno tho..lol..i miss everybody back at home!!..:(..my frickin fone doesnt work over here!!!..they live like in the middle of no where..lol..but yea my fone doesnt work..sucks..i'll try to be online as much as i can tho..to talk to u guys!!..love u!!..x0x0

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boricuababy

:: 2004 16 July :: 9.06am
:: Mood: wide awake
:: Music: If I Aint got you-ALicia Keys

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELIIIII!!!
yesterday was meli's birthday..happy happy birthday to meli everybody!!..lol..she had a lil get together at her house last nite..i went we had alotta fun..emir kinda juss showed up n den up n left wid the quickness..that kinda pissed me off a bit..but newayzz..lol..we had fun..meli's a monkey now..i found out i seriously suck at spoons..lol..but i won in bullshit!!..hehe..go me!!..we ate really go0d cuban sandwiches from padrinos..mmmm..really yummy..and we had icecream cake..."Caakkkkeee!!"..lol..i melted a lil bit..lol..but it was great..den we started watchin Secret Window..but no one was watchin it so meli put on THe Cat in the Hat..lol..funny movie..melissa got alotta koo presents too..i got her the U Got Served DVD..Eric got her a monkey..Ricki got her some lotions n body sprays that smelled soo good..lol..emir got her lotions n stuff too..omar gave her this really nice cd player..ricarda got her all this monkey stuff..lol..ohh..and her new bling!!that bracelet is so0o0o cute girl!! i had alotta fun..:D

today i leave guys!!..we're leavin around `1..gotta finish packing too..hopefully i find a dress over there..my grandma said she;d buy it for me..:)..i'll be gone for about a week..so0o..i'll talk to u all wen i get back!!..love ya..x0x0

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boricuababy

:: 2004 14 July :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: H.O.V.A

ouchhhh
i got home from practice a lil while ago..wow..in painnnn..ouchiezz..i wont stress it tho cuz it'll get me in shape

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boricuababy

:: 2004 13 July :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: whaz happenin-ying yang twinz

Boom!!..It's Onnn..
hey peoples!!..wussup wussup?? i got to hang out wid my sammi yesterday!!..lol..havent seen her in a while..she was chillan on vacation..doin her own thing..amaraz gettin her teeth pulled today..:(..ouchiez..hope she feels better..i went to the mall on friday wid amara..bought sum stuff for my fone..then i went to don carters..hung out wid meli ricarda emir n eric..then JJ came..hez eric's "cuzin"..lol..we're still not sure..ev called me!!..shez coming to my party!!..yay!!..im excited..last nite was that hip hop class..i went wid amara..we got the dance down..but damn..im sore..lol..2moro is cheer gym agenn..cant waitt

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boricuababy

:: 2004 9 July :: 10.14am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: BK Athem-Foxxy Brown

i so happyy..
he finally asked me out!!..last nite..lol..yay!!..im happy now..hez so cute..i really think this is gonna work

me n amara were plannin to take these hip hop classes every monday till the end of august..the teacher is wade robson!! from mtv's the wade rosbon project..im so excited..i faxed in all tha paperwork..n talked to tha lady..turns out itz not how much we thot it was gonna be..lol..that might be a problem..hmm..gotta see tho..neways i had a lil argument wid my mom yesterday..i got grounded for "talkin back"..pshh..so shez trynna squash all my plans for this weekend..i hope she letz me go out tho..i wanna see emir..newayz me n amara might hit up tha mall todayy..spend money on stuff i dont need..u girls kno how dat goes..;)

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boricuababy

:: 2004 7 July :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: How Come-D12

i stole this from my buddy luan..
Basics
Name::Kailannie
Birthdate::august 2nd, 1988
Age::15
Birthplace::brooklyn, new york
Eldest, Middle, Youngest, Only Kid?:eldest
Family::complicated..lol
Pets::cat-cassie dog-roxy
Life
Do you go to school::yes
What is your highest level achieved?:sophomore
Religion::i dont really have a classification..i believe in god..lol
Do you have friends?:yepp
Do you like to be lonely?:no
Appearences
What color are your eyes?:dark brown
Do you like it?:yea
What color eyes do you want?:i like mine..maybe a lil lighter tho
What color is your hair?:dark brown
Do you like it?:yupp
What color do you want?:im fine wid my natural color
Do you dye your hair?:nope
If yes, how regularly?:never
Do you wear glasses?:at night
Do you have a trademark?:my name earrings!!..hollaa!!
How tall are you?:5'0''
What's your heritage/nationality?:puerto rican
Do you have the same hairstyle everyday?:nope
Do you think you look exciting?:yea..sure..lol
Are you self concious?:sometimes
Do you obsess over your looks?:not really
Do you even care about your appearences?:yea
How long do you spend in the bathroom?:15-20 minute to get ready
About life... again
Punk/Goth/Ghetto/Prep/Jock/Nerd/Other (list)? stereotype?:"cute ghetto girl"-greta..lol
Do you pick your nose? In secret?:noo..lol
Do you like yourself? Life?:yes
Are you liked by people?:yea
Do you want to become famous?:of course!!
Do you want to make a difference in this big world?:yea
Why?:we need a change
Fun Stuff
Which celebrities do you worship in secret?:lol..jennifer lopez n christina aquilera
Blues/Rock/Jazz/Classical/Pop/Urban/Country?:urban
Are you one of those people who diss fans of a music genre you don't like?:lol..noo
Which pop princess shits you?:none of em
Can you sing?:no..lol..i like to in the shower tho
Can you act?:yea
Who is your fave actor?:anthony hopkins
Fave movie?:above the rim
Backstreet Boys or Nsync?:backstreet boys
Good Charlotte or Blink 182?:good charlotte
Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears?:christina aguilera
Slayer or Black Sabbath?:who??
The Beatles or The Monkees?:beatles
ABBA or the A Teens?:a teens..lol
Guilty pleasure?:chocolate covered strawberries..yumm
The Simpsons or Family Guy?:SIMPSONS!!
MTV... yeah or neah?:yeah
Friends
Do you have a group of friends?:yea
How many?:six
To an onlooker, what would your group be viewed as?:fun, loud, crazy, hyper, high..lol
Who are you closest to?:my girls
Who is your best friend?:meli sam n amara
Are any of them bad influences?:no..they're "super good influences"..lol
Who are you in your group? The leader? The leader's bitch? The follower?:im the violent one
Are you dirty minded?:my minds always in tha gutter..lol
Do you have any sexual feelings towards friends?:noo
Generally, how are you viewed in your group?:everybody loves me..;)
Do your friends know you?:yea
Relationships:
Are you single or taken?:single for now
If single:
Do you want to stay single?:no
Why are you single?:waitin for this kid to stop being shy n ask me out..lol
Do you date around?:yea..i meet ppl here n there
When was the last time you have a bf/gf?:last year
Life... yet again.
Are you bored?:yea
Can you play any instruments? Which ones?:yea..piano
Math or English?:english
The Arts or Sciences?:arts
Technical or Creative?:creative
Are you poetic?:i can be
How many babies do you want?:3
Do you spend most of your time on the net?:ehh..
What do you think of your country's leader?:we need a new one
Do you love me?:yea
Why?:cuz ur great!!
What kind of meat do you like to eat?:meat??..chicken..pork
What's your favourite food?:empanadas..pork chops
Drink?:bailey's mudslide
I'm bored now. Wanna stop?:i guess
Because I am.

A long survey to do when you are bored brought to you by BZOINK!

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boricuababy

:: 2004 6 July :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Why-Jadakiss

meli..i can't believe u finally told him girl!!..go you!!
yay!!..im happy for melissa..everythings gonna turn out great!!..we're planning to chill on friday..go to don carters..play some pool..me, emir, eric and meli..can't wait..only i ahvent played in foreverrr..so i hope i dont end up lookin stupid..lol..saturday i got cheer gym..cant wait..finally gettin back on track wid tha cheer stuff..we leave in a week!!..going to tampa..imma have fun..im gonna miss all my peeps tho!!..:(..gotta chill wen i get back tho!!

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boricuababy

:: 2004 5 July :: 4.32pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: I'll make love to you-Boyz II Men

I'm backkkkk..::evil laugh::
hey guys..havent written in a while..friday my dad picked us up..we went to boomers cuz datz where jon wanted to go..hung out there..a fight broke out in boomers..omg..it wuz tha funniest thing..deez ghetto white gurls..u kno how derz alot of em in boca..lol..they started bitchin at each other n den started a cat fight..it was funny.. den me n my aunt left my brother and my dad at boomers while we went to muvico so she cudd get him some movie passes..thats wen mel called us..she got into another car accident..she was all worked up..i can imagine..damn..she prolly wont ever wanna drive agen..den we got the movie passes..i saw marcus fraiser..woo..sexiness..lol..then i saw meli..wid ricarda n omar..im so happy for u gurl..lol..keep it going wid eric!!..hopefully things will happen wid me n emir..saturday we went to the marlins game..I GOT TO MEET MIGUEL CABRERA..wow..we got autographs n everything..he signed a ball..lol..n i was der all excited..wid his number written on my face..i think he was scared of me..lolol..the game was alotta fun..marlins lost to the devil rays 6-1..lol..my brother was happy he was going for the other team..every1 around us was gettin pissed at him..i thot we were gonna get jumped..lol..after the game they had a really pretty fireworks show..then after that wen we were gonna go home and we cuddnt find tha car..funny stuff..lol..yesterday we left n went camping..it wuz fun..kinda scary after emir told me all about jason..lol..there were soo many bugs tho..n u all kno how i do wid bugs..i got bit up so bad..ugh..we went canoeing..and jon was saying he was gonna tip tha boat over..kidsss..but yea we went camping boca style..lmao..we had tha RV..jon made us bring his tv and ps2..we had tha grill..lol..it was funny..me n my mom kept crackin on jon and pat for it..lol..and we had no marshmallows..:(..and no s'mores..so still havent tasted one guys!!..lol..we got back a lil while ago..today's jon's bday..happy 12th to him..we got ice cream cake!!..looking foward to it..yumm..lol..guess thats it for now..back to work 2moro..gotta make that paper!!

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boricuababy

:: 2004 2 July :: 11.25am
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: 99 problems-Jay Z

wha do u think??
i re-did my woohu!!! i got bored..lol..as always..well my dadz gonna pick me up in awhile..so imma chill wid him and jon for tha weekend..i guess he wants to do a lil party for my brother's bday or sumthin..i havent really been gettin along wid him agen..wha elz is new??..den on sunday we leave..going camping..yesterday tha funniest thing happened to me..lol..at around 10-sh last nite..i went to tha back yard to take roxy out before i put her to bed and all..so yea..i was really dark..n she started barkin..so since it was kinda late i didnt want her making noise..ya kno??..so then stupid me..i went into tha grass to go get her..and by the way..im barefoot and in pjz..cuz i was juss bummin out and chillan..den a frog jumped on me..not those lil frogs that im scared of..but the freakin big ass frogs..toads..or wutever..lol..ok..yea so i freaked out..n screamed..lol..yea im deathly afraid of frogs..not kermit tho..lol meli..

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boricuababy

:: 2004 2 July :: 10.13am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: All I Need-Mary J Blige f/ Method Man

wha to do..wha to do??
well letz see..last nite i went to mary ellen's house for that meeting..i went ok..we're gonna start going to the Boca Cheer Center on wednesdays and saturdays of july..wednesdays from 3:30-5:00 and on saturdays from 11:00-1:00..they aren't mandatory tho..but we all gotta start going..we are soo behind on everything..chudnei's the only one who went to camp..she bought the dvd wid tha dances and the cd wid the music and all..so she's gonna be captain since she knowz everything..and we're gonna have sleepovers and stuff so we can learn it..that shudd be fun..and these sleep overs shudd bring us all together..camp usually does that but since we couldnt go..yea..lol..meli and emir confused tha hell outta me yesterday..wow..lol..they we're im-ing me from the same screenname..i dunno wha they were doing but i wuz definately confused..lol..meli..call me wen u get a chance i wanna kno wha happened last nite after i signed off!!..lol

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boricuababy

:: 2004 30 June :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: cant i get a-jay z

hey pplz!! whaz happenin?? did u guys see tha BET Awards??..Mo'Nique hosted again this year..she wuz off tha chain hilarious..in tha beginning she did her own version of the crazy in love dance..lmao..that was tha funniest thing ever..and u guys kno Mo'Nique from tha Parkers shez a lil on tha heavy side..in a Beyonce outfit..funny shit..lol..and Kanye's performance was tight..he did jesus walks and yolanda adams came out..it turned out pretty good..i liked usher's performance alot too..he tore it up wid 'yeah'..newayz..enuff wid that..tomoro mary-ellen is holding a cheer meeting at her house..hopefully all goes well..i hope we can end up cheering this year..maryellen and courtney's moms are takin over so things shudd be good

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boricuababy

:: 2004 26 June :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: wore out
:: Music: jesus walks-Kanye West

woo..today was alotta funn!!..we went to tha rapids..it wuz koo..we got there around 10 in tha morning and left around 6:45 ish..even tho we had a good time ALOT went wrong..lol..first i got a concussion on a ride..lol.. i went on one of the new slides called the "baby blue"..i dunno..lol..maybe u've heard of it..itz this big blue slide and u twirl around and all..then u get dropped into this bowl kind thing and swirl around that and fall thru a hole into a 7ft pool..so as i was swirlin around that thing i knocked my head..next thing i knew..i was surrounded by all these lifegaurd ppl..lol..now i got a big lump on the back of my head..and while that happened my bathing suit top snapped in tha front where all the shells were..yea major boob action when i came to..talk bout embarrassing!!..i ghetto-ed it out for tha rest of the day tho..and it lasted..lol..then i went right back on tha ride..my mom wasnt too happy..she was soo freaked out..she wanted to leave afta that..but we stayed..then we did all tha other slides..then i got my "sun headache"..thats wha i called it..lol..itz that if im out for long periods of time in tha sun i get all dizzy n shit..so i left my brother on the lazy river and told him to meet me back when he was done..cuz we were gonna start leaving soon..45 minutes later he still didnt show up..so i freaked out n looked all over for him..another hour later i found the kid..my mom was pissed at me cuz i left him alone..blah blah blah..but i found him..lol..thatz all that matters..so where was he u ask?? hitting on these girls..lol..its his bday so i cut him sum slack..so while i was going crazy lookin for my brother before my mom killed me..one of the lifegaurds was trynna holla at me..he was scary lookin..he jumped over tha bars fromthe lazy river to the bridge i was standing on and wuz like "dont i kno u from some where??"..and he wanted my number..then his i guess supervisor came yelling at him..thats when i got away..lol..yea so that was pretty muhc my whole day..exciting??..lol..ayy..im so tired..the sun really wore me out

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boricuababy

:: 2004 25 June :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: thinkin...

these are all my favorite poems that pac wrote

I Cry-
Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why

When Your Hero Falls-
when your hero falls from grace
all fairy tales r uncovered
myths exposed and pain magnified
the greatest pain discovered
u taught me 2 be strong
but im confused 2 c u so weak
u said never 2 give up
and it hurts 2 c u welcome defeat
when ure hero falls so do the stars
and so does the perception of tomorrow
without my hero there is only
me alone 2 deal with my sorrow
your heart ceases 2 work
and your soul is not happy at all
what r u expected 2 do
when your only hero falls.

And Tomorrow-
Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.
Today is built on tragedies which no one want's to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I'm dropped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive

In The Event of My Demise-
In the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had Lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the shadow's Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from My eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the event of my Demise

In The Depths of Solitude-
i exist in the depths of solitude
pondering my true goal
trying 2 find peace of mind
and still preserve my soul
constantly yearning 2 be accepted
and from all receive respect
never comprising but sometimes risky
and that is my only regret
a young heart with an old soul
how can there be peace
how can i be in the depths of solitude
when there r 2 inside of me
this duo within me causes
the perfect oppurtunity
2 learn and live twice as fast
as those who accept simplicity



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boricuababy

:: 2004 25 June :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: how do u want it-Tupac

my brother jonothon was at my dad's since last nite..so the house has been madd quiet..itz weird but i missed the kid..lol..so today i wuz home alone..i had my music blasted..and no one cudd tell me to turn it down..it wuz great..lol..i watched sum t.v..saw an old movie..it wuz called "interview with a vampire" with brad pitt, tom cruise, and kirsten dunst..it wuz actually not that bad..then i watched my all time favorite movie "above the rim" thats the one with tupac and shawn wayans..i loveeee that movie..it's so new york..lol..brings back alotta memories..then my mommy got home and we went SHOPPING!!!..lol..spent $100 on an outfit..i kno..thatz bad..lol..but it's cute..im debating whether or not to wear it for my bday..but my mom said it's not dressy enuff..grr..neways..it's a jean skirt..a lil on the short side..with this really cute belt..it's one of those skirts with the creases..i guess thats how u can describe it..lol..and the top is a tank top..it's brown..and it has this really cute pattern on it..with sum beige n blue..it's cute..and i got this hat that matches perfectlyyy with it..it's my p.i.m.p hat..lol..its also brown..and i bought these flip flops that go with the outfit too..then i bought my brother a silver bracelet for his bday..it's tight..im sure he'll like it..so tomoro we're headed to the rapids..cant wait!! havent been there since 8th grade n theres alotta new rides..:D

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boricuababy

:: 2004 25 June :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: lose ur mind

white chicks was a funny ass movieeee!!! i loved it so much..we were there crackin up!! "i wuz checkin for DNA"..lmao..any body who hasn't seen it..GO..u'll like it if ur like me n like stupid-funny movies..the wayans brothers are hilarious..so i got to chill wid meli, eric and amir..we had a good time..eric's plannin a nite when we can go play pool at don carter's when meli gets back from new york..that shudd be fun..last nite i talked to carlos n he told me he's going to 103.5 The Beat Down!!..not fair..lol..i wanna go..he sed kanye's gonna be there..ying yang twins..tony sunshine and the rest of terror squad..it's gonna be in miami..bayfront park..ayy..well i wanted sam n amara to sleep over tonite n hang out..but amara's gotta help nadia wid her party so she cant come..and im pretty sure sam's still at her grandma's..:(..and meli's leavin to new york tonite..nobodyz here..:(...newayz..we're going to the rapids tomoro for jon's bday..and next week we're going camping!!..lol..hmmm..never been camping..i wonder how thatz gonna go..:/..i started painting sum furniture this morning..more sponge painting..lmao..yea i gotta finish tho..well right now i talkin to amir..so i'll update lataz

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boricuababy

:: 2004 18 June :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: drowsy
:: Music: dreaming of you

hey guyz..whaz happenin??..nutten much ova hea..juss chillan..hung out at tha pool today wid my uncle..spent sum time wid him bcuz soon hez leaving back to new york..so i spent tha day gettin my tan on..lol..my face got a lil sunburned..itz all good tho cuz it aint that bad..im stuck here watchin nico..tatie's got me babysittin cuz shez goin out for her bday..her and my mom got into a lil argument..so dat wasnt too good..right now im talkin to my meli..discussing our guy dilemmas..lol..i cant wait to go see white chicks wid her, eric n amir.im sure we'll have a good time..::wink wink::

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boricuababy

:: 2004 17 June :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: confessions pt 2

thinkin bout a certain sumone..;D

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boricuababy

:: 2004 14 June :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: breakdown-mariah carey

hellz yeah!!..i got a raise today!!
so far my summer has been completely about work..itz tiring but it definately pays off..i got a raise today!!..yay!!..itz about time..lol..i been work there for a while already..so im happy..i got all my envelopes and now i gotta stuff em..i cudd use alotta help..any takers??..love ya!!

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boricuababy

:: 2004 8 June :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: pissed off

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!..ITZ A WHOLE BUNCHA BULL SHIT!!!
omgf..i can't believe this..today when i got home from work i got a letter in the mail from coach erin..my cheer coach..and it was a letter saying how shez quitting..just like that..she said that "it's taking up too much of her time and energy"..can u believe that??..so now there's no more practices, no fundraisers, no car washes and worst of all NO SUMMER CAMP!! shez completely leaving us all hanging..all that time, effort and money spent was for absolutely nothinggggg..ayyy..this is bull shit i cant believe it..she already sent in the orders and all for new uniforms, warm ups, tee shirts, all that good stuff..what good is it if we dont have a coach or any place to practice..ugh..i really really hope we find a replacement before the end of the summer

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boricuababy

:: 2004 7 June :: 11.38am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: my way-usher

my mom is mad at me..
my mom just called me from her job and she didnt exactly go off on me but it was that kinda tone momz get when there pissed..so imma have to deal with that later..::sigh::

newayz yesterday i hung out with my dad and my brother..i cudda had more fun if people werent in such a bad mood!! ugh..i hate that when someone is in a bad mood they bring everyone else down with them..so we went and had dinner at fridays..then we went to boomers..i wuz hoping to run into sam and amara but that didnt work out..so i tried to convince my dad to go to muvico..but he said no and was still grumpy..i swear he's bipolar..i gave all my tickets to jonothon and he ended up with lie 10,000 tickets..no lie..so that made his day..lol..he got a whole bunch of crap with his tickets and got me a set of those chinese balls that mr.morone had that a supposed to relax you..we went on the go karts about 6 times..it wuz fun..now im here at home..bored..not doing anything

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boricuababy

:: 2004 2 June :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: what's happenin-ying yang twins

hey guys..i juss wanted to thank all ya'll for your concern and comforting words..love uuuu!!!

well..im startin to feel better bout things and cheerleading helps me relieve my stress..except of course when coach erin has one of her titi attacks and goes off on everyone..lol..its all good tho..im starting to catch up on everything..i took my chem exam this morning which was a bitch..and then i found coach clark and he was mad that i made him give me my test..so i took the weight training exam too..im taking mrs.douglas' exam tomorrow morning..and then all thatz left is the spanish exam..only i dont think imma take it since mrs. french is now in the hospital getting hip surgery..yea..mr.epstein told me that..i saw alotta teachers today..and they were all alot nicer to me than they ever have been..i guess its cuz most teachers become nicer when they kno u aren't a student any more..neways..i been working alot more recently..i work tomorrow..and for the rest of the week..cheer practice was fun 2day..we had little competitions wid the usher dance..lol..it wuz koo..well guess thats it..more updates laterrrrr...buhbyez..x0x0

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boricuababy

:: 2004 30 May :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: not so good..but feelin better
:: Music: it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday-boyz II men

wow..this has been a really hectic week..on monday my aunt chavi one of tha twins called me and told me that my other aunt..her sister maria passed away..she died last saturday nite in surgery..so me and my mom took tha first flight out to new york which was on tuesday..we left madd early in tha mornin..when we got there it was really cold..and then we went to my grandma's house in brooklyn and dropped our stuff off and took tha train to east new york for tha wake..wow..it wuz really sad..i wuz really close to my aunt so it really affected me..i got to see my other grandma..ev and chavi my twin aunts..and my dad..my biological dad..that wuz interesting..i dont really wanna get into that tho..so yea den wednesday wuz tha second nite of tha wake..and we went to that..more tears..it wuz even more sad because her baby aj..he's turning two kept going up to the casket trynna wake her up..that broke everyone down..me included..toward the end of the night chavi read the poem henry wrote..imma type it at the end of my entry..and she started to break down a bit..me too..everybody did..u'll see why..thursday was mass..that really got to me too.i cried the most then and then we went to the crematory..so it wuz a really tough week..kuchie (that was her nickname) meant alot to me..we were madd close..she always helped me out with everything..she had the biggest smile..and touched everyone she met..she wuz tha sweetest person and everybody loved her..she wuz really funny and had the best personality..she always wanted me to meet my dad but always respected the fact that i wasn't ready to..she always had my back..we would always chill and hang out during the summer when i would go up to new york..me, her, ev, chavi, luis, and joey would always hang out..i got to see alotta people i haven't seen i like two years but still you kno??..everyone was hurting, grieving and in pain..im glad i got to go tho..it helps alot..iight so here's the poem...

.. A Lost ..
Trying to accept..that you passed away...
Trying to cope..wondering the reason..why??
Im just here wishing..this day would have never come...
You left too soon...
You left too early...
Now your baby is going to be raised without a mommy...
But don't worry...
He has a big loving family to watch him for you...
But you can watch him too...
From where you're at now, sky's above...
Heaven..you're his angel..
Like he was yours
Send him your guidance; send him your love...
As for us...
We will have to understand...
It was your time to go...
But..it doesn't feel right...
Feels so wrong..so cold...
All this hate and anger building up inside...
Don't know what to do..
Just cry, cry, cry...
Miss you...
Keep thinking...
That at anytime you'll be walking through the doors...
What I'll give to just hear your voice...
To say anything...something...HOLLA..Booger Butt..just once more...
To see you smile...to hear you laugh...to hold you in our arms again..
I...just don't believe you're gone...
A daughter, a sister, a mother, an aunt, a love and a friend...
A beautiful person like yourself should have not went...
But they say...
God knows what's best...
God knows what he is doing...
God only takes the good...the best...
Miss you...
Now you're in Heaven, sky's above...
Looking down upon us...
Like a star...shining bright...
Breaking through the clouds...like a ray of light...
You might be gone in physical form...
But you're still here...
Forever alive in our hearts, minds and souls...
We miss you...we love you...
I will not say goodbye...
But I will say...
I'll see you later Booger Butt..
~by: Henry Fabian Gonzalez-May 23, 2004


Rest In Peace: Maria "Kuchie" Flores
October 22, 1970-May 22, 2004

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boricuababy

:: 2004 24 May :: 8.46pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: lemme ride dat donkey donkey

-amara this is our songgggggg!!!!!!!!!
grrr..exams start tomoro..not good..i have my chem exam tomoro..i shudd be studying..but no i rather sit here and talk to my sammi, my meli, and my amycita!! PROCRASTINATING IS ALWAYS FUN!!..lol..well guyz amyz re-named me..so my new name according to amy is kailottery..lmao..yupp yupp..thanx gurl..lol

meli: im glad ur eye stopped twitching!!..lol..and i hope ur throat feels betterrrrr

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boricuababy

:: 2004 17 May :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: welcome back-mase

MASE IS MAKIN A COMEBACK..HOLLAAA!!!!
ahh..i remember in like 4th grade i wuz obssessed wid mase..no lie..lol..no he turned preacher..i wonder if he still looks tha same..

so yea..dis weekend wuz pretty good..saturday: woke up madd early..cheer clinic..dat wuz alotta fun..got to hang out wid briana, ashley, bailey, maryellen, courtney..and all my otha cheer buddies..lol..we learned alotta new things..basic stunting..which we got down pack..uh huh..go us..lol..i cant wait till sleep away camp!!! itz gonna be so much fun..imma miss u tho briana!!..:(..have fun at ur other onez tho

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boricuababy

:: 2004 14 May :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: tha ATL seniors song (stuck in my head)

sam..u gotta tell me how tha rap goes!!!..lol
"im sittin in ma room..thinkin why oh why oh why..we gotta say goodbye..goodbye"..lol

today no skoo..hollllerrrrrrr..lol..wha i do??..i woke up late..watched hip hops toughest rhymes on mtv2..lol..good stuff..went to meliz house..hung out there for awhile..looked at yearbooks..did u kno that spanish river yearbooks come with a DVD yearbook too?!?!?!?!?!? how frickin tight is dat??..wow our skoo is cheap and ghetto..lol..so we watched tha dvd and made fun of alotta ppl..cracked up bout omar..i saw hema in tha video..and danny runnin tha track..kept rewinding it..lolol..ayy..dat wuz funny..den we signed each others yearbooks and juss talked after dat and watched videos..it wuz fun..we kept juss crackin up..wha i do yesterday??..me and sammi walked to...ahhh!!!..shit i juss burned my pizza!!..and tha kitchen is filled with smoke!!

LiLMiZzBLoNdiE26 [5:57 PM]: burnt it? is it frozen?
LiLMiZzBLoNdiE26 [5:57 PM]: OMG kaila
LiLMiZzBLoNdiE26 [5:57 PM]: stop drop roll
NuYoRiCaN019 [5:58 PM]: lmao
NuYoRiCaN019 [5:58 PM]: hahaha
NuYoRiCaN019 [5:58 PM]: wow..ooopz
NuYoRiCaN019 [5:58 PM]: no dinner for me now
LiLMiZzBLoNdiE26 [5:58 PM]: aww
LiLMiZzBLoNdiE26 [5:58 PM]: i'll bring u food

lol..wow..adrenaline rush..i saved my house!!..newayz..back to wha i wuz sayin..me and sammi walked to veteran's yesterday nite..met up wid carlos, sunil, myeong, and den amara came!!..we had fun..there wuz this lady sittin on tha bench next to us cheering her kids on saying "ra ra sis boom ba!!"..lmao..wow..i needed to show her sum real skillz..we watched tha guyz play bball..and ppl kept getting hurt..and sam n carlos were crackin on me cuz i wanted to call a paramedic for tha guy who hurt his ankle..lol..O-M-G LINE DOT!!..lol..amara..at veteran's i saw tha same guy who wuz stalkin me at paladium that one nite i went wid meli..wha are tha coincidences of that??..wow..scurriness..sam thot it wuz pretty funny..after dat we went back to my house n juss hung out..den everybody went home..:(.wha am i doing now???..talkin to amara and eating burnt pizza..actually not dat bad..lol

X3QTpiEx3 [6:09 PM]: ::burp::
NuYoRiCaN019 [6:09 PM]: wuz it a good burp??
NuYoRiCaN019 [6:09 PM]: or a weak one?
X3QTpiEx3 [6:09 PM]: man...it was weak..
X3QTpiEx3 [6:09 PM]: it was pathetic
NuYoRiCaN019 [6:10 PM]: lol
NuYoRiCaN019 [6:10 PM]: u needa step up ur game gurl!!
X3QTpiEx3 [6:10 PM]: i kno :-(
X3QTpiEx3 [6:10 PM]: >:o ::BURP!!!::
X3QTpiEx3 [6:10 PM]: dat was better
NuYoRiCaN019 [6:10 PM]: good job!!!!!
X3QTpiEx3 [6:10 PM]: lol

interesting convo huh??..lol..datz us chicas!!..we crazzzzzyyyyyy..i mite chill wid my semi bebi tonite..if we can pull rides..talk ta u guyz laterrrrr..x0x0



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colombiana

:: 2004 14 May :: 5.43pm
:: Music: Juvi_Slow Motion

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boricuababy

:: 2004 7 May :: 6.29pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: dickey ride..

wooooooooooo...im feelin madd hyper..i dunno why tho..lol..today wuz a good day..and imma have a good weekend..lol..psshh..studying for examz and all..x0x0

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boricuababy

:: 2004 2 May :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: sniffly
:: Music: walk away

im about to break, i can't stop this ache..im addicted to your allure, and im fiendin' for a cure..every step i take leads to a mistake..i keep goin' right back to the one thing i need..im about to break and i can't stop this ache..getting nothing in return..what did i do to deserve the pain of this slow burn and everywhere i turn i keep goin' back to the one thing that i need to walk away from..now what to do, my heart has been bruised, so sad but it's true each beat reminds me of you..it hurts my soul 'cause i can't let go, all these walls are cavin' in..i can't stop my sufferin'..i hate to show that i lost control..casue i keepi keep goin' right back to the one thing i need..im about to break, and i can't stop this ache..im addicted to your allure and im fiendin' for a cure..every step i take leads to a mistake, i keep going right back to the one thing i need..i can't mend, tihs torn stateim in..getting nothing in return what did i do to deserve the pain of this slow burn and everywhere i turn i keep going right back to the one thing i need to walk away from...

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hey peoples..if u were wondering..im feeling alot better now..i spent the weekend with my dad..which wuz iight..nutten major..we went to tha beach yesterday..it wuz an all day thing..everybody got sunburned..which sucked..poor tatie and tal..they got surburnt soo bad..i feel bad for them..tal wuz hysterically crying cuz she wuz burnt so bad..poor kid..they cant even walk..man, i wish i could of gone to amanda's party..i wanna kno how it went n who ended up going..sumbody tell me..lol..now im juss chillan at home..i tried to type up those notes for economics that are for extra credit..yea..lol..didnt work..well i hope everyone had a good weekend!!..wuv u guyz!!!..x0x0..ya gurl

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