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:: 2004 12 May :: 1.32pm

Yay I passed my test! So I think that's all the standardized training that I have to do for another year! wooo!

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:: 2004 11 May :: 9.03pm

I'd settle for a best friend...

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:: 2004 11 May :: 8.08am

It's been so freaking HOT lately. I love it.

I'm doing something I NEVER do. Usually being blindingly pale, this year i'm actually getting decently tan. I'm not such a fan of it, but at least I actually look like I live in Savannah now. Or the south for that matter.

I should meet me a nice art school boy. We could be pretentious, and artsy fartsy together. And he won't be from here, but he'll know more about here than I do because he's a student in the know. And we'll go hang out at all the cool spots no one knows about, or we'll just stay inside. And we'll go for long walks and nothing will ever matter...

unfortunately there aren't many that aren't homos.

I remember that time in college where I met Thomas online... Maybe I should date people I meet online again.

Am I so desperate that i'll try someone that is potentially a freak? Geez, Teresa. Grow up.

Maybe i'll just take up a bad habit, like smoking. It'll maybe take my mind off of all this?

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:: 2004 9 May :: 8.18pm

As much as I say that I don't like not knowing, I think i'm better off not knowing when guys like me. Because for the most part the one thing i'm really looking for is for that one time when some almost-stranger just comes out and says it.

I remember in college when i'd sit alone at lunch and look at other people sitting alone and wonder "what would happen if I just went over and asked to sit with them?"

I guess it's kinda like that. I guess it's sorta happened once very recently, though not in any sort of situation where it would actually work out right now. And boy would I like something like that to work out right now.

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:: 2004 7 May :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Thrice

*shakes head*
Kids these days...

In other news, my mother called me the other day trying to borrow a thousand or so dollars... Dad called today whining about the one last car payment he agreed to pay before I put the car in my name. It was his idea, and now he's trying to cut out early and leave me stuck refinancing the car, getting a new insurance claim, AND paying all my rent and crap. His arguement? "you're younger, you're not in school and you make more money than me". My parent's are really mature for senior citizens aren't they?

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:: 2004 4 May :: 10.59am

It's nice to be a "grown up"

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:: 2004 3 May :: 9.46pm

At least I got my money's worth. Some chick knocked on my door at about 9pm this evening. She had the same first name. She did a little dance, and saluted me. I almost thought she had some sort of singing telegram. She was actually trying to sell some all purpose cleaner. There was a list of things to clean. She was persistent too. Among the things on the list were blood and urine. Lovely. So anyway, then she asks to come in and I was like "whatever" she could have massacred me and I don't think it would have made a difference. But I made her demonstrate the cleaner on the patio door, my eyeglasses, a carpet stain, my converses, and the couch. She even tasted the stuff to demonstrate it being non-toxic. HA.

I ended up buying some. Mostly because I think whomever had the apartment before me had a pet. There were some funky stains on the floor and now I can get them out AND clean my sneakers. ROCK.

Then my bed was delivered! Yay for not having to sleep on the air matress!.

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:: 2004 3 May :: 9.50am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: The Shins - so says i

Why does everything make me so nervous? I mean, I'm really good at putting on the confident face while i'm flinching inside at the idea of being social. I'm good at being social, and yet the thought of it intimidates me. I'm sitting here filling out a job application for a job that I've already got. Previous work experience??? What little I have doesn't even apply to this new job. How the hell did I get here?

This job just kinda fell in my lap. Now that I think of it, EVERYTHING i've done in the past two years after I quit college has just kinda dropped into place conveniently. It's nothing great by any means, but i've been able to sustain myself on it.

Should I aspire to be something more?

Am I happy?

It depends on what that question is in reguards to...

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:: 2004 23 April :: 8.42am

This is the beginning of a...
... terrible day.

For the first time in, well... EVER, I've locked my keys in my car? Could this be a trend? I hope not. I've noticed myself becoming more and more forgetful. So as I was preparing to get out of my car today I figured: "well i'll just leave the keys in the cupholder and leave the doors unlocked" since the car is all fenced in with security and such. So then I gather up all my stuff and get out and when I do, I hit the little lock button on the door out of habit. I didn't even notice what i'd done until I was about 10 steps away. Damn the luck.

So I couldn't get it open. The AIRPORT POLICE couldn't get it open. I had to call Daimler Chrysler customer care. They're getting Savannah Pop-a-lock to come out. I'm just glad I don't have to pay for this.

Teresa, you are an idiot.

Anika said "you must have a lot on your mind". I don't have ANYTHING on my mind!!! I'm too young to be forgetting things like this.

The upside? A really attractive guy unlocked my door in less than 30 seconds.

The downside? Like most guys I meet, he was cute until he opened his mouth.

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:: 2004 21 April :: 2.19pm
:: Music: Red House Painters

So i've been living camped out in my living room for the last week. I have a chair, and an air mattress and my computer. That's pretty much it. I've been enjoying my new city. I got sunburned at the beach, and i'm still living off of military money. Next week I should have some real furniture. I could use a guy too. One that I wouldn't HAVE to see all the time. I'm still young after all.

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:: 2004 9 April :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: artistic

I just realized that it's less than two months until my 21st birthday. Should I be excited?

I put in the security deposit for my apartment today. It should be ready for me to move in in about a week.

When I got home from Savannah, I went to Atlanta Cycling and picked up my $1500 Cannondale mountain bike. It's red, it has air shocks and disk brakes, and it's the same color as my car so it looks really good on the bike rack. That'll probably be the last thing I spend any real money on for a long time.

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:: 2004 8 April :: 12.58pm

I'm about to go and sign papers for my very first apartment EVER. So long to 690 bucks every month. Yay for being so far away from my parents.

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:: 2004 25 March :: 3.11pm

I'm home!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhh! yay!

Things i'm looking forward to while i'm in the country this time:

- thai food
- sushi
- going to FL to visit Grandma
- road tripping the east coast with Bekie
- family reunion in Indiana
- hazardous materials school
- concerts
- quality time shopping with dad
- new apartment in SAV [hopefully]

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:: 2004 21 March :: 9.47am

Yesterday I went to a bull fight. At one point I was holding a dead bull's ear. It was no longer connected to his head. It was disgusting. I'm sure once I get the time to get it all down i'll give you all the details. Just know that this sort of thing would never happen in the US.

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:: 2004 19 February :: 7.42pm
:: Mood: itchy

My tattoo itches. Yep that's right I got another one. So now I have one from the US, one from Germany, and one from Spain. ROCK. I'll post a picture sometime later.

Oh yeah. In spain hardcore porn is on TV at night for free. And everyone is ok with that. How odd, how... european.

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