:: 2004 19 September :: 1.35 pm

R.I.P. Johnny Ramone

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:: 2004 18 September :: 9.19 pm

Sock Monkey!

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:: 2004 17 September :: 8.42 pm

fuck fuck fuck im not gunna survive this fuckin year of latin.. I HATE IT I DIDNT WANT TO TAKE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE.. you know what, if i talk about it alot im gunna be in a really really pissy mood.. oh well too late.. im watching molly and coco and i feel bad cuz im like being kinda mean just cuz im so tired and cranky i wanna be asleep right now my eyelids are heavy.. im staying over here tonight cuz mary jo's at a wedding so shes gunna be in late and i dont want her to wake me up.. i know i'll be asleep when she gets home.. and i gotta be up for a game to ref tomorrow at 9.. SUCKS! arghh im gunna go.. later..

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:: 2004 15 September :: 8.56 pm

hahaaa.. funny day today.. M (her name is julia but so is julia's so im calling her M for her last name..) was like making fun of maria and trying to get her to not concentrate.. haha the lunch lady pissing on the food haha that was soo funny shes hysterical.. and then Julia's dream haha Bill Clinton shot her uncle lmaooooo omg sick day.. Alexa got detention for being late.. she lives around the corner. haha ms darcy was funny about that.. what else happened.. blaise tried to play soccer in her school shoes.. HAHA! Vadim (he's our coach) was making fun of us so much cuz we had to wear them.. shes so stupid.. play in your school shoes? i mean, if you forget your sneakers borrow someone else's.. haha.. Me and Kristle had to like stand in front of the ball, open our legs (not like that!) and the other one had to kick the ball thru the legs for a drill for soccer.. we're like what the hell does that have to do with anything.. Kristle's really really nice.. she's a senior but not one who's all 'im a senior i rule the world' shes like trying to get to know all the frosh which is cool.. song contest! firefighting freshman.. woot! gunna be hottttt.. also coming: Sweet Sixteen Sophs, dunno bout juniors yet, Santa's Seniors.. the seniors are gunna be really good this year they got some cute lyrics coming.. i'll explain song contest for those who dont know which is like everyone.. Each year comes up with a theme (i.e. firefighting freshman, etc.) and we take real songs that relate to the theme (i think we're doing the song rescue me and something else) and you change the lyrics to make fun of the school and the teachers and stuff its really fun.. and you get like all these lil props and stuff and its real cute.. the seniors seem to like our idea so far so who knows, maybe the freshman wont come in last! =) i think the juniors won last year.. i dunno.. oh well.. ima update.. LATERRR

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:: 2004 14 September :: 4.25 pm

roar

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:: 2004 13 September :: 8.02 pm

Capitalization is the difference between "I had to help my uncle Jack off a horse.." and "I had to help my uncle jack off a horse.."

WHY DOESNT ANYONE COMMENT ANYMORE!!!! SHADE, WHERE ARE YOU!?!

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:: 2004 12 September :: 4.24 pm

my eyes were still swollen this morning when i woke up from crying last night..

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:: 2004 11 September :: 9.14 pm

i listened to the song 'believe' by yellowcard.. i've always told myself that on 9/11 i'd always listen to the song.. and i did.. hearing the violin in the beginning tears started forming in my eyes.. and when i heard the first line, i started bawling uncontrollably.. and did that for about the next 20 minutes.. i couldnt stop.. i cried at the first line cuz i remembered what the whole song meant to me.. and how true it is.. my face is still red.. half an hour after stopping my crying.. thats how hard i cried.. i got Ali crying too.. shes watching Sal.. thats not good.. but i needed her to hear.. and then i looked at my phone like 5 minutes ago... it said 9:11.. first time i look at the clock in like an hour and it says that.. i dont know what to do with myself.. i found out that frank palumbo is maria's dad.. not just a relative.. and i wanna give her the biggest hug right now.. just to be there for her.. i almost need to hug her.. =[

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:: 2004 11 September :: 7.33 pm
:: Mood: crying

today's entry aint about my day.. it's dedicated to all who died on 9/11..

Rest In Peace Robert Scandole

Uncle Rob I miss you sooo much and I know Sheila does too and Emma and Katie and everyone else who loved you. You were a great husband for Sheila and great father for Emma and Katie, a great Uncle for Molly and Courtney and a great person all around.. we love you and miss you sooo much<3 ='(

R.I.P. Billy Lake
I didn't know you all that well but I know how much your wife loves you and Kyler loves you too.. I know they miss you so much.. rest in peace<3

Rest In Peace Frank Palumbo




my dad and i were watching the news.. and i could hear that he was crying.. i didnt have to look at him.. just the sniffs and the sighs told me.. and i was getting there.. but when he just came over to my chair and hugged me and sat there with me i burst into tears.. I'm a mess today.. I'm asking every single one of you to pray for not only the people i mentioned above.. but for every single solitary person who died, every single person who lost somebody, and every single person who was affected in even the slightest way... they all greatly need your prayers..

9/11/01 WE WILL NEVER FORGET

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:: 2004 10 September :: 6.30 pm

third day of school today.. lets see.. english teacher sucks.. global and math teachers i love.. my math teacher ms darcy is soooo funny... miss draghi's alright.. shes art.. and mr. petty computer.. hes alright.. still havent had classes with mr. darrup and mr. a... oh well.. me and julia have the exact same schedule so thats cool.. i got alot to do i'll write another update later im at mary jo's now anyway.. ttyl..

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:: 2004 8 September :: 5.04 pm
:: Music: destination anywhere - sugarcult

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:: 2004 7 September :: 10.10 pm

joey called me hun 3 times in 5 minutes, shawn is talking to me and ashley wont answer.. where's matt when u need him to complain to lol.. shit there he is!

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:: 2004 7 September :: 3.40 pm

well, kristen saw the doctor today.. its not fractured but he said its probably badly bruised cuz of how much pain im in... i hate orthopedists.. to figure out whats wrong, they move your body in the way that makes it hurt!! he did it like 6 times i was ready to kick him.. he gave me a brace and said no sports.. pshh yea right, no sports, hes gotta be kidding.. soccer season's starting n he expects me to sit? no! haha i thought it was cool cuz hes got a pic on his wall of the rangers winning the stanley cup in '94 (i think) and hes got brian leetch and mark messier's autographs on it.. its cool lol.. anywayy.. my arm hurts.. not the one i hurt though.. the other one hurts cuz im typing with just that arm..

cassie's gunna take the train with me tomorrow.. i hope im in a homeroom with somebody.. cassie, julia, danielle or brianna.. oh yeah me julia n danielle met brianna at soccer shes really cool i like her.. so we're all praying that someone's together..

Jena is like the only one who comments anymore.. and matt who comments like every entry now, thank you i feel loved lol haha.. Kelli comments too but i've lost kalie and erika! Kaitlyn you can comment too!!!oyy so much to write, so little strength in my right arm.. its getting really tired.. im out..

_kristen_

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:: 2004 6 September :: 4.58 pm

LAST PERSON...
[-You Touched-] um.. im not sure...
[-You Talked to-] mom

[-You Hugged-] my mom
[-You Instant messaged-] meaghannnnnn woot
[-You Yelled At-] brian

FAVORITE...
[-Food-] burrazos... mmmm, mexican


[-Drink-] water


[-Color-] black, red, gray, blue

[-Album-] take this to your grave, fall out boy


[-Shoes-] DC! woot!
[-Animal-] dunno

[-TV Show-] real world, road rules, alias

[-Movie-] identity, the lion king

[-Song-] tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today - fall out boy...promise - matchbook romance..

[-Cartoon-] the smurfs

ARE YOU...
[-Understanding-] sometimes..
[-Open-minded-] yes

[-Arrogant-] not really.. sometimes a lil..

-Insecure-] no wayy
[-Interesting-] i dunno, you tell me
[-Random-] oh yes

[-Hungry-] yesssss

[-Friendly-] yes
[-Smart-] Yeah


[-Moody] during pms lol


[-Childish-] only around certain people that im comfortable with

[-Independent-] yes
[-Hard working-] Yes


[-Organized-] ehhh

[-Healthy-] i dunno

[-Emotionally Stable-] yes
[-Shy-] Hell No

[-Difficult-] if you're arguing with me, i HAVE to win lol.. except with matt, hes impossible lol
[-Attractive-] im not one to make that judgement

[-Bored easy-] Mhmm

[-Messy-] yes


[-Thirsty-] nah


[-Responsible-] yeah

[-Obsessed-] nah


[-Angry-] everyones angry sometimes


[-Sad-] yes! i just realized if i did fracture my hand i cant try out for softball!!!!!! =[ =[ =[

[-Happy-] yes

[-Hyper-] yes


[-Talkative-] when im hyper

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[-Kill-] terrorists

[-Slap-] aubrey

[-Look Like-] i dunno

RANDOM...
[-In the morning I am-] lazy

[-All I need is-] music

[-Love is-] i dunno what love is

[-I'm afraid of-] lots of stuff
[-I dream about-] my hand is starting to hurt.. is this almost done?
HAVE YOU EVER...
[-Pictured your girlfriend/boyfriend naked-] I dont have a boyfriend

[-Been in love-] no
[-Cried when someone died-] yes.. very recently, too..

[-Lied-] yes

WHICH IS BETTER...
[-Coke or pepsi-] i dont drink soda

[-Flowers or candy-] i dont care
[-Tall or short-] tall

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[-What do you notice first-] appearance, whether or not they're outgoing

[-Worst thing to do-] try to hook up after 5 minutes

[-Turn-ons-] Eyes, Smile, sense of humor

[-Turn-offs-] people who try to be funny and arent, and serious people.. i HATE serious people

WHO...
[-Makes u laugh the most-] i dunno..
[-Makes you smile-] ashh

[-Gives you a funny or good feeling when you see them-] people

[-Who do you have a crush on-] no one

[-Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend-] No one

[-Has a crush on you-] i dunno

[-Is the easiest to talk to-] ashley

HAVE YOU EVER...
[-Fallen for your best friend-] no comment
[-Been rejected-] no

[-Rejected someone-] yes


[-Used someone-] Yes =[ sorry


[-Been used-] Yes


[-Done something u regret-] kinda..

[-Fallen for your best friend's boyfriend-] nooooo
[-Sit on the Internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u-] not all night but for awhile
[-Cried because someone said something to you -] yes.. but it wasnt something stupid i rarely cry

DO YOU / ARE YOU...
[-Smoke cigarettes-]noo

[-Could you live without the computer-] no


[-Color your hair-] nah
[-Ever get off the damn computer-] yes
[-Have a boyfriend/girlfriend-] Nah

[-Habla espanol-] Kinda.

[-How many peeps are on ur buddy list-] alot.. probably almost the full 200

[-What hurts the most?-] falling from 5 feet in the air and landing on your arm!!!! =[

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:: 2004 6 September :: 1.28 pm
:: Music: gc, anthem

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:: 2004 6 September :: 8.52 am
:: Mood: ouch

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i hurt myself yesterday.. im not gunna tell you how yet cuz you'll laugh at me lol... i just thought i'd let you know that im only gunna leave short updates for awhile cuz i basically only have one hand to type with.. my dad thinks i jammed my wrist and my elbow.. my elbow doesnt hurt when i move it, really, but gosh its a bitch to put on a new shirt.. oyy i have so much to update about and i cant cuz it hurts so much to type with my left hand.. yes, its my left hand.. ((im a lefty if you dont know)).. i have to write out my summer homework!!! school starts in 2 days! this sucks!!!! my moms mad at me cuz i kept putting it off and now im gunna complain when i write cuz its gunna hurt really bad.. i cant do anything with it.. i hate it.. its ruining my last days of summer..

sorry no long updates.. will do one as soon as possible..

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-kristen

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:: 2004 2 September :: 1.46 pm

grr i started writing an entry and my mom came in and was like i need the computer go away.. grr alright so anyway, i came back this morning from point pleasant for my soccer tryouts which went good.. julia and danielle came too and yea it was good.. i dont really wanna tell you details cuz i've already said them to like 6 people and im sick of it lol..

Chrissy's gunna get her own dog!!! ((she hates the one they have and he hates her)) shes gunna get a yorkie!

i put so much detail into that last entry that i never got to finish and now i dont feel like putting in the details again..

me and Chrissy listened to the spice girls last night lmaooooo.. we were like 7 and we still know all the words rofl.. and we're listening to a line that goes 'if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friend' and we're like.. that aint how it works! lol.. yea we had to entertain my brother cuz TJ couldnt come down.. he aint coming down til tonight cuz he had football.. i miss TJ hes funny.. oh well, anyway.. im going back to point pleasant.. staying til saturday now, not sunday.. we'll come back saturday morning.. and then go to lauren's.. im probably gunna like take my point pleasant bag up to laurens and ima wind up staying there instead of lauren staying here.. i hope it doesnt end up that way though.. i want her in brooklyn!!! grrr lol..

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:: 2004 1 September :: 12.47 pm

sup guys.. im getting ready to go to point pleasant! i may not update til friday, possibly saturday, sunday, maybe even as late as monday, i gotta see.. i may give you some news on thursday since i'll be back for a few hours for my tryouts.. not sure if im getting back friday night or saturday morning but saturday i go to lauren's.. ((yay!!!)) and i might stay there overnight, or shes gunna come stay here in brooklyn.. sunday i go to Kasia's... and mom's mad at me cuz im not packed and we're leaving in like half an hour!! haha lol.. umm.. yea, and all of a sudden today i got really really dizzy and almost collapsed, like out of nowhere.. it really scared me i was like what the fuck is happening to me.. im still kinda freaked out i dunno what happened.. anyway, gotta go.. hope you;re next few days are good...

laterrr<3

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:: 2004 1 September :: 10.38 am

ok, yeah so i went to Kait's last night and Gina was there and we kinda laughed alot.. and Kait pretended to be gangsta and was rappin to 99 Problems and it was pretty funny.. kait, you was doin 55 in a 54! =]~

IF YOU WANT ME BACK, YOURE GUNNA HAVE TO ASK NICER THAN THAT!

'with my foot on your neck, i finally have you right where i want you...'

I got home from Kaitlyn's last night at around 11, and Brian was still in my house.. and he was in my house when I went to bed.. Gosh I can't get rid of the kid.. I'm gunna go watch Fuse.. Warped Wednesday!!! woot!!! laterr..

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:: 2004 1 September :: 10.23 am

this is an entry for Ali.. first of all, my entries are not public for you to read..they are public for other people... second, why do i have to find out every detail i can for you about kelsey? why cant you fucking ask them yourself?

just leave me alone.. i dunno if you got my text message last night.. but if you didnt, it said 'if you really cared about my life you would call, not read my journal whenever its convenient for you'

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:: 2004 31 August :: 8.07 pm

this may be the longest update i've made in a long time..
ok, so alot went on that i need to talk about...

first of all, last night, me and ali got into probably the biggest fight we ever got into.. but i really dont care cuz i dont want a friend who's so quick to replace me.. i say 'i just wanna let you know how good it feels to be replaced' and she says 'what else was i supposed to do? have a crappy end of summer?' so then she calls and i say 'i see how its easier for you to replace than to try and fix things and it lead to alot of calling and hanging up and shit just went down and shes mad at me too so stuff is all.. i dunno, blahhhh...

aaah kelsey's in the hospital!!! shes been there for like a week and a half.. RoRo told me that its cuz her immune system is superr weak and even just a common cold could make her sick for like a week.. they're doing tests on her and everything.. =[

soccer tryouts! cancelled! grrrrrr... moved to thursday.. that messes up everything!!! we were supposed to go to point pleasant tomorrow and stay til friday and maybe go to my aunt's house on friday to say happy birthday and stuff.. but no.... i felt really really really guilty i was soooo upset cuz i felt like no one was gunna have fun cuz of me i was really pissed.. and i told my mom and shes like we'll work it out, im not upset' but i still was cuz i felt like i was to blame for the week being messed up.. we can go to point pleasant and stay over til thursday, but thursday morning we have to leave at like 7:30, which sucks.. and once again, the kids get left home while the parents go and see Southside Johnny.. wait, new information, we go to point pleasant, my dad will probably take me back early thursday morning, and after the tryout i come back down to point pleasant til friday!!!! yay!!!! i cant decide whether i should get alotta sleep or no sleep.. cuz people say that you play better rested but my best game last season, scored three goals, was played when i hadnt slept at all the night before.. its just a thing.. its happened more than once.. i seem to play better with less sleep.. oh well..

dude, i SOO dont like joey anymore, i mean, I DONT TALK TO HIM! come on! how can you like someone you never talk to! ehh, oh well.. i dont care, i love not liking people..!!!

me and kaitlyn went to see without a paddle today.. soooo funny lol kinda gross at parts, but funny.. and me and kaitlyn just started laughing randomly in the middle of it.. i dunno, dun ask.. and there was a song in the backround like 'the big green trees' or whatever and i remember kait's softball song 'the trees are green, the mountains are high, and there is such a blue blue sky!' hahahahaha dont ask!!! it was soo funny.. crazyy mems.. i love those girls.. we had soo much fun.. anyway!! after the movie, i went to carvel to get icecream and fuckkk the cup was big and i was like forcing kaitlyn to share it with me but she wouldnt and i had to eat it all lol.. then we looked at the same picture album kaitlyn has with pictures from when we were really little and like, in girl scouts lol we look at it like once a month lol but its still fun.. haha and theres a picture of caroline looking like shes getting stoned off a plant when she's like 8 and im like haha thats why shes such a mess now! lol i know im soo mean but oh well..

yuckk, shawn came back from Cali, which means i have to deal with him again.. kaitlyn said she was gunna tell him i cant stand him anymore but i said if you do i'll go on your sn and tell anthony you like him hahaha.. anthony's this kid that was like stalking her lol it was pretty funny.. ((love ya kait! =]~))

so then we went down to the field for my bro's soccer practice.. as always, kate oliver was as cute as ever and john cap. was like pissing me off and mike and joey were there!!! i was like yayy! i havent seen them all summer! i saw johnny gearity today too.. but thats not part of the story.. so yeah, me and kaitlyn talked to mike and gosh hes so much cooler outside of school lol hahaha.. i swear, i think its cuz he cant stand being like trapped inside for so long that he spazzes out lol.. his voice is changing.. i could tell.. (finally) lolol sorry.. (crap! shawn just signed on!) and anyway, yea i missed mike.. i told him we'd hang out tomorrow but i thought we werent going away so now i cant hang out with him til like monday.. which sucks cuz hes gunna be mad at me lol.. he made the soccer team for xaverian.. yay! happy for him.. and did i update about how kaitlyn missed her tryout cuz she couldnt find the place? well if i didnt, thats the story, and mike's sister jaime is the assistant coach as of like a few days ago so mike and mr. martin are gunna make jaime try and get kait on the team! yayy lol

my cousin, who's absolutely horrible with needles like me, got her ears pierced!!! yayyy lauren!! im so proud of her!!! and she survived her physical today too.. i might stay over her house saturday night and they'll bring me to Kasia's sunday cuz they're coming.. ohh i hope Chrissy was invited cuz Patrick's gunna be there and Chrissy's in love with Patrick lol hahaha..

ok i gotta go i'll update a lil more later tonight or tomorrow if i can, im going to kaits now so ttyl!!! comment!

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:: 2004 30 August :: 9.47 pm

im asking you all to pray for a guy named ryan.. he was struck by lightning, was in a coma for 2 days and may have serious brain damage.. ryan is really close to ashley who means the world to me, so please, give ryan your prayers, AND ashley, cuz they both really need them... comment to lemme know that you will..

please give ryan your prayers!!!

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:: 2004 30 August :: 6.10 pm

haha.. im having a grand old time not looking normal in my clothes.. im wearing short shorts and a huge t-shirt.. usually its like, baggy pants and big tshirts or short shorts and tight tops.. and if your hair is nice, your makeup is nice.. but nope, my hair's straight and my makeup's running.. and i love how i look right now!!! =] sorry, im going thru a phase where i dont give a shit how i look!!! i dunno if its a phase actually.. i like it!

i watched new york minute with the olsen twins.. it was cutee.. i didnt think it would be that great but it was pretty good.. some of it was funny lol..

im on the phone with kaitlyn.. HI KAITLYN!!! sorry you didnt get to see kyle =[

comment.. ALL OF YOU!

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:: 2004 30 August :: 2.25 pm

thanks to Kalie and Jena who left comments two entries ago.. i needed that..

guess who landed herself a job!?!?!?!!!! me!!!!!! yayyy! and i get to have fun, too! im a ref for soccer and i get like 20-30 bucks a game!! its almost every weekend and each weekend you get 2-3 games so im like sooooo psyched about it.. my mom was like, you know that the coaches give the refs a real hard time about it and im mom, you know me i dont give a shit what people say to me! and shes like yeah alright and i gotta go to a meeting next week sometime, john's gunna lemme know and.. oh yeah so you guys know, it was john slattery who called me.. he's a nice guy.. remembers my name lol =]~

i need to go running.. soccer tryouts tomorrow! wish me luck! eh, you'll see an entry before tomorrow.. forget it lol

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:: 2004 30 August :: 10.24 am

hey, you, living for tomorrow,
you sell your dreams for a bucket of change
hey you, smoking up your sorrow
just pointing fingers at someone to blame..
this life's like living in the gutter
all this pain just makes you feel dead
you're just giving it all away
slow down, and just look a little closer, you might find that it's not the end,
you wonder how your life could get better,
when you're alone you just tear yourself down..
try and find your better half now,
open your eyes and find yourself,
hey girl screaming for attention,
once you get it you throw it away,
im broken, picking up the pieces,
i wont live in all your mistakes..
you;re just giving it all away...

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:: 2004 30 August :: 9.30 am

sometimes i wonder why i post my thoughts anymore.. all it gets me is trouble.. im thinking of abandoning this.. starting over on greatest journal or something.. and giving only certain people the link.. no more randoms, no more commenting to other people, even though thats how i met kelli and erika and jena and kalie.. who are great people..

sometimes i wonder if its worth it.. the people who have to misinterpret what i say and cause shit..

i didnt mean everyone in the world has it fuckin better than me!!! yet people accuse me of thinking that!!! and someone, who will not be named, thinks that this is the first person that i've ever lost.. which i think is pretty funny.. he thinks just cuz he lost more than the one person i updated about that he's special.. and this causes trouble..

people dont know me or anything that's happened to me.. and i hate that accusations have to be made and trouble started up.. cuz i dont want that.. i want everything to just be ok..

is that too much to fucking ask!?!

comments would be appreciated..

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:: 2004 29 August :: 5.41 pm

the beach today was crazyy.. we get there and like 5 minutes into it, the lifeguards have to go running into the water cuz theres two guys screaming for help.. they went out to the sandbar thats out there and its easy to get out but its a bitch to get back in.. and then the lifeguards had to pull the other 20 people off the sandbar.. there were like 8 lifeguards in the water.. but the two guys that yelled for help, one was ok but then one collapsed and they were like giving him oxygen and carried him away on a stretcher and one of the lifeguards said he was unconcious.. so we were all like.. uh ohh..

heh, when the lifeguard at our post was going into the water, he had to take off his sweatpants and he's halfway down to the water when he realizes hes only in his boxers and that his shorts came down with the sweatpants lol he was so embarrassed.. us and the guy near us were teasin' him lol it was funny but i felt bad for him lol

alright i'll write a lil more about yesterday.. we watched the tape of Kasia's play.. it was soooo funny cuz me and mary knew exactly where there was gunna be noise in the crowd.. when Kasia had to pretend to cry, there was a burst of laughter coming from up front.. that was me, mary and Kasia's friend Geelaine.. (sp?) ima call her Gee.. so then when she had to kiss Bryan, you hear Gee going woowoo!!! lolol it was sooo funny.. and then you could see the weird look on Bryan's face when him and Kasia were standing next to each other and we were making faces at Kasia but she didnt see us, Bryan did, and he thought we were making faces at him.. THAT was funny.. i had to explain to him after the show that i was Kasia's cousin and that was her sister and her best friend making faces at KASIA not YOU lol.. yea but it was funny.. and then Aunt Ann made Kasia sing and i mean, I've heard her sing in her shows but she can belt it.. damnn..

im mad that i didnt get to go running today.. well, theres still time, but i'd have to eat and blow out my hair before i went and i dunno if im up to blowing out my hair today.. i like to just let it dry..

alright, lemme update, i have much more to do right now..

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:: 2004 29 August :: 12.34 pm
:: Music: dead on arrival - fall out boy

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:: 2004 28 August :: 9.20 am
:: Mood: tired..
:: Music: meghan's air conditioner..

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:: 2004 27 August :: 8.49 pm

Kasia, Mary, and Lizzie's birthday party is this weekend.. the Levatinos (my cousins) are coming, but they have to leave around 6.. why? Because Aunt Eileen and Uncle Bobby are going to Jessica's bfs house to meet his parents!!! Which means its totally serious! this is like really big for our family, cuz none of the kids have gotten married yet and I've talked to Jess about him, she's crazy about him! So everyone's like 'oooh maybe she'll get married!!!' Yayy! I hope she does.. i love Jess soo much she seems to be happy with him<3 I mean, I know its nothing definite theres a good chance they wont stay together, but its so funny cuz the whole family is talking about how the Levatinos are going to meet the in-laws lol.. aah! good luck Jess!!! <333

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