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Kate

:: 2005 11 January :: 7.28pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Sulk

I know my entries are never exciting, but I have a few questions for anyone who can answer them.

1. Is the Chemistry exam with Vree over chapters 6 & 10?

2. Does anyone know the answers to the list Mr. stark gave us for yearbook?

3. When is the Algebra 2 exam for Babbitt?

4. Is Mrs. Ryan going to die soon? That would be great.

Thank yoou.

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Kate

:: 2004 28 December :: 9.54pm

Love.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
*CRIES
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
that hurts Kate
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
that was my intent
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I know
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
bitch
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
I'm fat.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I know.
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
You're a fucknut.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I know.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
So are you.
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
I know.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
All is well.
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
: )

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kate

:: 2004 17 December :: 10.09pm

Hey, I was wondering if anyone would like to come with me to my sisters wedding tomorrow. It's from about 9am - 11pm. Please! I don't want to suffer alone. If you can, call me.. 696-9764

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Kate

:: 2004 7 December :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: amazed
:: Music: Erasure - Rapture

Why mommy's gone mad.
So I made a list of all the self-help books I could find that my mother owns, and here it is. I'm positive she's got more, but I wasn't going to look that hard. These are all the ones out in the open!

How to Really Love Your Teenager by Ross Campbell
Your Money Matters by Malcolm Macgregor
Passion on Purpose by Dr. Deborah Newman
So What's The Difference? by Fritz Ridenour
Breaking The Power Of Debt by John Avanzini
How To Make Meetings Work by Michael Doyle & David Straus
How To Be A Leader by Communicating Your Ideas by ?
Straight Talk to Men and Their Wives by Dobson
Joy That Lasts by Gary Smalley
The Tender Touch by Rexella VanImpe
The Pursuit of Holiness by Jerry Bridges
Marriage on the Rock by Jimmy Evans
Nova Shalomon Couples Manual by ?
Do-It-Yourself Relationship Mender by Dr. Rosberg
How To Be Your Own Best Friend by Mildred Newman & Bernard Berkowitz
Anger is a Choice by Tim Lahaye
Christian Living In The Home by Jay E. Adams
Barriers to Intimacy by Rosselini & Worden
The Language of Love by Smalley & Trent
The Five Love Languages by Gary Chapman
On The Crest Of The Wave by Wagner
From Sea To Shining Sea For Children by Marshall & Manuel
This is Living? by David Wilkerson
The Sense of His Presence by Mains
Nurturing a Child's Soul by Timothy Jones
One True Vow by Eva Marie Everson
Christian Child-Rearing and Personality Development by Paul D. Meier
The Fulfilled Woman by Lou Beardsley & Toni Spry
The Christian Counselor's Manual by Jay E. Adams
The Renewal Factor by Robert H. Waterman, Jr.
Dare To Discipline by Dr. James Dobson
Getting The Most Out Of Life by ?
I Am The Christian The Devil Warned You About by Mario Murillo
Making Friends With Your Mother by Kay Marshall Strom
Laugh Again: Experience Outrageous Joy by Charles R. Swindoll
For Better Or For Best by Gary Smalley
His Needs Her Needs by Willard F. Harley, Jr.
Promises To Keep by Nick Harrison
How to Win Friends & Influence People by Dale Garnegie
7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens by Sean Covey
God Can Do It Again by Kathryn Kuhlman
Lessons In Successful Living by Albert E. Cliffe
If Only He Knew by Gary Smalley
Me? Obery Him? by Elizabeth Rice Handford
Lord, Heal My Hurts by Kay Arthur
Love is a Choice by Hemfelt, Minirth & Meier
Knowing God Intimately by Joyce Meyer
Working With People by Macmillan
Each New Day by Corrie ten Boom
Your Work Matters to God by Sherman & Hendricks
Women And The Art of Negotiating by Nierenberg & Ross
Lead, Follow or Get Out of the Way by Jum Lundy
A Spiritual Clinic by J. Oswald Sanders
The Busy Woman's Guide to a Balanced Life by Ramona Cramer Tucker
Seccess Secrets of the Motivational Superstars by ?
Love is a Decision by Gary Smalley
The Power of Positive Thinking by Norman Vincent Peale
God, The Rod, And Your Child's Bod by Larry Tomczak
When God Writes Your Love Story by Eric & Leslie Ludy
The Power of a Praying Wife by Stormie Omartian
Codependent No More by Melody Beattie
What Wives Wish Their Husbands Knew About Women by Dr. James Dobson
The Gift of Fatherhood by Dr. Aaron Hass
How to Take Charge of Your Life by Newman & Berkowitz
Learning to Live with the People You Love by D. James Kennedy
The Act of Marriage by Tim & Beverly LaHaye
The Power of Positive Living by Norman Vincent Peale


Thus explaining why she's such a fucking psycho.

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Kate

:: 2004 5 December :: 12.18am
:: Music: The Cure - Labyrinth

Tonight was just.. beautiful. Did anyone not cry?

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Kate

:: 2004 25 November :: 12.49pm
:: Music: Le Tigre - Eau D'Bedroom Dancing

Thanksgiving: done.

All I got out of it was food that made me want to throw up, an intense irritation, and the strong reminder of why I hate existing so much.

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Kate

:: 2004 21 November :: 5.28pm
:: Music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

Ugh.
*smashes head through computer screen*

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Kate

:: 2004 21 November :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: Sleater-Kinney - Sympathy

Can anyone help?
I need extra credit in Chemistry and Mr. Vree said that I could write a detailed report on Schrodinger and the Quantum Mechanical Model. I made an attempt, and explained it in a single paragraph. I don't know to extend it, make it into an amusing story, or relate it to something practical to show I understand it. Here is the paragraph I wrote in case you don't know what this stuff is, or if you want to build off it. That is, if you're willing to help.

Prodigiously intelligent, Erwin Rudolf Josef Alexander Schrodinger is known for his hypothesis of the Quantum Mechanical Model. Taking off from Neils Bohr’s model showing that electrons are in circular paths around the nucleus, Schrodinger determined that the electrons do not move in defined paths, but move from place to place randomly, while remaining in the same relative vicinity. An electron microscope picture shows dots where the electrons are predicted to be. The denser the dots, the greater the probability that there is an electron in that area. It is impossible to find the exact location of an electron.

Any ideas? Pleeasse.

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Kate

:: 2004 19 November :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: sore throat
:: Music: John Lennon - Hold On

Hm.. I may have a job. I've worked at Sue's Kountry Kitchen for 4 days on a "trial basis." He hasn't told me if I have the job yet. I'm not really sure which way he is going to go, so I just hope it's good. Jenny Deters worked there. He told me during my interview he was going to let some girl go, and I come to find out, after stupidly talking to her about it, that it's her. I feel kind of bad if I took her job.
Things are pretty good right now. My throat hurts though, which is sad, I know. Oh well. I'm really looking forward to New Years. It should be fun.
Today was my sister's bachlorette party. I only went for an hour. It was kind of dumb, but whatever makes her happy; it's her wedding.
*sigh* I don't know. What do you want to know? Ask something..
Algebra II is becoming difficult. If anyone wants to be my tutor.. I would really appreciate that. The material sounds easy, but Babbitt just doesn't explain it right, so I can't do it. So if you had Algebra II last year, or currently have it, and actually understand it, that'd be cool. Just consider.
So.. yeahh.. hangin' out with people tomorrow. I know that'll be a good time. If we can find somewhere to go. haha. I'm glad Lisa got her freedom back. wooo.
well well well. I'm rambling, and I'm stupid. yay.

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Kate

:: 2004 31 October :: 7.03pm
:: Music: John Lennon - Imagine

Gunneson Sighting
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Kent Theatre
October 23, 2004

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Kate

:: 2004 31 October :: 6.12pm
:: Music: Blondie - Atomic

I heard Andy's shutting down woohu sometime in the future.. is this true?

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Kate

:: 2004 29 October :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: laidback

Quotes
Sorry.. I did the worst I've ever done on quotes this time. They're only bad because I have a lot fewer than I usually do. But enjoy the ones that I have:

Serenity

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Kate

:: 2004 26 October :: 5.09pm
:: Music: Buzzcocks - You Say You Don't Love Me

Help
I need to go on ad sales. If anyone wants to come and get me right now, I would be grateful. All you have to do is drive me to at most 5 businesses (all on main street,) and I'll go inside, try to sell an ad, then off we go again. It only takes a few minutes per business.

I have to have this done by Thursday, and my parents can't take me tonight. They're not sure if they can take me tomorrow either. So.. it would be helpful if anyone is up for it. Plus, you get to hang out with me. All the more reason to do it!


Thank you, Tanya. :)

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Kate

:: 2004 17 October :: 6.16pm

Homecoming was a good good time.

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Kate

:: 2004 15 October :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: mellow

Suuurrrveyyy
Read more..

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Kate

:: 2004 12 October :: 10.05pm
:: Music: Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You

I am... UNGROUNDED!

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Kate

:: 2004 9 October :: 8.45pm
:: Music: Coldplay - Don't Panic

Ron's Survey
Read more..

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Kate

:: 2004 9 October :: 12.37am
:: Mood: Dead tired
:: Music: The Cure - The Forest (Tree Mix)

Stratford
The trip was indeed enjoyable. I'd have to say it was better than last year. The play was supreme. Last year's was excellent too. They really are very good. Those actors deserved their standing ovation.
The bus was pretty uncomfortable. It was incredibly hard to sleep sitting up on the way there, and on the way home, I slept across two seats, which are only long enough for about 3/4 of my body. I had no pillow, or blanket, just a borrowed hoodie. haha. but it wasn't so bad. I managed. Oh yeah, the damn tvs were pretty annoying.. did anyone pull the duct tape off the screens before we left?
The town was also better this year than last. I think it's because we went to more places. Maybe we didn't, but I don't remember a lot of the stores I saw this time. Some are boring, but there are a lot of really neat ones. They were full of incense, masks, stones, sculptures, beaded necklaces, swords, hand-made bags, bongs, pipes, etc.
Overall, I did enjoy myself, and I'm glad I went. Did anyone else like it?

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Kate

:: 2004 7 October :: 4.10pm
:: Music: Bjork - Crying

Well, I won't be at school tomorrow. We leave for Stratford early in the morning. I'll be sitting with Stephanie, Stacy, and Kelly, then spendin' the day with them. It'll be cool. My mom decided to be a bitch and go too. How fucking wonderful. hah. I told her not to even look at me, to which she replied with, "I'll do what I want to." *pulls up middle finger*
Anyway, school is kind of boring, but my grades are fine. 3 A's, an A- and 2 B+'s. So I'm good.
I guess I'm going to Homecoming now too. I wasn't going to, but I've got a date so I figured I might as well. It'll probably be fun.
My sister is also getting married soon. And I'm the Maid of Honor. She wants me to go pick out my dress with her tonight. It's odd..
I'm sorry this is really tirivial and dull, but I haven't updated in a good while. Thought I'd get you kids up to date.

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Kate

:: 2004 19 September :: 12.33am

Thuggin'


Look at all the boxes at the bottom of the screen, and the first like 8 people on my list. (click on the picture)
Represent, yo.

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